Tuesday,Apr 25 2006, 03:58:14 PM....

She left the 3 of us in sh and went home yesterday.... 12 days b4 she joins us again....

bet's asleep.... germs starg at the cupboard.... me?? chatting...

gonna sleep real soon...

2nd say wit nth much to do in office... pls... give me something to do can?? *sobs*

i dun wanna get d for my IA!!!!!! sheesh ~! ~!

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Sunday,Apr 23 2006, 04:06:26 PMfor the $$ issue and my feeling...

Back from Wuxi and back from blading at longyang park. Came back alone. Fell down twice. climbed back up and continued.

Blading taught me an impt lesson. when u fall, ull gotta climb on ur own. Qy once told me, u cant depend on ur frens to take care of u all the time. esp when u go oversea. I will always remember this. though u have fren to help u, u cant expect them to do it all the time.

I guess to lots of ppl i'm very stubborn coz i very freq ill refuse other ppls help or nv ask for any.

those in sg shld noe me better. i rarely ask ppl for favors unless they offer or unless i really need it. if i need help and no 1 initiates, i wouldnt open my golden mouth to ask for it. i believe that i can do it even w/o help. not coz im over confident or have too much ego but coz i believe if the person meant to help the person will offer w/o u asking. i dun believe in owing frens favors.

i guess thats y im not xactly in the same league as the rest here. coz i dun like to ask for help and i lk very cold and stern. not a very pr person. well, i guess like wad 1 of my fren used to say, it takes super long to know me coz i rarely open up. most of the time i'll juz wait for ppl to take the initative to start to tok etc....

qy say i shld b more princess and ask them to do things fer me. i doubt ill do it unless i noe the person real well. but i guess im not that close to those ppl ba

read my frens mail saying that her frens are offering to pay for her makeover for her bdae and shes starting to wonder if $$ is really that impt.

2 of my best frens gave me what they tot is a special gift b4 i left. i was shocked touched happy and yet not. I was very touched coz they provided me with the thing i need but yet im wondering if our frenship is worth only that? I know that they wanted something practical and useful. i appreiate that but also at the same time im wondering if our frienship if worth that? Is that a citerior for a close fren? i guess not.

to that fren, i understand how u feel. coz i feel the same. true frens are not bought. that is why i try to draw a clear line when it comes to $$ wit my frens. tokg bt $$ hurts the relationship. i dun wanna owe my frens such debt coz i wun feel gd.

so, momo has this ans ur qn to my msn nic?? and to the fren is paranoid bt the $$ issue, do we have the same views???

and seng, thanks for ur testi~ miss ya too yeah!

k tatz bt all. time to rest. till my nxt entry, take care my dear frens. Miss u all~ MUAKSZ!!!!!!

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Thursday,Apr 13 2006, 08:57:46 AMlong time no write

Havnt written for a long long time.... so long i tink the spiders n rodents making a gd nest out of it. I bet lots of my frens muz have tot that i'm leavg this webbie to rot.

Wonder if they are still visiting this webbie... tink most of my die hard frens muz have given up on this webbie n given up trying to locate me. I'm lost. Or like what my rmie jyen shouted that morn. SOMEBODY KIDNAPPED HUILING!!!

I'm finally back home with some time to sit down, rest and update the journ.

Life here is normal. Nth interesting happened. Went traveling to several places... Hangzhou, Nanjing, Suzhou, Zhou zhuang... wheres nxt im not sure.

Office life is alright. Juz hope that i have more things to do and i have a deadline for it. Went out to another coy wit sup once. How i wish theres more... and to hangzhou another time wit rowena. really thank her for bringg me out~ she's been lkg out lots for me. Thanks gurl.

my sup and ah hai's bdae juz passed. Hai's goin suzhou soon. cant bear to see him leave coz hes 1 of the few whom im close wit in office.... stanley's leaving too. this means  less khaki for lunch. zhiwei's gone means i dun really have a person to clarify my doubt if i cant find my sup or rowena also dunno wats goin on. they are the few that can explain to me in erm... english.... others? juz imagine a chicken chatting with a duck.

labour days comming daddy n mammy's comming over. i wanna go travelling but since thy are here, i cant go nowhere.... wasted*

i dun now what to write. i juz hope that i can complete some task in my stay in the coy and not waste the whole 6 mths.

yeah so thats all bt me. nth much to add in....

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