Saturday,Nov 3 2007, 06:24:07 PMLife in the u.s.

Hello this is kayla (aka) BLEEDINHEART agin. Okay the problems that this country have ae many. Drug abuse, Neglect, The gov. doesnt even care to get the people off the streets who do cuase these problems. No i not saying that eveyone has these problems but, it is getting to the point where the gang violence and drug addiction is overiding the humanity in many ways. I say this becuas the sinple fact is that i live in a household where my little brothers who arent even twelve yet are getting into many drugs including heroine, marijuana, coke, they get these drugs from "friends" and their father but when they go to their friends and then go to their dads and tell him that my uncle (who also does drugs) is giving it to them it makes me mad becuas he has given it to them before but they cotinue to do this and cuase many problems beyond belief between our family im the oldest of five children and i need guidence to help and get my litle brothers out of the bind in which that they are in. I cant help but think that if they continue to do these drugs they will either end up in prison or dead. My mother loves their father btu, does not agree with im on the fact that its okay to smoke illegal drugs of that kind. She's scared thar me little brothers are getting to deep in these problems and that they will throw their lifes away and just forget about the things that they have always told us that they want to do with their life. My younger brother who is at the age of  ten years old alwayus told my mother and I that he wanted to grow up and buil and construck houses and office buildings and he is throwing his scjool years away by not doing his homework but just worrying about the next time he could get high. and the older one who is eleven is leading down this path for the simple fact that his father doesnt care what they do but blames my grandfather for everything but my grandfatehr is the one who has taken it upon himself to bring us into his home and let us live in a stable enviroment. My mother is also afriad that my lil sister the youngest of us kids will follow in her brotohers footsteps.Its already bad enough that my other brother who is 15 years old got moved to another state where he cannot even see us but hes not into the drug parafanilla he is doing well but hes so sad and misses us greatly. This summer i got the pleasure of going out and visiting with him for about a mounth and when i came home his father told him that he could come along and it made him very happy and thankful that he could see his family that loves him beyond belief again . Then his father changed his mind and made him stay out there which i dont think is cool at all. Becuase yes some of the family has problems but he would be living here in a stable enviroment where he'd get lots of love and guidence. Where as out there he gets treated like a dog they make him stay hom and not be able to go to his friends and not call us at all they are brain washing him i just hope that it doesnt work becuas when i was out there me and him we would talk about every little thing and he wanted to come here with me and live with me. We have a bond like no one else i know of yet. Also they make him think that we dont love or care about him at all which is not even true at all for the simple fact hat all we think about is if hes hurt or lonlely out there. I just wnat himn to know that he is loved and he could come to my family for anything at all and we will stand by him threw everything and anything at all.

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Thursday,Mar 22 2007, 06:46:02 AMlife

my life is a drag at the present yes im glad to be getting to know new ppl and im glad to be getting new friends but my home life is so different than any other and then

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Wednesday,Jul 26 2006, 09:20:44 PMppl tlk to me plz

hey ppl im bored so plz tlk to me or i will die of boredome i will im tellin the truth i will i will

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