Journals
Tuesday,May 23 2006, 11:00:46 AM.............
Im not very sure what i want to write.
There's currently no 1 on the office except me. The lappy's playing lu qiao ying song and I'm typing my journ over here. Im supposed to be doin OT but i finished my office wk and i havnt got any mood to do sch work...
I wanna write but somehow im not sure what to write....
There's a lot i wanna write... But i guess somethings are better left unsaid till the end of gip....
My colleague's manager told my fren im rather soft spoken. I guess those frens that have wked with me know me well enuff. when im wkg, my face is as cold as stone. Even now, i feel that i've toned down quite a bit... Not the huiling i used to be....
I guess quite a few of my frens shld noe. I didn change aft I'm here... I started changg sometime ago.
Bt 2 more months b4 my attachment ends.... I guess what i've learnt might not be as detailed as the past intern. But for myself, I asked myself the same question several times, have i regretted this decision? Sometimes I do cause i know I've sorta screwed my IA.
But now thinking back, if everyday life is as it is today, I'm glad i came. Though stress is unavoidable and I admit i'm not up to my boss' n sup's std, I think I've really learnt stuff here...
shall cont when i get home...
Monday,May 22 2006, 03:41:19 PM22 May 06...
Been sometime since i last wrote. Guess theres a few of u whos waiting for this entry back there....
3 mths plus have passed... Like my nic... Life heres like dark choc... theres bitter, theres sweet....
I feel that theres no such thing as theres only lots of fun here no bitter stuff. Its only a matter how u deal with it. In the mist of the bitterness, u can always find sweetness.. like chocolate.
I have a 800 hundred word chinese essay to complete. Time to start my report too... (i havnt gotten the report done yet.) 2molo gonna have a meeting. tink ill b silent in the meeting again. dunno how to go abt doin it. how to centralise it..... juz had a mold test today. it went ok i tink. juz hope that itll b fine on wed when the customer comes. dunno if ill b mtg the client oso not.... 2 mths pls left. how much can i accomplish? esp when i have to hand in the report in 1 mth...
Ah Hai and stanley went over to suzhou during wuyi and the wk aft tat respectively.... The 2 of them were very gd seniors in office. Wonder if they are well over there.... 1 less khaki for lunching out....
went blading like last sun wit rowena. Tat gurls def a real fast learner! tink ill miss her aft i go off.... gonna miss her calling me xiao mei!!! whahahahha
Didn really have much interaction wit the excutive. but i can see that most if them are or shld b nice ppl.... tat time saw vincent eating bread. a director eatg bread in office during lunch. tink hes juz too busy to eat out. Y shld they toil so hard for the coy?? is it coz they wanna keep their job? Or is there some other reason?? that i will nv noe.... Even patrick oso eat like very late at times.... I rem tat time ro' told me that vin told her, if she intend to wk in this line in china for long, she cant b so soft.... if uve wked here for more than 2 yrs, itll b very diff to get back to sg to wk. if u change job, ull prob b posted back.... A sad fact.
I like busy days. But how often do i have busy days?? I tink it can be counted in my pair of hands..
Called min a few days back. 1st time i called her hp didn ans. then i called fang. not home.... then called her hp. no ans either... then called mins house.... toked to her till the line got cut off due to insufficient credit. Fang, pls dun hide liao its not u to run n hide!!!!
Well, though theres lots of stuff to do, Im keeping my spirit high and stopping myself from playing that much for now. its time for some serious stuff. =)
Shall cont to update nxt time....I like this feeling... all 4 of us are home, in 1 rm, using the lappy.... It's been a long time its happened....
=)
Saturday,May 6 2006, 07:06:12 PMthe one and only 22nd bdae
Finally cleared the kitchen...
As many would have known, im officially 22 this yr. Im not sure why but this no sounds very pleasant to my ears.
Its my bdae 2day but i did not really celebrate it. It's just a super busy day used to finish my report.
I still have 1 more to edit, 1 more to clear and last but not least 1 essay to be done by nxt wk...
Though the day has been like any other day, i'm still happy. Happy to receive the bouquet of flowers fr 2 of my best frens, HS & ZW. their gift really made my day. They've made the right choice to have sent me the flowers and cake in the morn... "1 in UK, 1 in Sh and 1 in Sg... but it would not stop us from sending our wishes to u...." thanks HS, ZW ~! ~! the pic will be up soon yeah~~~ but sorry no pic of ur cake coz i ate it rite aft getting it. Typical me yeah~~~~ ^_^y
that was followed by a call from the recept an hour later to collect a parcel. Pressie from my jie meis, min, fangz and mel, cum ZW. another pleasant surprise that made my day. "Miss you yo'. pls dun stay there too long..." Hey gurls i miss u all too. U all noe me well enuff. not tokg much dun mean i dun enjoy the company. sometimes i enjoy seeing u all enjoy urself. as long as u all r happy, im happy. so dun miss me that much and stay happy yeah~~~
Noon's juz msn, tv and report...
Nite's dinner followed by home.
Made choc tung yuan. got our neighbours to come eat some too. brought out the cake and bailey n milk too. (hey u gurls in sg, wait for me to make for u when im back yeah!!!!!)
at bt 12, some 1 knocked the door. Saw vin at the door. he turned off the light and Jm appeared wit the cake. *SURPRISE* blew the candles and finished 1 slice. chat and played a bit wit vin loser drink... he drank a bit and got tired...
1am. Finished bathing, realise that every1 has returned home...
Bet told me that the guys couldnt find candles so she got it out for them but no lighter.... realised the effort the 2 guys put in. thanks a lot broz~~~ n of coz super thanks to bet for all the effort in getting the candles for the guys.
Last but not least to show appreciation to the 1st card and funniest card cum letter i've received... the card cum letter fr my bestest and longest budd' CH. thanks a lot for the card!!!!
and the card which was handed to me b4 i left to be opened on my bdae. the card fr na'. Thanks for the card too.
and of coz thanks to all those who blessed me with their warm greetings ~! ~!
All the greetings, surprises and gifts have juz made this simple day a very warm and sweet one for me as of the drop of water adding beauty to the leave...
Thats juz concluded bt everything on 6th may 06... my 22nd bdae...
--- Lingz----
6th may 06'
Thursday,May 4 2006, 02:53:05 PMupdate...
Was supposed to do my mthly report for the boss but i ended uparrangg the pics (which i have yet to finish...) tink ill do it 2molo 1st thing... gonna sleep early to nite. 2molo need to meet up wit cal....
Din's milk n 6 pieces of bread.
was staring at the tv screen the whole day...
WOooOooOoO the cold wind juz entered the window~ COLD ~! ~! ~!
Ok... some updates...
Holiday is supposed to end yesterday but since i took a day off, my break is till sun... 3 days left.... so little time so much to do....
have been bringg my parents round the past few days. didn really go to many places since they dun walk much. brought them to buy lots of herbs though.
Xy got my lagage fr them once they touched down 2 wks ago... her laguage was 10 kg. mine... 12... *faints*
was supposed to take bus back aft dropping them on sat. in the end bet' found out that the last bus left like 4 mins ago so we decided to cont with that cab which we took....
halfway through the journey back, not far fr the bustop that we were supposed to take the bus we saw the last bus.... We contemplated whether to take the bus or cont with our cab journey... we chose the latter.... *LAZY US*
brought them over to see my nest on Sun... went to xu jia hui to get gift for my bro. then brought them for massage~ WOooHooo n back home for din.
Went to cheng huang miao on mon. brought them to see the herbs. told them not to anyhow spend liao.... but like kenny's parents, mine also spent a lot. imagine 40 sing for a pillow that lks the same as those im using... -_-" they got some herbs (quite a bit actually...) fr the wholesale centre.
aft tat was back to the hotel. stayed there for while then left for xy...went to shop a bit then went for a bite. we 2 cuckoos didn noe can press button to ask the waiter to serve us... then we wave like mad... -_-"
when the waiter was walking over, we realise that we could actually press button for service. then oso got refill water, clean up and cancel...
then bet says that we shld finish the cup n try the button... but i gave her a better idea. juz spill the drink n ask the person to clear. or we can oso try pressing service then when the person is comming over we press cancel ~!
whahahha~ WE R MEAN!!!!
after the food we decided to foot the bill... we pressed the service button. the waiter walked to our table n told us to pay at the counter.... SO PAI SEH!!!!!
daddy n mummy flew back on tues. aft tat i went zhong shan gong yuan. then met eka~~ had din then went drinking.... then home....