Journals
Sunday,Oct 28 2007, 02:45:02 PMThe past week...
Last week's event...
Tues, Halfway thru amending Harry's quotation, I've decided to tender. Printed the letter out, signed it... wanted to pass it to Harry. Turned around, Ms Yang was behind me, offering me a bao. Took it and stared at it. How is it possible that she give me a bao and I give her a resignation... Sat down cont to amend the pgs of Harry's quotation...
Thurs, Jerry was back. Nice of him to have brought back the steamboat stk from Chong Qing. (was telling him b4 hand that I really miss the steambt there...)
Went out for lunch with him, Ms Yang, Ms Tan and Poh. Ms Yang says she's intending to confirm me earlier.
Back in office that Eve sth happeded.
Made up the decision that day to tender. But since it was eve, I decided that I shall tender the nxt day. Had Din with the service engineers, David n Loh before heading home.
Fri Morn, cabbed to office. Left the letter on Ms Yang's table cause I really didn know how to put it across to them that I wanted to leave. I've nv shed a single tear no matter how tough my wk was cause I really enjoyed it. But as I typed the resignation, I teared... Frankly, I felt that I'm really letting a lot of ppl down by tendering. Jerry, Ms Yang, SS and Harry... The management had viewed me well.
That Noon, I met Sa & Min. That nite, met Jerry and Yao. Had a talk with them.
Sat, Met Yee & Nik. Knew that they must have gotten the news bt the resignation but still told them.
Halfway thru, Ms Yang called... Had a talk with her. She asked for the reason of the resignation. Told her that I find the confirmation a little too early. She agreed to post-pone the confirmation.
Agreed to go back.
But after this event, I believe that I really left a real bad impression on them... Doubt I'll ever have a chance to shine ever again in this coy. But I guess I'll still have to stay. Not to strive to lead but to learn as much as I can during this period of time.
Today. Met Ah Sa for Ktv followed by a drink and a hair cut. Dyed and cut my hair. Was telling Sa that I now look so boi-ish. Like a pretty boi... Like those gurls impersonating a guy in a boi sch like tat. Hair stylist says no swimming for the nxt 2 wks. & I actually had the intension of going to swim today or the nxt few days aft wk.... damn*
Sunday,Oct 21 2007, 02:37:35 PMSunday
Just a super short 1.
Decided to go 4 a swim. Wanted to go spans joms but ended at TPY pool as Spans was too crowded.
Swam erm like 6 laps. Washed up, headed home. Though the time in the water was short, I really felt much better.
On the way back, a feeling of nostalgia came over me. Remembered that I used to like cycling, swimming a lot. Then during the days in SH, I picked up a new passion, blading... But I've forgotten abt it due to my so called "busy schedule". Suddenly it came to my mind that some1 (though I cant recall who) said, "it's not that you dun have time. There's definately time. It's only whether you want to take it out not."
Suddenly came up with the idea of bringing and keeping the swimsuit n 1 towel at the office so that on any day which I felt like swimming, I can just make my way to Spans or TPY pool or even the JE pool to swim b4 heading home.
It also came to my mind that I can grab my blades and blade at some bball court or soccer court. A pity I havnt got a cycle... Else I could cycle to get food nearby....
Ordered 2 933 golden pillow. 1 chicken, 1 fish. Only me, daddy n mama ate. Ended with quite some left over for dinner...
Been having runs since the past 2 hrs. 5 times, in 2 hrs... Mayb I shld just glue myself to the bowl or better, make it portable.
That'z all folks.
Bed time.
Saturday,Oct 20 2007, 05:04:38 PMThe past week...
Boss told me... " If you don't want to do the things I ask you to do you have to tell me why."
I just kept quiet.
Thurs nite, went for dinner aft wk with Evonne n Yao followed by Arcade. Played the rythme game. The 1 you have to hit the button according to the beat. Really suck at the bits coz keep hitting at the wrong timming or hitting the wrong button. But it's very fun!!!! Wouldnt mind playing it again some time soon~ =p
On Friday, he stared at me and said, "you have any problem that you want to talk about?" There wasnt any. I'm alright with my job but I know that I'm not exactly up to schedule and projects cant wait..."
Sat went back to office in the noon.
Went to the wkshop to study the tensioner. Couldnt find the dual relief. Ended staying there for bt 3 hrs figuring the rest of the parts. Took quite some time recognising them cause of the missing dual counterbalance. Even aft figuring all the rest of the parts, the missing dual counterbalance was still missing.... Then when I've finally decided to leave the wkshop (the entire place was already empty cause everyone had gone home) I notice the v/v hidden under the skid. Faintz
Nearly got locked out of office cause everyone left at 4 and by then, the door is locked from inside. No 1 in whole coy. No money, no phone. Faintz* Luckily 1 of the latch wasnt completely locked. Could have been that Moe left it that way so I could get back in. Phew~~~
Stayed till bt 7 plus. Met Leng and Seng in town. Was supposed to mt at 6. Ended reaching at 9. Was kinda (actually is super) hungry. Had Yoshinoya sombo meal plus chawamushi plus some potatoes...
Home.
An issue that I'm curious of the reason still lingers in my mind.... Kinda wonder if it's a strength or a weakness when I will keep pondering over sth until I can finally get a ans... But well, time to go to bed.
Sunday,Oct 14 2007, 03:50:00 PM3rd journ....
Ok 3rd jounr for the day... I'm writing this cause I'll most prob not have time to do so nxt wk...
Had a mini celebration for mel's bdae. Basically went chomp chomp then coffee bean. The guys got him a pink shirt from Domanci. Though aft sharing it wasnt that ex (& our dear guys 4got to remove the pricetag. As usu... Guys are just sooooo careless), he was contented. The word "thanks" was like written all over his face =p
We gurls of coz cant be tat bad. Got him a small mudpie as surprise. All went well. He was really surprised when the guys distracted him while me n Char appeared bhind him with the cake.
As usual, Arte got some tricks up her sleeve.... Appearing bhind him with the lighted cake, arte went, "your cake sir~~~" Boi he was stunned! Yeah another job complished~~~
Chatted for a while more while finishing the cake. Made our way home...
But well, since I've been watching show the entire day, it's time to go back to worry bt the exchanger... Damn~ It's a real headache. How am I supposed to cal the entire thign for dear Mr W tomolo?? Alamak~
But like what I told the rest in office when they were afraid that I might cry if they were too harsh on me... I'll not shed a tear cause there's no more...
I'm stressed and scratching all over... But I shant tear. *bleah*
Well, I'm feeling better. Time to pack up the tots and emotions and back to work~
Till nxt journ~~~~
Sunday,Oct 14 2007, 02:57:39 AMsunday....
Sunday... Finally a day off.
YT's on business trip, Sgan's on leave. Nxt wk, proj dept's gonna be empty. Faintz*
Kinda wonder how the projs goin on... Then again, it might not be that much of my concern i guess.
Yesterday was really too tired to meet the rest so end up didn go.
Currently watching 天涯侠医 on tudou.com. Tink it's a very heartwarming and meaningful show. It's bt this organisation called lifeforce who helps to treat the ppl in africa.
The volunteers in the show are very strong. No matter many deaths round them or how upset they are, they can still pick up their feelings and to put a smile in front of their patients and cont to motivate them.... I really admire them for that. They always put others welfare in front of them... Really have a kind and admirable heart....
In addition, the seneries at Africa's fantastic. Esp the 1 with a vast grassland with just a tree at 1 side...
Really miss the natural beauties created by mother nature. Miss the natures at alishan and 9 zhai... Sometimes I really wish living in the forest by a waterfall... But this can only be a dream in the "bubble" built abv my head.
& of cause there's nv a show that doesnt involve relationships. I dunno how to describe the relationship btw the 2 couples in the show... Each of the 2 couples like 1 each other but theres issues and misunderstandings that keep keeping them apart. Well, if there aint such stuff, then the show will have nth to watch liao rite??
Well, in shows these things does happen. But in reality, there wun be so much hiccups and it can nv be so romantic...