Tuesday,May 31 2005, 06:29:15 PMBao 2911

I'm mad!!!

I've accepted the fact tht ive failed 2911..

but the prob's not with failing....

at 1st i thought that since its only ofeered in 2nd sem, i wont be able to take it in 1st sem~ and since im having attchmt in 2nd sem, i wont b able to take it in final sem~ i'm so depressed & sad~

then i found out that its offered in the 1st sem, i was real glad n happy coz im able to take it n clear it b4 i go for my ia~ i wont have prob with my timetable...

started to plan my timetable....realised that the 2911 lect crashes with another module n its impossible to take both... im really mad... wanna cry.... so sad... like rollercoaster feeling....

went to meet zf n min... bursted wit complain when i meet them~

walked round.. ate a bit...

still didn feel any better~

got home... tried to salvage what ever i could... my tat fren that offended me on the bus tok to me. FLARED at him~ then he apologize so juz accept it~ a fren better than a foe aftall~

but it didn help coz my timetables still lost n i dunn noe how~ can any1 tell me what can i do??

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Saturday,May 28 2005, 06:34:35 PMkev's bday

I'm home...

went to lotsa places today~

Went to nov for din. then went to ecp to drink at the bar there. at tat went to this super dark carpark coz tim say there more quiet... n its empty so can chit chat. when we reach, dan say like too dark... say he feel like goin airport~ tim's bit tired so he hopes to get back a bit earlier~ but since dan's getting in soon, he hopes to stay out till later (or shld say earlier...)

in the end say go changi V but since we missed the exit & was at the wrong dir aft tat, we endd up at kallang mac~ mac's ready to close. so we went kfc~ our "neighbour" told us the drinks there suck dun buy... hahhah

zy n dan got kfc
zy ate his kfc quietly~ muz b coz hes oso goin in too so wanna learn to tone down a bit~ tink hez rather unsettled bt the fact hes goin in soon coz he only got his notice like 1 wk ago~ n hes goin in on 1st.

aft tat we crapped again....
then tim say he wanna go liao~ dunno if qy n zy headd for home aft tat but since i tim juz stays near n ch n kev both's goin home all of us stay round the same area, no sense to make dan send me home aft sendg the 2 cck ppl~

i turned TRAITOR to dan's car car, jump to tim's n got home~


later gonna ton at qy's gonna clean up my superb messed up rm n iron the ton of clothes~ 9 am cartoon....

SLEEP~ Here i come!!!!

anyway im real glad i had mt the rest today~ they juz got my brain out of the upsets~
*Hopes it's not returning so fast xp*

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Saturday,May 28 2005, 09:05:38 AMlong nite ahead~

I guess life's nv easy for any 1... there's a phrase, "Life's nv a bed of roses.... "

LIFE'S A BED OF ROSES! In life, nths' ever smooth~ theres ups n downs. every 1 has their own weakness.. things that brings them down. these are the thorns in the bed of roses...



Almost everyone's afraid of being austracized or feel rejected by their frens.... Who doesnt want to feel accepted by their classmate or colleagues around them?? But how many have experience that they just cant find where they actually belong??

the feeling's nv pleasant... esp when ur still of a tender age.... It juz marks ur life~ as u grow things might change.. u make more frens but that memory nv goes.. but ull b glad u now have frens... n treasure the frens round you. you mignt try to treat every 1 with sincerity, hoping that theyll treat you as frens too... you''ll be the more sentsitive 1. & ull be the 1 to try tok to the quiet ones in the gp... but this might also be a prob coz ull nv know if the person might juz wanna be left there. ull do that coz u know how its like when being some how neglected.

youll try to ensure that every ones engagaed in the conversatn but thats nv poss esp when the gps big... u want every one to be enjoying so u keep tokg nonstop.... even if ur tired of tokg, u still cont... but its not appreciated... some ppl juz tink u tok too much~

coz u take all ur frens of such importance, very freq ull feel that ur torn btw gps of ppl, or even torn btw ppl, not wantg to disappoint them n ull end up the 1 lost*

but thats not the worse. the worse is that the person u tink is ur gd fren doent feel the same way~

this feelg doesnt necessary occur to those who have experience of not belonging in a gp... but also others. but i guess only those who have really been thru can understand how it feels...

.... aristal's crap


k later goin to meet the pri sch ppl~ its gonna b a long nite coz dan's goin in soon... n he told me hes gonna play till mad... so i tink it might not end early & im not sure if i can 'tong' till then.... not enuff sleep last nite... plus this, i tink im gonna b a panda... anyway, i juz hope that all goes well~

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Friday,May 27 2005, 03:35:54 PMShop for crutch on SGG

Back home... at 10...

finish watchg my TV~ juz now bro was at my rm....

now im over at his.... Hes playg sad song on the keyboard..... =(

actually my mood hasnt been very gd recently... feeling rather down... dunno y oso. wheres the old me?? how come i feel lost* out of a sudden? I'm not sure... I'm juz behaving like a mad char bo in front of every1. 1 that toks a lot....

well... if i say i actually feel like locking myself at home instead of goin anywhere will any1 believe me?? i juz feel like turning into a hermit or juz hangg out with my friends... juz sit there quiet... tink nxt few days ill tok less... juz sit there n enjoy~ =) (bro's still playing.... though he not gd, music still make me feel better ^^)

Well, i have to say this, sometimes havg a bro isnt sucha bad thing~ at least u'll have company ^^

2day GSS i endd up at SGH to shop for crutch. well actually wasnt tat bad... (bro's playg his keyboard still... coz im at his comp...) jos's gf was very friendly~ she looks bit like god bro's wife~ =p but she def pretty...

me n cy were there fr 1.15pm to 2.... took pics of some mechanism.... n took down the measurements of the crutches... mayb they wun use it... see how 1st~ coz i everytime do sth not req so see how 1st... mayb juz del it.

aft tat went cy's house... its a long walk to her house but i def didn regret goin~ coz shes the 3rd uni fren's house.... i tink nowadae i rarely go ppl house liao... so i very happy~

Proj was rather bored.... but had' get it done... so we juz did~

well, aft pract 7 hrs of hard wk, we finished the 1st draft.... but i tink shes more tired then me coz shes the 1 doin the typing~ i only do some calling, give idea n try to tink of ways to phrase things wit her....

aft all's done, we were really very happy!!!! sat for a while over her there then came back...

shag~ shall have an early nite 2molo's a long day~ or shld say nite~~~

bro rushg me liao.... boopy* =p

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Friday,May 27 2005, 03:17:22 AMmy theory of the human brain

was tokg to joe...n out of a sudden, i came out wit myvery own theory of the human brain....

the truncated coversation....

10:56:34) lil`Taku: i last time a bit mad
(10:56:39) lil`Taku: now super mad
(10:56:55) lil`Taku: last time not lame n crappy
(10:57:00) lil`Taku: now siao char bo
(10:57:21) lil`Taku: then super imaginative somemore
(10:57:36) lil`Taku: tink muz b brain sort oladi
(10:58:13) Denim Chick: haha
(10:58:31) Denim Chick: cuz u never use ur brain enuf.. too bored.. so can think of nonsense
(10:59:25) lil`Taku: really ah??
(10:59:46) lil`Taku: i really tryg to find the prob wit meself lei
(11:00:05) lil`Taku: but i dunno how to find back the lass crazy n control self liao
(11:00:33) Denim Chick: yar i think cuz u never use ur brain so channel to other areas
(11:00:48) lil`Taku: but i go use brain to do wk lei
(11:00:58) lil`Taku: if i imagine
(11:01:05) lil`Taku: mean got use brain rite?/
(11:01:09) lil`Taku: so brain got wk
(11:01:46) lil`Taku: but duno y erm
(11:01:57) lil`Taku: tink i shld ake imaginative stuff
(11:01:59) lil`Taku: not engin
(11:02:00) lil`Taku: ahahahah
(11:02:04) Denim Chick: haha never use enuf
(11:02:12) lil`Taku: o
(11:02:16) lil`Taku: i noe the real prob
(11:02:19) lil`Taku: i over use
(11:02:22) lil`Taku: tatz y overload
(11:02:30) lil`Taku: thatz y i so stm
(11:02:46) lil`Taku: my fren say i cant contto do thing coz m mind a lot of thing
(11:02:58) lil`Taku: so i muz tink of way to erm..
(11:03:11) lil`Taku: erase or filter or compartmenise it
(11:03:30) lil`Taku: else everytiem in my own world
(11:03:32) lil`Taku: ahahhaa
(11:04:16) Denim Chick: u overuse den stil thin of nonsense hahaha
(11:04:17) lil`Taku: or i tink best way is to bring the brain to wash off the unecessary
(11:04:27) lil`Taku: u noe ur gadget
(11:04:29) lil`Taku: overuse
(11:04:34) Denim Chick: stop thnking of nonsense den maybe can stop it from being overused
(11:04:34) lil`Taku: the tink do tee siao??
(11:04:39) lil`Taku: ya
(11:04:48) lil`Taku: but im still figuring how to do it
(11:05:17) lil`Taku: coz if my brains the gadget..
(11:05:23) lil`Taku: then it overload
(11:05:27) lil`Taku: then go tee siao
(11:05:37) lil`Taku: then how u fiz a tee siao gadget?
(11:05:44) lil`Taku: open n see what wrong inside rite?
(11:05:52) lil`Taku: but the prob is my brain cannot open
(11:05:55) lil`Taku: so nto that simple
(11:06:02) Denim Chick: see see u tok cock again
(11:06:04) lil`Taku: so muz fig out a way
(11:06:09) lil`Taku: no la really la
(11:06:18) lil`Taku: u tink tink really make sense
(11:06:27) lil`Taku: ur brain wks like a comp
(11:06:38) lil`Taku: juz its much more better than the comp rite??
(11:06:59) lil`Taku: but ur comp wk too much go a lot of rubbish cannot funct
(11:07:07) lil`Taku: n more likely to kanna virus etc
(11:07:11) lil`Taku: so muz clear
(11:07:29) lil`Taku: if didn clear then everything is in a mess
(11:07:34) lil`Taku: then it goes tee siao..
(11:07:57) lil`Taku: tatz y u need to reformat the comp
(11:08:00) lil`Taku: every now n then
(11:08:07) lil`Taku: but comp easy to reformat
(11:08:13) lil`Taku: u jzu back up the stuff u need
(11:08:22) lil`Taku: insert cd
(11:08:26) lil`Taku: refprmatt can liao
(11:08:57) lil`Taku: but hor human brain u cannot juz insert cd n reformat n backup the stuff u need rite??
(11:09:15) Denim Chick: hurhur.. i toking to urself hor hahahaha
(11:09:20) Denim Chick: see where u control
(11:09:24) Denim Chick: same wad hahahahahaha
(11:09:27) lil`Taku: no
(11:09:31) lil`Taku: that 1 is diff
(11:09:39) lil`Taku: coz that 1 is theory
(11:09:49) lil`Taku: theroy where got half way 1??
(11:10:13) lil`Taku: ahahha
(11:10:24) lil`Taku: i tink i juz came up wit my theoryof the brain
(11:10:25) lil`Taku: hahahha
(11:11:19) Denim Chick: -_-"

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