Journals
Friday,Jan 27 2006, 01:04:53 PM=)
day afta 2moro 'll b Chinese New Year... 2 me nth specail..only a year getting older... a season 2 gt many many ang pao..lolz...n a tym 2 gather around wif all cousinz and frenz...its a tym 2 drink n gt drunk...lots of ppl oso take dis chance 2 play poker o mahjong 2 increase their luck...i'll only play poker...if sum1 willing play wif me..lolz..but no $$$ as i swear...kekekz..coz dats my principle... last year i din enjoy much coz of NS..dis year...lagi cham..coz of final of LAN sub o our summer sem...celaka lah...nvm lah...i noe soon i can enjoy de..kekekz... afta CNY i mayb 'll look 4 a job..coz my dad asked 2...n oso me need 2 lok 4 sum extra $$ ma...don love spendin much from family...i wanna hav my own earnin n spend it any way i 1..i don wanna worried bout my own expences..coz when eva i don hav enuf $$ i feel so shame o gt from my mom..coz i oways had over spend...sumtyms i really din mean it...but i jus cant help it..coz almost 2 meals(breakfast n lunch) i had 2 had on my own...dats y i only had a brunch o jus lunch perday...i mean da mornin de la..coz 2 save $$...food outside getting more n more expencieve...n sum of my fren getting more n more rich...dono where dey gt all those $$ ai...den i jus stayin in a poor way... i oso had reliase dat frenz around em getting less...i kinda nt used 2 it..coz i oways hav so much frenz around me...but dey jus getting less n less..but i m glad all my good n best frenz still stay wif me...i really glad of dat..coz wifout dem sumtyms i really lost myself..
days had pass n i still missed him sumtyms...dono y... so many things around me make me think of him sumtyms...when i wanna send sms 2 my fren..i'll saw his name in list..i still can see him on9 sumtyms..but don dare kacau...sum jap song which i oways play when i usin da comp 'll make me think of him...when i saw sum tin from da TV i think of him 2..coz of sum wordshe told me... i dono y i had fell on 2 dis person so much... i nv cried coz a fren left me o wat...durin NS i din even cry on da last when we gonna leave every1... nt a DROP...but coz of a person i nv met i cried..coz of a person who hurt me i cried...dis person i knew him 4 almost 6/7 months...n dis 6/7 month happened so many things...so many things we chated..so many things we shared...so many so many... he was wif me most of da tym when kokou cant b wif me...he was wif me when i need protection...he was wif me 2 replace kokou in my heart when kokou hardly on9... he was da 1 said he'll hit those ppl who bullied o play tricks on me...he is da 1st person called me on my 18th bday...he's da 1 made my 18th bday so meaningful...he's da 1 gave me da most special card on xmas... nt much meaning words in it but in a vry special way...its da 1st tym i was ppl wrote a card in dat way..lolz...he's da 1st person gav me a musical card...which i nv gt b4... OMG how can he b so special on my 17-18 year old life...i nv undrstand wat he had said "Is over i have nothin to tell"....wat had started?? n y its over?? ai..nvm...wenv understand wat's a cissy guy thinking...lolz...so cissy...lolz...now i jus hope i can over cum dis pro n stop thinking...hehehz...don wory...
k...gtg n rest...HAPPY CNY EVERY1~ ~!!! remember giv me ang pau oo...lolz... hav a GREAT YEAR and enjoy everytin..;)
-mcpooh
Friday,Jan 27 2006, 08:11:36 AM新年快乐～！！Ｈａｐｐｙ Ｃｈｉｎ
新年快乐～！！Ｈａｐｐｙ Ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ Ｎｅｗ Ｙｅａｒ～！！
new hair colour..lolz..
house decoration...jus part of it..=P
shining car..lolz...
n Finally Mr Panda(from china) wanna says HAPY CNY 2 all Zorpians..=P..
-mcpooh
Saturday,Jan 21 2006, 02:55:00 PMWords from da bottom of my heart...
Lately so many things been happening around me...family...frenz...net frenz...studies...so many...facing dem is a pro..i don wanna escape from dem..bu sumtyms i really need sum rest from all da trouble i met... i been stressful lately n been so lz 2 face dem all...dis 2 days i been so mad n had blocked 2 frenz..2 close fren...i dono y i did so..mayb i jus gt 2 mad den did dat 2 dem...i din mean it guy...really...Baddie..u said "jest leave me alone" so i jus leave u alone...i really wanna tok 2 ya..but wat u said so i jus follow wat u 1...i m sorry dat i had bothered ya so much...i m sorry dat i been buggin ya...i promise i'll change dis bad attitute of mine frenz...Jason..i really din mean 2 block ya..but u really pissed me off dat tym... i was 2 fuss wif my own pro..de u cam again..i noe u lov her so much..but dats nt da way..u had gt everytin wrong i been da middle person of everytin n i hear everywords from every1 whos invloved...i don wanna see u drunk again..its really hurt 2 seea fren drunk lyk hell...if u 1 her back...jus prove urself is a good man n she can hav u back...don make ur self more lyk a jerk anymore..i mean it...we all k bout u..but u don love urself we oso cant help much...all we can says is GROW up my fren...i had 2 much things in my mind dat tym..so i really gt overwhealming so i did so..i m sorry..i had unblock u guys,,,hope u guys don gt mad over me... Frenz around me... i cherich all of u...eventhough i oways play sum lame o rude joke on u guys..but still i lov u guys...i m sorry if i had been rude...coz i din mean it...
i lov all my frenz..no matter is net frenz o real frenz...to me..once we can met as frenz is a fade..over million n zillion ppl on dis world wecan met in a click mean a fade...as long we can b a good fren i'll oways remember ya...oways keep in my heart until my last breath... i noe i had bad memory...but i'll do my best 2 remember all...i'll help as much as i can if u need help from me...i'll help if i can make it..but remember..if u usin me i noe de....i 4giv on those ppl who usin over me...but i swear there 'll b no 2nd tym 4 ya 2 do so on me..coz i noe...helping each other is a good thing but usin me lyk an animal o dummy 'll piss me off..n i mean it...dis thing jus happen on me few days ago..i dono dis person relise o nt..but when she tryon 2 smile wif me i wont reply much..coz i still little mad...so as a fren of mine who hav da sam feeling....i noe i look helpful n cheerfu.but deep in me i had tones n tones of problem around me... i don wanna let ppl noe coz i don 1 dem worried...
Danny Kokou... we noe each others almost 3 years liao..i m glad dat we can stay da sam since da day we met....i really lov ya...sam as i lov Jon n Anna...i missed u all n i k 4 u all..u guys r da sweetest family i eva met...from my bottom of my heart... u guys r oways my family member... i love and care for u guys until the day i hav my last breath...u guys can hav my words..coz i lov u guys...i never love some1 so deeply in my life....u guys made me found da family love n da real love in dis world...Thanks So MUCH ~!! dozo arigato gozaimas watashi kazoku...kizuna between us nv breaks...Watashi wa totemo samishi des yo ~!!!
I LOVE YOU ALL... NO MATTER WHAT U GUYS DID ON ME I FORGIVE AND FORGET ~!! Please forgive for what i done on u guys... i m so sorry...
-Mcpooh
Monday,Jan 16 2006, 12:14:08 PMWhat m i in ur heart....?
我 在 你 心 中 是 一 下 的 哪 一 个 ?( What am I in your heart?)
A. 火 柴 ( matches)
B.冰 块 (ice)
C. 糖 果 (candy)
D.衣 服 (cloths)
E.天 空 (sky)
F.森 林 (forest)
G.镜 子 (mirror)
H.咖 啡 (coffee)
I.收 音 机 (radio)
选 好 告 诉 我 噢 ...( tell me the answer by posting comments oo...)
Saturday,Jan 14 2006, 03:27:45 AMnth but fun in lect..lolz...
Missed by Mr Baddie n my 1st drawin of year 2006
Froggy turn slim..lolz...
Mr Baddie in Froggy's Shirt...lolz...
-MCpooh
