Tuesday,Nov 30 2004, 04:11:37 PM5E Farewelll picnic Location: Matang Family...

5E Farewelll picnic

Location: Matang Family Park , Kuching

Date : 2nd Dec 2004

Well...kinda sad 2 says its start wif wrong n sad things...1st..my fren late 4 bout 20-30 mins...n make us waited him long...den..when we reach there...we look 4 sum good spot...da spot we usual went was been clean...so my dumbo fren though gt ppl usin it..so we went 2 another futher n kinda stupid place...wait 4 a while den my another fren jus says"those ppl r jus cleanin da spot..so we cant use dat place we used go...."man...we hav 2 move our stuff again...2 da spot we oways go....ok...done..afta we put down all our stuff....den sum of us hav sandwish...go 2 swim....n gt da fire ready 4 bbq....waitin..n helpin..n lightnin...n spreadin da carosein....afta a long tym..haiz...still not work><||...while my fren makin da fire i went down n swim...suddenly my fren leave n go out gt sum beta chacole....ok..now we gt beta chacole...beta spot...n all ready...n when da fire start...man.....da rain start n da fire we started all destroy by da damn rain..sum of my fren tried 2 save da fire....n me went 2 my fren's car n look 4 an umbrella 2 cover da fire stop...runin in da rain...lookin 4 da damn umbrella...but....she din out it in da car..make us run 4 nth....when we went back 2 da fire place..i mean da bbq pit...seems lyk da fire is almost gone n nth we can do...but...sum of my fren oledi start makin a new fire at de other tent... luckly dey can make all dis cool action..den we can bbq our food..hehehz...10xx soo mcuh 2 my fren....when we bbq-in..its was fun....we r makin so much ways 2 make our food delicious..*yum*..while we bbq...we oso helpin a fren celebrate her bday...we jus let her cut her bday cake..n eat it^^....we jus havin soo much fun durin da swim n bbq^^...dono when we still gather n enjoy ourself lyk dis...dis is our last tym...dis year....hope we can make it another tym vry soon.....i'll post da pic as soon as i can....

dats all i think i can says bout 2day....jus havin fun n every enjoy it..i think...O.o..haiz....gtg lioa..88...

oh man....i cant sleep now..i had been rollin n turin n dono wat i m bed 4 da pass 3 hours.....sucks ho..2moro i hav exam i still lyk dis....

YEAH....leta 'll hav my last paper...which is ST...hek hek hek...afta dis i'll beg my dad n bring mu comp 2 my cuz place n installl burner..mayb is da exam cause me lyk dis kua...2 happy..hahahz...

2moro my classmate n i 'll b goin 2 Matang n hav our farewell picnic...its pity dat sum of dem cant make it...out of 37....only 22/23 make it....haiz....gd enuf lo..more den half of da tol....glad enuf^^we'll hav bbq...swimin...bday party 4 1 of my dec bday gal...^^i'll tyr n load da pic we take on dat day....hope i can do it b4 i left 2 NS lo...if cant mayb i'll ask my fren o danny 2 help me..hehehz...o jus wait til i cum back...

http://www.brianmcfadden.com/new/Flash/sound.swf

jus go 2 da link n listent Brian Mcfadden's latest song "Irish Son"vry vyr nice oo...i lov it^^....

k..gtg n try n ong ong lioa..."lim peh" kinda blur now..........

<====??.....no still nt tired....

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Monday,Nov 29 2004, 03:16:56 PM[IMAGE]LIFE IZZENT WORTH LIVIN RITE NOW 4 ME.

LIFE IZZENT WORTH LIVIN RITE NOW 4 ME....I DON FEEL LYK GOIN ON...NTH CAN MAKE ME FEEL WORTH STAYIN ON DIS DAMN WORLD...STUDYIN 4 EXAM...NO!!!NO MOOOD 4 IT!!I'M LEAVIN 2 NS SOOO SOON....SOO LTTLE TYM 4 ME GT MENTELY READY....EVERTYM I WAS TRYIN 2 ACCEPT IT...JUS....SIMPLY CANT...I CANT LEAVE KOKOU....ALL DA KO KO'S...I LOV U ALL SOOO MUCH...FRENZ....Y THOSE PIC MAKIN DIS DAMN PROGRAMME....FORCE US STUDY ALL DA STUPIAK ISLAMIC STUFF..GOIN DA STUPIAK PROGRAMME...LEARN ALL DA STUPIAK STUPIAK STUFF..ALL JUS JOB FROM PIGS.....WAT CAN WE DO..ALL WE CAN DO IS JUS FOLLOWS DA PIGS COMMENTS....NT BEING CITISENTS BUT "SLAVE"...

Y....Y....WHEN I NEED SUM1 SPECIAL STAY WIFME..N HE JUS CANT...Y EVERYTIN JUS TURN N MAKE ME MORE SAD B4 I LEFT...Y HE JUS SIMPLY MAKE ME MORE SAD???I CANT STOP MY TEARS FLOWIN....ITS DRIPIN FROM MY FACE N WET MY SHIRT....Y I JUS CANT DO THING I LYK???Y MUST  STUDY 4 DA STUPIAK SUB DAT IDIS LYK N I HAV 2 STUDY 4 IT 4 2 YEARS LONG??Y MUST I SPEND MY PRECIOUS TYM ON THOSE USELESS SUB DAT I DISLYK N NO USE 4 MY FUTHURE??IS DIS MY LIFE??M I JUS BORN N HAV 2 B LYK DIS???Y I JUS CANT IMPROVE MY TALENT BUT I JUS MAKE IT WORST??WHICH IS MY TALENT STAYS IN ME??I CANT WRITE WELL ENG..I CANT SING WELL..I CANT DRAW WELL...I M NT CREATIVE ENUF...WAT M I GD IN??I FAIL ALL MY SUB IN SCH...I REALLY A FAILURE IN LIFE....I BET KOKOU OSO CANT SAYS O MAKE ME FEEL BETA IF HE'S ON9 NOW...KOU..I MISSED YA MUCH...AVERY..WHERE R YA??I MISSED YA 2....MAN....FEEL SOOO SOO SUCKS NOW....

CAN ANY1 TEL ME WATS REAL LIFE IS??Y MY PARENTS JUS CANT UNDERSTAND ME....Y I JUS SOOO DIFFERENT..???Y!!Y!!Y!!

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