Journals
Thursday,Sep 25 2008, 03:39:09 PMdamn "F"-ed up..
Havnt had a good week recently..
Was supposed to go to chk urgent item yesterday. End up busied 1 day. While dear inspector initally can say he busy then aft that just sit there chit chat.. ok. now i know what is busy. just seat there chit chat is called busy.
meeting yesterday aint good either cause rem wrong time. item just came in a few days also chase.
today worse. go office got reminded that i 4got to off comp. since i was told nicely, i just mentioned that normally nv 4get to off. only once in a while. and while saying that was replying in a joking tone. ppl tell me nicely of cause i joke back but will listen la. then they say nicely want me to be serious meh.. faint. end up kanna-ed no. 1.
then noon need to go jbl find designer and go ae hyd. end up kanna held up cause of report issue... erm... everything also urgent la. when the pipes are urgent, i still need to go with my inspector to do inspection...
somemore hp kanna sabotaged. some1 switched off the main supply so hp nv charged. halfway kanna cut off jbl. so only got 2 choice. witness pressure test another day or make trip there... but dunno whos the contact as the supplier is not around and dun have access to the other contact person.... worse still no contact of ppl in the coy... DOTZ* (and they say they are only a phone call away...)
anyway due to integrety with supplier. still went there to do pressure test. then since they got another proj's pipes layed up then soon bian see... also noticed they nv put label. but since they know how to differentiate then just went on to do pressure test. but end up go back kanna say that i shld have called back to check. so they'll just take as nv do inspection. tink i nv thought of calling back to check. the poc over there was not around lo how to call to check. somemore tell supplier that the phone screwed up doesnt let you have good impression lo. so like dat also kanna-ed.
meeting wasnt good either...
the first few days of the week aint any beta.. dun ask me whats wrong. cant rem liao.. im just angry @ everything and feel like kicking the wall with the safety boots many many many many times!!
hai. smile also wrong dunch smile say my face black. then how??
Thursday,Sep 11 2008, 03:32:05 PMbad day....
Just a short one. Realised I've grown again. Managed to "ren" my anger. But think my face show till very obvious. But still tried hard to control.. or @ least tried not to flare up~
Anyway it was a rather bad day. Guess how it felt when you had a irritating meeting & aft that an SAE just shouted to the inspectors not to learn the wrong things from you just b'cause you made 1 mistake? Human cannot take mistake ah? He never make mistake b4 meh?? Apparantly he thinks that he's a saint~ Let's kowtou to the saint~
I'm already controlling the temper from the meeting.. Still need to control from flaring up cause of this & it's not enuff. Inspector can say he's busy need to see his face also..
So yeah~ I managed to keep the cool the entire day. But didn manage to get full conc to do work... Do thign half way keep having to clear new stuff.. But I have to say~ that's a lvl up cause I managed to control myself once again!
They say I dun see QA as a whole. Wah biang I never see them as whole I reject those small kuku paint issue. Reject small pin hole weld defect. Need to be so niao meh~ All cause I wanna have good quality @ outgoing side.. faintz*
those ppl who just feel that they take money from gov to work.. No passion in work 1... I see them no up.
Grrrrr
Ok. I have attitude prob cause I want good quality and got any issue that do not conform I raise SNCA. Not only form fit function quality. Even if supplier is not in approved list I also raise. Of case there's this thought that there is only 1 of me and so much that I can do within 24 hrs.. But it's better than accept then supplier qulity drop.. Anyway cause of the strict attitude which they take as rude, end up I'll have to do everything myself cause every1 thinks that I'm to rigid.. Shouldnt every thing follow law by law. But it's ok. along the way, I'll discover new things. =)
Sunday,Sep 7 2008, 03:01:43 PMEmo- week..
Overwhelmed with lotsa feelings...
Wanted to finish the NDT thingy before writing this but decided to post sth before continuing..
Yang soldier show is very touching... So touching that i can feel my heart feeling the ache for them... The song bout brotherhood can wench the soul when the thought of how the bro's died horrible deaths and left their wifes at their early manhood~
Gonna go back to try to complete the NDT thingy~
Tomorrow needa work. They re-arrange the schedule thingy. Took Uncle Roy out of the gp... Actually realise that I've treated him more than a colleague. More like a grandpa~ Dun ask me why. He just reminds me of my grandpa~That's why quite sad when new broke out on Fri that he's given a new task. But it's good for him la. He shld be doing sth more challanging then helping me with the small tinny proj. But just sad lo~ Somemore have to control the emotion the entire day & try to cont to work..
& he still try to help me clear as much as he can before he proceeds on to the larger role...
Hai..
Let's just hope tomorrow (& week will be a smooth sailing one).
Wednesday,Sep 3 2008, 04:07:22 PMWed??
Don't like ppl to "kio" my sai! If there's sth wrong with the thing I'm doing, tell me to settle it! GRRRRR