Journals
Wednesday,Jan 31 2007, 10:55:47 AMrun away from mtg...
It's true that speaking is always easy... I always say that only coward run away from problem cause running away is always the easiest way out... Facing the reality is tough... In the end i still chose to to run away from the prob... I didn meet sup coz i didn wanna be bua-ed again....
Lesson ended at 5.30... Met rmie to come back together. Had din at cant 13... Romie took jiao zi noodle... Me wan tan noodle... Only ate a few mouthful. Suddenly had the feeling that i was goin to be sick.
Popped a panadol and took a short rest... Didn sleep though only lie on bed staring out of window daydreaming... Resting...
everything outside's kinda dark... The weather reminds me of the days in sh when season was changg and the temp variation was rather tremendous. when day was hot and nite was cold.... Just that over there the variation was more drastic. Remember the days when i popped panadol like once every few days....
Kinda feel much better after the rest. Rejuvenated was the word.
Rmie just woke up... she went out of the rm liao... prob to the washrm.
Though we are both not really feeling that well, i kinda enjoy this sick yet peaceful yet there's moments of craziness and fun with her...
=p
Tuesday,Jan 30 2007, 06:23:24 AMjust a little something...
Gonna start FYP soon... but b4 that wish to pen down some stuff...
Saw tk's nic yesterday, "Things changes as time goes pass..Nothing is predictable...Memory will be the only thing you can look back upon" it kinda expressed what i have been feeling for a long long time but havnt been able to express in words. so kinda ask him if i could use it and used it...
Just kinda miss the times i spent with my "old" frens.. old fren... old times... nice memories... that will go with me as long as i can remember... with more new frens.. theres less time for the old ones....
Then yesterday oso tried to knock sense into a few ppls head... tink i sounded a bit harsh... but sometimes...
haiya all i can say is that though the pain is a lot much worse worse than being mortally wounded, it will heal... slowly... the pain will fade bits by bits... sometime the beautiful past comes back and reality is cruel. just remember it as a beautiful dream... and be glad of the memory...
guess its really easier said then done... ^_^
k la i'll just end here...
Saturday,Jan 27 2007, 12:02:25 PMthe run...
Supposed to go grand's house but end up nv go... Once again... Was free last few wks... then they didn go... this wed need to hand in prog which till now i have no idea how to cont...
*faints*
Went for a run... Ended up walking halfway on the way back... Took some pics...
Uploading the pics to the comp. Found some very fond memories wit the eid ppl... tink i'll add it to yahoo gp later.
=p
Friday,Jan 26 2007, 03:55:26 PMa song...
Had fang's farewell din.. The nice gurl gave all of us a keychain made by her... gonna add it to my collection of 2 precious keychain... Thanks fang~ gonna miss u when ur gone... *muakz*
Bit my fren twice 2day... my fren tot that i was angry... the fact was i wasnt. why shld i be? Actually i feel bad... somemore i was bad enuff to bite once... i bit twice.... faints
Kept replaying 4 of Landy(温岚) songs...
1 of my fav song... Dun know why but i'm just attracted to the song since the 1st time it was sung by QY at KTV quite sometime ago... tink it was at least a yr back....
Song Title: 祝我生日快乐
Artist: 温岚
我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐 我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐
Managed to find the english translation...
I know that sadness will not be able to change anything
If that's the case, then let me be honest a little bit
To be honest that's it's difficult to avoid an unruly betrayal
I can only close the door and ignore the world
Sitting alone inside this empty space
Let the cellphone rest for a night
[So] Difficult, [I feel like] cutting off all the frames of memory
These tears can no longer shed past Midnight
Happy birthday, I said to myself
[As] The candles are blown
Loneliness lit up
Happy birthday
Tears are melted away
I want to thank for all that you gave and took away
Having to love you still, carries a little scar
Only time
Can heal the wound
Passionate love leaves painful traces
As the picture replays
Wish me a happy birthday...
Thursday,Jan 25 2007, 03:23:04 PManother day...
1 lect.
Saw shawn at printing rm... spoke bt 10 mins...
then saw jeff at the entrance of lwn. He's got a new haircut. Kinda cute. Kinda like a squirrel... Heee... Somemore touch liao soft soft 1. spoke bt half hr.... then told him i needa come back hall liao... Actually wanna help him ask if got hall rm 1. but end up gh say no more liao... a pity else i got free fish & Co. =p
Came back... Chatt a bit... slept...
eve went over to the bl gang's house for 1 last gathering b4 they shift out on sat... had some food. played the game with the bear, the guru and the hunter....
the game has 2 bears, 1 guru and the rest are all hunters... the guru knows the id of the bears. the bears are supposed to kill. the hunters are supposed to discuss whos the bears and kill them....
that game really entertained the gp. esp wit jie, momo, and francis and their tribal council... =p
aft tat was another walk back....
Suddenly got a msg fr sf... apparantly her fren got hospitalised... told yee bt it and gave her a hug coz like wat her msg say give a hug to all those u care for...
---Arte