Journals
Monday,May 26 2008, 03:07:15 PMFailed basic...
Going for a short 1 & go sleep liao...
Buang-ed Basic theory just now.... Nxt 1 will be in Aug... Wei wei will be back fr UK by then... Hmmm
Yesterday nearly peng san. Almost 3 hr gym... 1st 20 min was cycling followed by aerobic & body combat... Wanted to go for Zumba but was really too shagged out... So end up go 4 dinner... Came home cont to eat rambutan, donut n munched popiah... Did I mention the noodle oso??
Faintz*
Saturday,May 24 2008, 01:35:22 PMFri... Sat...
Finally home! Kinda tired... Tink I'll hop into bed soon.
Went to STE's KTV competition yesterday. Was a last min decision.... But it went rather well. Enjoyed most of the songs by the singers. Even got a lucky draw price... Have to say, this is the 1st time I'm lucky enuff to win such stuff...
Aft the competition, proceeded to ST James to catch Fang, QY & their gang of colleagues. Had a good time enjoying th music & dance. Was kinda impressed by myself coz I managed not to drink... Have been wanting to do this (dance & enjoy the music w/o drinking) since a long time coz Arte looks horrible aft drinking... Her eyes turns red & watery & her face turns red... & body starts to rash~~~ Have to say that this is a very ugly sight esp aft coming back fr SH.... Realise that since that, Arte's resistance to alcohol turned worse...Maybe it's the age...
So Arte was out clubbing till bt 3....
Had a rather fun (but tiring) day today...
Soccer by STA was good. Or it was nice to be there to watch the matches~ Imagine a guy ending up sitting on the ball instead of dribbling it... HAha & 2 things Arte learnt....
- Like what they say, customer is always right... The referee is always right... Argue with customer = compain to boss.. Argue with referee?? Red card~ Wahahahaha
- Like what Arte always say, theres always 2 sides to looking @ things. For the incident that the guy (not to mention name) argued with the referee... Arte heard some 1 say,"... he was just being passionate..." whereas some1 else says "he's stupid..." This is just 1 example that displays what Arte has mentioned earlier...
Aft the soccer, Arte headed to Cali... Wanted 2 hr lesson... But was too shagged for it... Left aft the 1st session... Dinner, shopping, Home...
As mentioned, Arte went shopping... Tink this mth really overspend liao.... Chui~
Thursday,May 22 2008, 02:58:51 PMSome tots??
Not sure what's gonna be today's topic... Mayb I'll start writting bout some1 else... A gurl fren of Arte's...
She's decided to give up... OK. This aint the 1st time she's saying this. But somehow this time I have a feeling that she's really so tired of it that she's really giving it up... Hope this time it's gonna be a clear cut though it might not be easy...
Sometimes somethings are just left as memories... You cant turn back time... Just gotta move on... Some ppl are able to let go & move on... Yet others will cont to wait... Hoping that there will be a chance for rekindle... Some get what they want. Others, only cont to hold on to a memory, a memory of the past...
Was looking for pics for 1 of our upcoming bdae bois... Kinda missed 1 of the overseas trip with them... It's been sometime but...
Sometimes I wish I just wasnt that stubborn... I know that things aint poss... But I just refused to move though the rest of my life had progressed... Sometimes I just wish I would be willing to settle for something lesser but the me just refused to do it... Or maybe this would change as we will all start to realise that life to majority of us is nv perfect & we nv get what we want. All we get is just something that we think is ok... Can some1 brainwash this into my brain?? Faintz*
K. Think that's enough. Till nxt update... O Yes. Did I mention that an ex-colleagues getting married soon?? Cheerios!!!
Wednesday,May 21 2008, 02:37:45 PMA boring day @ work....
I luv to blog coz I luv to write... Truth is my fav gifts are simply notes or msges n stuff like that... Though many feel that it's something too old, I just find it traditional yet sweet... But these has some how turned into an ancient activity...
Ok back to reality. Wonder why I wrote those stuff too.
Actually there's nth much to type.. It's a normal day @ work. No excercise. Sianz.. Wanted to go play ping pong but since no car & SP is not on the way... Decided to make it back home instead.... I'm starting to turn FAT!!!!
Grrrrr~~~~
Tuesday,May 20 2008, 02:44:07 PMSome craps~~~
I'm not sure what to write but i feel like typing... So here I am... Jotting down some nonsense...
I'm not sure why but I'm feeling lost. Don't ask me why... Just feeling lost... Ok. I know the cause of this feeling but choose not to talk much bout it... Been smiling my day thru @ office. I have nice colleagues... A gang of fun ppl... Which is a good yet not good thing. Good in the sense they are fun ppl... Ppl whom I think are nice~ Just as my old coy... Or shld say they are fun in a diff way. Kinda enjoy (though I keep complaining that I dun... Ok I'm wierd... sometimes I mean what I say, sometimes I dun... Funny thing is I dun even noe when I do & when I dun....) activities with them... But are the activities a bit too much for them? & m I taking up too much of their time?? They too have families u know??
As what Nikole says... Will I end up overstepping the boundary & not be able to seperate friends after work & work?? This is gonna be 1 big challenge + learning how to be an engineer... Or mayb I aint really cut out for it?? & I making the right decisions?? M I doing things right? M I too unflexible?? Too strict? This job aint as easy as it seems.... Seems to me that I have been making quite a few wrong decisions... Faulting the wrong side, detering the flow of production... Mayb I wun get the confirmation aft all the shits that I have caused & requiring so much 'baby sitting' from my seniors & fellow colleagues. I dun like the feeling of being baby sitted. I prefer to be told what to do... Not to be done for me.
Ok. This aint the thing that's troubling me... & causing the lost feeling... Ok. It is half my concern... The other half is elsewhere... Something that has nought to do with work...
Since I'm already typing, might as well cont to do some updates.
Yesterday met up with Nikole, TK & CS @ Vivo. Meeting was kinda short but its great to have met the 3. Lunch was @ MArche. ^_^
What else?? Nth... Tink I'll go to bed...