is it wrong for me to want sumone that does not want me bak? or am i just stupid for wanting sumthin that does not bother to look for me or ask for me or even think of me in any way. . .will i be left alone soon to look at my mistakes and think of wat i should have done?  even though there is no point to it cuz it already happened. . .but well u can learn from ur mistakes for the future ya know ta do better in choices and life. . .and then again i seem not ta listen ta my own advice! i have learned though ta not be taken advantaged of but that just made me a lonely & critical person. and now. . . i dont even know . . .i dont even know wat ta say or wat ta do. . .and i dont  even know wat ta say or do about wat???

                      maybe i am just confused or just need sumone ta talk to sumone but that person

            that person does not want ta talk ta me!. . .and yet i refuse to go down without a word. . .

guess wat peoples!!!. . . our house got broken into yesturday!!! can u believe dat folks!!! dats sum bullshit! i was piss off den a bitch  i really wanted ta find dat nigga and kill his ass for breakin into  our house!but n-e-ways i guess  i am more calm now then i was yestaday!  BUT I STILL AM PISSED OFF!

dats it i yesturday i quit my job at lopez bakery,it was bullshit n-e-way cuz they paid 5.70 the hour and for all the shit i did. . .fuk no!, dont really care cuz now i can spend more time wit my family. . .dangit. . .but i need a new job!! and fast!