Journals
Tuesday,Aug 28 2007, 02:33:39 PMbt today~~~
Said b4 that i try to spend sometime almost every nite b4 goin to bed lkg thru my gd frens' blogs to see if they have any updates. Well, I dun read everything everyday. Sometime, i'll just scan thru to roughly know whats goin on in their life, only to read slower when there's sth interesting...
CS's blog says that there was a period of time that he tried to blog every nite but gave up aft sometime. 1 hr's napping in bed's better~ Well, I agree that it takes quite a bit to jot down everything. But well, I believe in trying to keep my memories in words.
Today...
Well, have to say, it's a rather busy day. Had a lecture fr jerry then had to find hyd. motor for the urgent proj in the morn... Then got supplier over at the coy. Ang mo from dunno which country. Went with Jerry to "see the world" n learn the ropes from him. Was late at 1st. Then halfway thru, Survyn came n say ISO auditor's here... Needed to get ready some doc. Lucky shifu ask Arte to go get the auntie to bring drink over~ Gave Arte sometime to look thru 1 last time and get ready the docs.
Aft tat went back to the mtg rm. Kanna interupted again. Phone call to attend meeting. So went back to the mtg rm to apologise n went to the other mtg.
Faintz*
Aft lunch, settled a few emails, PRs and POs. Only read a few mails and shifu wants to go over the major proj issues~ Aft briefing, was mtg with Lei and Yang Ting our doctor~ Wah biang~ They are like MRT trains whereas me a bicycle or shld say trishaw. They are so fast~~~ Totally dun understand what they are saying~~~
By the time the thing end, it's like 5 plus liao. Jerry went thru the things to buy for the proj and ended everything~~~
If u really lk, there aint much today... Didn do much oso. But somehow I tink shifu's goin to ext sales real soon... Kinda wonder if i can shoulder the burden~~~ Or mayb they are all trying to drive me out coz I'm not doin enuff~ Been there 2 mths and yet there are so many tech. stuff that I still dun noe... Really peng san~
Realise that my pic album stuck at the Taiwan trip for quite a while~ Havnt got time to upload... Anyway the pics oso kinda incomplete coz I accidentally lost the pics~ A pity... Kinda like part of the memory's lost...
Ok... I'm in a blue mood today.....
Just finished an article in channelnewsasia... Wet weather's here... Hope that erm nvm...
Shall end here... Till nxt journ.
Monday,Aug 27 2007, 01:08:42 PMMonday...
Know that I've kinda sounded bleak the past few journs and I know that I aint the worse coz there are many other ppl out there who's living a worse off life and are still bearng very positive tots so I shouldnt be casting that grey cloud over my head.
Well, I dunno how i shld put this but I'm able to so call absorb n feel ppl's sorrow more than getting receiving their happiness and sunshine. I'm not sure how to put this. But somehow, to me, life aint a beautiful and smooth journey... I dun mean to me but to everyone else too. Some ppl might think that I dun understand how ppl feel. Like sometimes when they are in bad mood or upset, I can still be smiling n making jokes... Truth is i understand how they feel but I really wish to cheer them up... Esp ppl whom i treasure...
If they are normal, most of the time i'll just remain silent in the gp...
Last time I used to pour everything out. Complain bt every tiny little thing. That was why ppl say that I'm a rather talkative n noisy person... But aft 1 of my gurl friend told me that not everyone likes to hear bt other ppl's life, their prob n their issues, very freq when I have sth to complain bt, I'll swallow it back coz very freq, even if they ask bt u, they are not really concern... It's just something superficial. A lot of things ppl say like they are willing to lend u a ear or a shoulder or what ever, it's not true that they care. It's just a show-show kinda thing...
I know that a lot of ppl say they'll do this or they'll do that but end up not doin. To them, they'll just say they are too busy or they forget and stuff. But when I say I'll do sth, even if it's not a promise, I'll feel guilty coz I wun be sure if I'll really be able to do it. Once it's out of my mouth, I'll feel guilty if i dun do things. Once i say sth n dun do it, i'll feel guilty even if it's the tiniest matter... This is why I dun really like to tell ppl i'll do things... Even if it's a confirmation on mtg up. Coz of this, I'll take what ever ppl say they'll do seriously even if they are joking... For every other jokes I can take it... But when it comes to ppl telling me that they'll do things, I'll really believe it.
Nuff bt all this... Already 2 private journs within 10 journs.... Faints*
Sunday,Aug 26 2007, 01:14:41 PMPast few days...
Havnt updated for a couple of days... No mood to type. Actually now still no mood... But tink this is not gonna be a short one. So anyone who's sleepy can just go bed....
K. To start... Thurs....
Actually I cant exactly rem what happened that day. Only rem kanna a little stuff from Ms Yang. See I've said that if i say i dun kanna anything, I kanna sth... Proves I'm right. actually tat day got another thign hap. Store called Moe to ask if he's ordered the 3" ball valve. He replied loudly (tink he might as well just shout so the entire coy can hear), "O thet one Huiling order one. I ask her." and he hangs up the phone. Calls me over, "Hey Huiling, what project are you handling? Why order 3" ball valve?" I look at the PO, description says 3/8" ball valve... Looks at the date... 11 July. That was like my 1st few days of work. Jerry wasnt even in then. How is it possible that I've bought things for project? I can still rem that time Moe was teaching me how to use the winpac system and most prob he must have told me to order that. (How will I know the code on my 1st few days of work??) Faintz* Grrrrrr~~
Nvm la over anyway. Just put that 3" ball valve in the store to rot lo. That totally spoiled my entire day.
Fri. Was supposed to meet Shifu (Jerry) and albert at yck to go work. In the end, took wrong dir train.... By the time I realise that it's like already at Orc (Imagine taking the from tpy and only realising when its at Orc...Faintz*). Ended taking cab to work.
Got (ok i requested) a ride from Jeremy to cck. Ended taking the train till Orc (when I'm supposed to drop at tpy) again... Faintz*
Sat. Photo taking at serangoon broadway. Saw linus there to take pic oso. Aft tat was to Shaw mac to study till mtg Min, Sa, UK boi and JH. Started to ransack the car compartments upon getting on. Even wanted to pull the car brake.
Dinner was late. At Maxwell. Ordered like super much food. carrot cake, O-lua, guo tie, soup, 2 bau chor mee, rojak, popiah n 1 sugar cane each. Wandered round aft din. wanted to have taung yuen n some "hu" for dessert at the food street but didn buy in the end coz tang yuen sell finish liao then stand at the dessert shop that sell the "hu" then cant decide which to eat n no 1 seem hungry n i cant finish my own so go back to the table n say i nv buy. Then they stare at me... Then wanna eat kuey chap. But store close liao oso. Then wanna eat peng kang fish n kang kong then like all full so nv eat...
Didn noe where to go so UK boi followed his heart n went to Siglap... dunno why but the car somehow felt funny tat nite. The song's from the radio on the car was kinda odd. The songs were kinda ancient. JH kept tuning the stns.
While along Siglap, JH happened to tune to a match and our dear UK boi was like so engrossed in it that he wasnt paying attn to the road... In the end, JH tuned to other channels to get UK boi's brain back on the road. But at every traffic, JH would change back to the soccer match for the boi... The boi came up with the idea with stopping by somewhere to complete his match & in the end, our car just went into the small lanes and into the car parks but we didn park... We just went erm in, drove 1 round (for fun) and drove out...
Aft wandering along the road for a few rounds, some1 suggested to go airport. But we did not go to the airport itself... UK boi drove to the road that can see the planes fly off and land one. Arte was too tired... ZZZZzzzzz half way thru. when she woke up, we've already reached n min n JH were out of the car liao~ The 3 of us decided to lock the couple outside the car. (actually wanna drive off one lo~~~)
Aft tat was heading to the airport.
The car went towards changi V. Saw a dunno sth sth Singapore building then passed by a some water area. & min says, "wah got 1 sampan lei..." then UK boi tot wrong dir, we U turned. Then aft tat realise the dir was rite so U turned again n min says, "wah got sampan lei" again. Kinda felt like goin in circles in the area...
KO-ed again on the car...
went from T1 to T2. Ate again... Ordered like chicken pies, cakes, elclair etc n drinks. (arte's always got space for desserts~ ) Chat till 4 plus. Decided to head home.
Fell asleep leaning by the window of the car... Tink the car was too comfy liao. Slept till didn noe that the rest got off... Didn even change to seat in front.
Today...
Woke up like at 9. TV, went tpy, bugis n bal mac to look at the proj. Didn complete much. Home.
Few things to say...
On the way back, Arte suddenly realise that she's rather lucky coz she's got very good pal's round her. Like yesterday... Arte's really thankful the gang to take off time to accompany Can see that some of them are tired liao. But still stay up till so late. She really needs it coz she's in very bad n down mood & nice min got a little sth for her. Thanks gurl~
Arte's also very thankful she got real good colleagues and mentor. On thurs her mentor helped shielded her from the manager. and her colleagues noe she everytime 4get to order lunch or get wrong food, she offered to help her settle it too.
Arte rem when she was in Uni, she also got very good rmie, Jing & Yee who often give her yummy food~
Not forgetting the nice pri sch fren, CH whom like what Mel says, "he'll go all out to do whatever he can to help his fren."
Actually, Arte's really a very lucky gurl to have such nice friends round her~~~
Actually got thing to cont to type but nvm... too long oso dunno where to start n how to start.
"If only there was this switch that could switch the brain off. & stop it from tinking bt everything... Bt worrying the unduly and bring back the imaginations running on the wrong track..."
Feel like asking shifu if I'm cut out for this job or not... but this is a stupid qn coz there's nth called suitable or not. We make ourselves suitable for the job. Not tink if we are suitable for it.
Feel like saying telling some1 something. But since there's no benefit of doin it. & it'll just lead to a deadend, might as well not do dumb things.... It's akin to suicide. Nah I'm not that dumb. Ok I have been dumb once. But I learn not to be dumb.
The nice song that I've mention not long ago... The song that I've heard xxxxxxxxx sing b4...
李圣杰
很想说
you are so beautiful
在我眼里你永远最美
连你一个微笑也都会让我醉
你所谓的幸福我想给
以为手不放开就是痴心绝对
爱与美
难道
笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心走了彼此不信任了
终于懂了
真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
my love
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笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了
还是真心走了彼此不信任了
终于懂了
真的
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
爱了
就有坚持理由
别说我会留在路口不会走
爱你会直到最后
很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以复合
Wednesday,Aug 22 2007, 02:25:57 PMMid-week...
I'm kinda erm no shld be very tired... Had a rather bad headache in the morn. Got slightly better n it came back just now...
Todays a busy day. Didn eat much for lunch. Had like 9 tasks to do... Only managed like 6. OT-ed again...
Met CH to get 2 txtbks from him. Lucky he's studying in NTU & stays near else dunno how to get the MOM text liao... Borrowed the Mat text too~~
Shagged~~~ Time for bed...
Chat for a while down the blk b4 comming back...
Tuesday,Aug 21 2007, 03:47:12 PMMonday
Ok just a short 1 coz I'm tired.
Took cab again... Morn to wk. bt 26 bucks incl. bkg fee... (Woke up at 7. 1st thing was to msg Jerry that I wun be taking albert's car. FYI mtg time's like 7.05am at cck...)
Finally managed to submit the part list to store for manufacture. Wah biang nearly died-ed coz Ms yang still wanna change schematic drawing when the proj's like so urgent liao... n still wanna buy things in... Lucky end up nv change else i need to size again.. My 1st HPU + cyclinder. Though it's small, it's a start.
Managed to clear the cooler fins... found the flow rates... Now need to find appropiate pump to circulate it. Well, actually Jerry says the water cooler uses water not sea water so the temp is different. Needa ask Willi bt it. Tink its better to email him instead of goin to his office....
Need to go to store at old site to find this guy called so to ask bt the material for cyclinders... Told jerry I'll do it tomolo... Need to chk pipe n barrel stock.
Is supposed to send to Hanter in SH some drawing n stuff. Drawing not out today so nv do. Hopefully tomolo...
Have 4 big proj files on me table... Though it's jerry's its on my table... which is sth tramatizing... Hmm actually lk look at it as sth to spur me on hor~~~ Ok shall do that from now... Fri had 2 new projs comming in. yesterday another 4. Heng Jerry had a meeting to pass it to Darren n Moe. So now only got 3 i tink... Better go back to chk tomolo...
Aft wk, went to meet Yee n a few others to cel her bdae. Was actually early. Got a card which i tink suits her at ease... But for the cake, walked like to n fro citylink wondering what to get.... Went raffles city shopping centre then to breadtok then to polar then back to bread tok wanted to get opposite attract but tot its kinda common so went back to raffles city shopping centre to get cake. Wanted to get choco cake but tink yee dun really like choco one so get fruitcake.
Went to find the rest at sizzler. Got yee, tk, kimm, seng n gh... Rest didn come. Dinner, cut cake n home...
Though a bit seh today coz got a lot of bits n pieces to clear... Like size many n many cooler fins for so many diff proj... choose pump n stuff... some more need to ask moe to chk on gear n brake etc stk we have left. but still okie la... there were worse days~~~ waahahahah
Tots~~
Sometime i wonder how can things just changed so fast... well, tink its most prob that i've gotten the wrong impression in the 1st place ba. Mayb it's retribution. But I dun tink I've done wrong that time... Nvm~
Evonne say that her action n feelings towards the guy she likes often contradicts... like... Okie cant disclose her personal life details. That's not the pt anyway... Actually it's kinda true. I dun seem to lk cant seem to ask anything cant seem to say much... & dunno how to react. But truth is, sometimes I mask the feeling well... Kinda like laughter can just mask everything. Even when I'm stressed, I can still laff like so loud suddenly...
Ok shant tok bt it.
That'z all. Time for bed. Till nxt entry...