Journals
Saturday,Oct 30 2004, 05:50:11 PMonly did 1 paper 2day & didn even finish it..
only did 1 paper 2day & didn even finish it... this is bad... 1 whole day & only 1 paper.... thatz only 4 qn... how...
juz now then realise i nxt wk got 4 paper... 3 consec ones.... 1st paper's on tues, na's last papers on that day~ then aft that got paper on thurs, fri & sat... all 3 need to study~ esp manufacturg of tech & matherials...that 1 really a lto of info to memorise & i still havnt start,,, then juz now turn on icq fir a very short while~ askd cheewee & nic bt mechanics~ they oso duno... how.... =s
juz now did lotsa situps~ bt 100 i tink... very long didn do so many sit up liao~ 1 whole wk didn run liao~ really turng fat, esp aft eatg that jumbo sized kit kat~ but at least im feelg better~ tink chocs really help in makg a person feel better but then muz eat jumbo sized 1 than can help~ at least dun feel that stressd now though im still stress... but the stress indicators not burstg any time soon~
oso realise that my xams gonna b over very soon coz its like bt 3 wks... then 1st wk sure past very fast coz so many paper...
aft xams gonna b time to wk & to meet up with my frens....
scrolld thru my phone list & fwdd msges to ppl whom ive not met for quite sometime~ but didn send to every 1 (last mth sms went up to 1100+ so muz control liao~) saw hs & seng's name, wantd to send them the sms too but they're not in sg... their hp's also termintd.... sort of miss them...
suddenly realise this yrs christmas will not b like the past few yrs....
past few yrs sure will mt up wit hs & zw for din. this yr hs not in sg liao, zw in ns so dunno if ill still meet him like past yrs... even if we meet, things aint the same w/o hs.... anyway hope shell enjoy her 1st christmas in uk~ ^^
really feel like goin overseas for a break again.... but then no $$~ was tellg na yesterday, wanna go aussie wit joe n mich nxt yr but dunno if i have $$ not... then oso tryg to save to go uk to find hs b4 she comes back.... that targets like even further.... but the thing that consoles me is that she say if im goin alone then can bunk wit her~ & prob save some on food.... but still, its gonna b x... so dunno how... see how, save 1st then say (not very optimistic bt it though~) 2 yrs~ i have 2 yrs to save
dunno la now go get some beauty sleep 1st tink i muz really try to get that taurean steadiness out liao... cont like that like not completg anything & my life's like so meangless~ =s
Friday,Oct 29 2004, 02:14:28 PM3rd time im goin to the toilet since din~ my...
3rd time im goin to the toilet since din~
my stomach churng & turng like a washg machine... issit gotta do wit sth that i've eaten??
Friday,Oct 29 2004, 01:37:21 PMi'm feelg depress out of a sudden... not...
i'm feelg depress out of a sudden... not very sure y oso... juz suddenly feel down.... juz now suddenly feel super stress~ then tink is i fail all the module how... i need to clear all my modules... 23 au... if bao = die...
maths didn practise then mat sci like so much....
every1 say life sci dun need to study 1 but i tink i sort of screw my quiz~ then oso havnt touch the actual thing yet...
cmptg bao 1 sem dun wanna bao again but i doubt i have enuff practice...
ge havnt touch yet n i didn go so many lect....
i really wish i can turn back the clock but can i??
all i wish is juz to clear even if it means straight ds....
everyday wanna complete what is startd to do but only end up doing part of it.... i wanna try to finish my studies but my brain switches off aft commg home... everyday plan what i wanna do but nv seem to finish what i plan though i know what i planned was juz right if not too little.... tryg to squeeze time out but like no time for me to squeeze... muz have enuff sleep coz insuddient sleep means no concentratn which means cant conc.... n mean no pt...
n the worse thing is that recently my minds like goin crazy... everything thats happeng i can imagine xtreme stuff happeng....
tink im goin crazy.... pls... send me to hougang....
Thursday,Oct 28 2004, 03:59:50 PMWhen I dream 'bout You - Steve B There was a...
When I dream 'bout You - Steve B
There was a time in my life
When I opened my eyes and there you were,
You were more than a dream,
I could reach out a touch you,
Girl that was long ago.
There are something?s that I guess I?ll never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
That?s when everything?s all right,
Your in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams
Cause I still love, loving you.
How can I get you to see
That I?m falling apart
Since you?ve been gone,
I can never be sure
I could ever let go
Your love is much to strong,
There are something?s that I guess I?ll never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
That?s when everything?s all right,
Your in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you,
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you.
There are something?s that I guess I?ll never know,
When you love someone
You got to learn to let them go.
When I dream about you,
That?s when everything?s all right,
Your in my arms
Here next to me, forever.
When I dream about you
Girl you never go away,
Just close my eyes
Wait for my dreams,
Cause I still love, loving you.
Thursday,Oct 28 2004, 12:18:46 PM2day's weathers super nice~ simply luv it so~
2day's weathers super nice~ simply luv it so~~~ but my progress in works like not that gd though~ 1 whole day & i've only read thru 1 tut~ pathetic.... i spent 1 whoel day at 1 qn, not knowg y i did it that way~ =s xam's like juz nxt wk n im still skg on the 1st module... rest havnt touch yet...esp maths... how~ tink im dead this time... i dun wanna bao!!!!
=s