857 Page Views
Photobucket
welcome.gif Pictures, Images and Photos
Photobucket


















Sha Lopez's Homepage
 

Gifts

Awww...I have no gifts.
You can be the first to send me a gift!
Send me a gift now!

Profile

Basic
Personal
    Profile Photos

Journals

Tuesday,May 1 2007, 04:23:02 AMFOOLISH!

FOOLISH!
FOOLISH! magnify
I'm silly ,basically stupid , foolishly thinking your gonna change, thinking you gonna be different this time , its now 12pm and I'm not even gonna ask where you been cuz from the scent I can already guess and yo ass is a mess..,Thinking you got me caught up in a love triangle, naw papi not me ,
You got me confused with some one else , Thought it was gonna be good this time but you done lost ya freaking mind, I'm tripping- you say?.., well sense I am and ya bags are packed how bout you fall off my steps and take a walk to:" the Left" 'to the Left",
You say you only want me&claim I'm the one and only but ain't she fine too and can do for you like you want her too, I done told you: be real with me.., keep it truthful and I'll do anything you wanted or ever needed, I can't believe this..,
I'm silly ,foolish , Got me all caught up in it but like one Bitch ass trick said why cheat when I'm winning, well if I got to fight fo ya what the hell do I need ya for, to hurt me and fuck up my head , naw I rather be dead, better yet maybe that's what you should do commit suicide well when it comes to love that is- kill the game cuz ya azz is caught,
Telling her you love her and all, So if that's ya true feelings and you ain't revealing or should i say confessions to me why are we pretending to be more than friends, if I'm always on the other side looking in, I told you before don't say what you don't mean at all, like 4-LETTER WORDS , I can same em too ...,
But not like you do, if you don't mean em again why say it?.., why do me this way??? What did I ever do to you, i feel like Mary J used to and i had Enough Cryin to last a life time, can you say the same this pain i felt for you , its healing well and in time too i know I'll love again ,but what am I to do with you and ya words ya voice keeps me here trapped in theses for walls, this house was never a home not with you gone and boning whom ever you want ,Oh you love her too that's what I'm getting , its now 4:00am and I'm done talking& done spending my time waiting up for you at night, how can you say it's me when you got lipstick on ya shit,
Yeah jump in the Shower and I'll call 911 let em know where to pick the body up,.., I don't know how else to say it but I'm not going to be acting like this not going to let you get the best of me and leave, you can have ya things and shit back cuz I'm not stupid..,I was just a little upset and as upset as I am it's not the end Not the end of me anyways , but damn ..., I'm sitting here with this gun in my hand.., wondering why did I let you back in , I know it's cuz I thought I was loved ,in love with a Real man but Naw Papi yo ass aint shit and stop bleeding on my carpet, look at me when i'm taking to you, Why you not talking i asked you a question.., (talkng to a dead body) I'M CRAZY 9 personality "K-SAYS to me: NO your not, Ayeshah (talking to self 'K"& me r one in the same) Your right I'm not I'm just,I'm Just so Damn FOOLISH!
Always Me Ayeshah
(&Lloyd ;lol check the pic yup it's him)

Guestbook

1/26/2008 5:47 PMhi

rtv72
rashid 32, Multan, Pakistan
How r u?
will u like to be my friend?

1/26/2008 3:09 PMhey lov.

DASDADA718
BOXON 31, New York, New York, United States
I WOULD LOVE TO SEE U AT MY SITE QUEEN COME JOIN US REVIVE HIP HOP..http://hiphopresurrection.ning.com/...LOVE THE PIC

12/20/2007 12:12 AMhiiiiii

partizani07
özgür 31, Turkey
helloo nice and cute lady
how are you?
your email adress have?
my email adress :bounce_bounce_07@hotmail.com and
fenerbahce3@yahoo.com
please add me..... thanks

6/20/2007 9:41 PMHEY WHATS GOOD

THeREALEST
ken 25, New Hampshire, United States
JUST STOPPIN TO SHOW SOME LUV TAKE CARE MA' CIAO

5/1/2007 4:07 PMHello Sweetie

MrkingDingAling
MrKingDingAL 40, New York, New York, United States

5/1/2007 9:19 AMhayy

pac4eva
yarob 21, Irbid, Jordan
ssup girl ha ya dowen hope good
well a jus wana thnk ya fow da comment dat ya left me

5/1/2007 6:36 AMhi

baskan374
halil 37, Turkey
hello how are you you are very sexy :) do you wanna chat with me

4/30/2007 11:55 PMhi

saleem1043
saleem_1043 31, Athens, Greece
You are my heartbeat that is true
Without you I would feel so blue,
Your heart and my heart beat as one
My love for you goes on and on.

It doesn`t matter where you are
Whether it be near or far
My heart will beat only for you
Because my love for you is true.

I love the way my heart will race
When you hold me in your embrace,
It always seems to skip a beat
Whenever the two of us meet.

I love it when you`re near to me
Because all my love you can see
You can taste my kisses so sweet
And I can make you feel complete.

Though when you are so far away
And in your arms I long to lay,
I just think of how you love me
And remember how it can be.
Post Comment
Subject:
Body: