Journals
Tuesday,Jul 31 2007, 12:59:04 PMNew phone
500 bucks just flew of like that. Kinda like half her salary gone. ~heart ache~ Who would have tot that Arte would spend such a big portion of her pay on the phone. Faintz* Arte's got her SE 580 but it aint exactly what she had in mind. Realise that the camera function's very unfantastic. This means that Arte has to bring her Canon camera wherever she goes to liao... Well except for that, there wasnt much to complain bt except that the finishing of the key pad wasnt as expected. They told her that it was the same as S500... But the finishing aint really the same... Faintz* Except for that, the rest was ok. Except for the heart ache n the tighter budget that she has to face this mth...
Ok nuff bt the phone. Bt today...
Just now the sales guy wanted to give Arte a free flash light for her phone. But its a pity that it's not compatible... Sob sob~~~
Finish sizing the pump for the heat exchanger. Took Arte quite a while (actually it's the whole day) to clear it.
She learnt today that
- pressure across the motor for cooler is bt 1200 to 1500 psi
- the 3 tandem pumps run at the same speed as the E.C motor
- pressure loss has to be added to every hydraulic component and this pressure diff can be found in the valve catalogue.
-V800S and V1200S chk valve (if she's not wrong) belongs to Parker.
- by choosing a larger capacity valve, the pressure drop will decrease... In addition, a larger capacity valve will req bigger ports.
- when selecting components, must take into consideration the available stk and its potential to be purchased in arger quantity so that it can be used in a later time. This also means that a component which has a wider functionality would be better than a narrow one...
O ya Arte got a small goreng pisang treat from her mentor earlier~ Thanks Jerry.\
That'z all for today. Have nth more to mention... Said everything that she wanted in the past 2 days liao. Actually say so much oso useless...
Monday,Jul 30 2007, 03:00:30 PMMonday...
This is goin to be a short 1 coz yesterday wrote too many journs liao. 3 journs in 1 day... Scared later kanna hantam...
Got back fr wk a while a go...
Today at wk...
Arte learnt that
- directional control valve and proportional valves are 2 different types of valve
- the difference in temp using degrees and Fareitent are different. So conversion has to be done first b4 cal the diff.
Jeff gave Arte a brief into of the cylinder sizing info and 1 skii proj. Tink the proj sure cham...
Arte also learnt how to size a cooling fin.
Had a nice walk back fr tpy. Saw a nice streak of cloud right beneath the bright moon abv a HDB flat~ Really enjoyed the scene.
Wrote a bit bt the conversation wit Yee in yesterday's journ. Actually that gurl only managed to guess the right person on 2nd guess. She's surprise that Arte would have a change of heart that soon. Aft all the issue of the other guy started like the start of the yr. Many who didn noe the entire story must have tot that Arte's very fickle too. Say that if they must. Arte only knows that she's already being very nice to have cont to treat the other party as a friend coz for those who knows the entire story, they felt that Arte's being too nice. Actually Arte chose to remain as friends coz she feels that both party had their wrongs. And she cant accept the person anymore. When u cant accept the person anymore, u'll just add a fullstop to the entire thing. Everything else would just be memory. Like a puzzle in her life. 1 which she has learnt sth fr.
For this time this guy, Arte chose not to say anything coz she oso dunno what to say and she doesnt wanna make the same mistake as the issue yrs ago... Confessing to the person when she already noe there's some1 else in his heart. It was the fastest mtd to cut off that feeling but also the most painful... & its better for things to be unsaid.
Sometings once said can nv be taken back....
Ok time for bed. Not feeling that well... Feeling very cold... Wondering if it's the weather or Arte's getting sick. Didn sleep well last nite (in fact the past few nites too...). Woke up at 3 am.... Faintz* Hopefully tis nite will be better...
Sunday,Jul 29 2007, 03:04:27 PM3rd journ...
Tink i'm gonna be killed for writing so many journs in 1 day...
Yee was asking how come I'm writing so much bt relationship... Rem the last time we talked bt this was during xam... 1 nite when Arte suddenly grinned at her n we said sth... Cant reveal what we toked bt tat nite...
Was telling her that Arte felt sth bt some1 but then the some1 seem to have some1 else in mind. She agreed with Arte coz the 2 of them seem close. Well, like what Arte always say, she'll be happy for them coz to her, it's ptless to go aft a guy if u noe that the guy got no interest in ya. Rather hope that he'll be with the person he likes n be happy. =p
Anyway yee was surprised coz she say that i kept it well underwraps. Actually i didn... I tink it's just that I dunno what to say to the person thats y no 1 noticed. Rem last time jie got say everytime he see ys, he'll not noe what to tell her... Tink it's the same kinda feeling ba. Arte can crap n tok to every1. But not the person she likes. But of coz if she doesnt tok to the person might have another reason. Simply coz she doesnt wanna tok to the person...
Ok time for bed. Have a long wk to go tomolo. Cant wait for fri's dinner with a few of the ppl fr the coy. Hope it's really on. =p
Sunday,Jul 29 2007, 12:19:35 PM2nd journ of the day...
Went Tpy, Bugis, back to TPY and then home. That's Arte prog for today. But i guess I'm satisfied with this wkend. =p
Went window shopping for phone. SE 580 or 850 lei? Actually Arte prefers 580 coz she doesnt like 850's key pad... But 850's like bt 100 bucks cheaper and it's a 3G phone... But Arte only has eyes for 580 lei... Arte nv like to use things she dun like unless she got no choice. She nv like to force herself to buy things she dun like. If she cant get the thing she like she would rather not have it. But Arte rem Adrain saying sth. Always aim for sth u can afford. Is that phone worth the extra 100 bucks when it's not a 3G phone n it doesnt have photo light?? But Arte just like 580. Tink she will get SE 580 despite all the flaws n the more expensive price coz she wun wanna have sth that she dun like if she's gonna use it for a long time.
Hopefully her pay will be in by Thurs so she can go get the phone liao. She's so broke liao... SE580 SE580 SE580... Argh~~~~ If only Arte's stress was due to monetary matters, it would have been easier to solve. Damn!
Saw another nice wit lost phone online. It's kinda wierd. Is this the season of lost phone?? Within 2 wks, 3 ppl lost phone (including me of coz)... Faintz*
Arte cant wait to get the phone!!! It's so luvly~~~~ Arte Drools*
Jack msg-ed Arte bt the earlier blog. Saying that his gf actually confessed to him 1st. Bt that's him wat. Not everyone's nice like him. Many a time guys dun seem to treasure stuff. Tink Arte might have been to sensitive. And had gotten a wrong idea during the events in the past 2 mths... He most prob had the intention to push Arte to some1 else. Which Arte feels it's sth very hurting... Min said b4 that Ite said the following to her, "Do u know that it actually hurts the guy that likes u when u push him to some1 else??" Ya. I know how it feels...
Sunday,Jul 29 2007, 03:00:21 AMSth bt relationships...
Very freq, when it comes to writing bt relationships, Arte's entry's very conservative. Reason is cause Arte knows that she has some invisible fans out there who nv really make themselves known... She nv include the names of the ppl whom she's toking bt just in case it gets round... If she had been able to name n write everything openly, things would have been a lot simplier...
In the conversation a few days back, Ah Sa was saying that Arte's not the pushy kind. She wun ask the person for a ans and she wun let herself fall so deep... She just falls in luv easily. If the guy treats her well, she'll fall for the guy.
Sa's not exactly right coz she doesnt fall for all the guys that treats her well. For some guys that treat her well, no matter how well they treat her, she'll nv fall for them. In the past, if she likes the guy, the guy treat her a bit well, she'll sink deep. Now, she'll just tell herself that the guy's just being gentlemantle n playing with her coz she noes that, "if u like a person, just a little thing said or by done by them, u'll get the wrong idea.". Sometime she'll wanna msg the person but in the end, she'll decide not to coz she doesnt wanna interrupt the person's already busy life.
Actually, Arte really wishes to get the ans just that past experiences have told her. It's useless. CS's been asking Arte to take the initiative but Arte have refused (or shld say decided to stop dropping hints). Arte rem telling CS, "If I cont to do so, mayb he'll will just start to avoid me. Anyway, tink he's got some1 else in mind liao." and CS went sth like, "i dunno what he's tinking oso..."
Actually Arte noe's exactly how her friend who's kinda upset feeling. She's been thru the same. Coz very freq, u'll tell urself that u'll not let urself fall that deep. Yet, in the end, u still do. But i guess the diff is the confession part. Arte rem herself telling a guy she has feeling for him a few yrs back. Well, the guy returned an sms which indirectly say that he hopes that they'll be friends. In the end, they turned fr very gd friends to just friends. But of coz, they are still in contact just that things can nv be as b4. Aft tat, Arte decided that she shld nv confess.
Sometime, when things in the grey region some ppl will tend to already tink the other party's already "their's". Meaning that there are things they shld do such as calling each other freq n mtg freq n stuff n have a tendency to get jealous easily. I guess that's what they call falling in luv~ But if u tink bt it, u'r only falling in luv... not fallen in luv yet. Ur still friends not bf n gf. How can u expect the person to call u n mt u freq or even get jealous when the person's too close to another? I guess this is a clear mind which i lack when i let myself drop to the grey region sometime recent (actually tink the grey region was my own wishful tinking only...) Anyway, realise that since it's my own wishful tinking, i shldnt feel jealous when the other party's too close to another person. Even in a relationship, eating on the sour too easily will just sour the relationship unless both party's the same kind. But then again, there shld b a boundary that they shldnt cross.
When Sa says Arte nv lets herself fall deep. Actually it's just tat Arte feels that it's useless to say how deep u've fallen coz it aint goin to help even if u say it a million times. Might as well just bury it inside somewhere deep inside...