thanks kokou 4 being wif me all dis tym..

thanks kokou 4 stayin wif me when i need sum1...

thanks kokou 4 cheering me up when i was hurt...

thanks kokou 4 tellin me so many story bout God...

thanks kokou 4 everyting u done 4 me...n help me...

u r de best ~!!!

i lov u so much...

kou...wifout you now i'll b still sad...n low mood..

kou..wifout u i wont study so hard n pass all my subjects in sch...

kou...wifout u i wont b a good gal n do all de bad things...

kou..wifout u i dono anytin bout God n noe nothing bout Him...

kou...wifout u i dono anytin bout real life n pain on earth...

kou...wifout u i nv understand wat is pain n hard tym dat i pas trough alone all dis tymz...

kou...wifout u i cant see da light in my dark world...

kou...wifout u i'll nv stay alive until now...i'ld b dead years ago...

kou...wifout u i'll nv hav a dream 2 reach n go...i'll b aimless n useless...

kou...wifout u i'll nv understand wat is lov n caring ppl...

kou..u let me understand n noe wat is lov in dis world...

u let me no dat there is sum1 waiting 4 me n want me stay alive coz u r waiting 4 me...

u made me feel important..

u oso very imprtant 2 me ....

coz u r my beloved kokou...

i lov u so much...

u gave me all the love i need...

u gave all the hope i hoping for...

Dis blog/ journal is specially dedicated 4 ya..coz u r special 2 me...

u r the best treasure i found in life...

u made me wanna go on in dis hard n suffering life...

I love u....

COz u bring out the best in me lyk no one eles can do...

dats y i by ur side...

dats y i lov u...

Yo ppl... gues wat had happen on me few days ago...i met a fuker kid n a bitch who tent 2 hav sam lect n tute wif me 4 econ in my campus....things start lyk dis....

it was a strange wenesday mornin..which my fren n i de usual seat sat by sum gals who i dono where dey from...so we had 2 sit little far behind...i din noe who was behid me in de first place...when we start 2 sit down n settle down..da couple behind me start 2 crap so loud...i think nvm lah..coz class nt yet start...den da fukerguy language was damn rude..full wif bad words...nvm lo..NOMB pun bah...ok fine..den when lect start 2 tok..dey tent 2 rok louder den b4...den when da bitch cant heard dat our lect said...she yelled" TCHER U TOK SO SOFT I CAN HEAR U ~!!!" i was so pissed off den i turn back n said " ShutUp lah ~! den u can hear wat da lect said!"...wow..man..i only say dat dey oledi so so so damn pissed off by me...da jerk started 2 cal me in bad words n keep on crapin but me..n said my bad words...da bitch said " cum 1 is a repeater ma...so she need 2 listen 2 wat lect said.." FUK LAH ~!!! u both oledi so bising still blame me 4 askin u guys shut up?? wat is da bad of me is a repeater?? i atleast i wanna study again 2 pass n do sumtin i lov..i hav dream 2 reach..nt lyk dem dey seems no ambition..dey only noe how 2 play n waste their parents $$$... so wat i m a repeater?? no matter wat i oso ur senior ~!! u guys had 2 repect me n my fren..n dis din involve my fren y u scold her oso?? really idiot ~!!!..den til half of da class i cant stand da pressure..n da class 2 scold...so i went out 2 warm up my hands...coz my hands were froze...when i walk out..da fuher guy said i went out n cry....WAT?? SAID AGAIN?? I CRY??? AGAIN?? CRY?? I CRY COZ OF HIM SCOLDIN BAD WORDS?? I CRY COZ I CANT STAND HIM?? THINK AGAIN FUKER ~!! I'LL NEVER CRY 4 things lyk dis ~!!! i'm in a wimper ~!! i'm nt lyk sum gal only scold by other little bit oledi so pissed off n having such chicken-mouth bf 2 shoot back..her bf oso nt gent afta all lah...mouth really lyk chicken..can scold 2 gals 4 almost 2 hours...OMG...mouth really can tok so so so so much ~!!..so when i go back 2 sch..dey jus lookin at me wif vry strange eye-sight...nvm lo..no k..kekekz...but my fren oledi stand 2 much,...so she sms sum of my big size n powerful fren 2 stand up 4 us...its really lucky dat our sch hav eletric trip so we end our class early..if nt i think he 'll keep on scold 4 2 hours chun ~!!i cant belive in dis world gt dis kind of guys...especially wif a chicken mouth who hav no respect 2 ppl who older den him..who had no rationality...guys tel me r dey deserve gt hit by gangster one day?? i hope dey ;ll gt killed..den i'll hav BIG party in sch n hav fireworks show ~!! so afta de class me n my fren jus waiting at 1st floor n wait he n his frenz cum down...when he cam down..we tel our fren dats him..dey its so funny dat my fren after him n snap pic of his car plat number....he think he was freak out den he quickly away from sch n to his car...

noon when i back 2 sch 4 my econ tute...i was little late..coz i don feel lyk wanna go sch afta dat insident happen...n he n dat bitch is one of my classmate...my fren reach sch earlier den me..so she heard he said " If sometin worng wif my car dey 'll DIE"...wow..die wor...me vry scare ar..coz if now if anytin happen 2 me dey 'll noe he is da one did it...most of my fren noe who he is n dey noe wat he did...now he is famous wif his rudeness n badness ~!!its so funny 2 noe dat when my fren noe he was in da class..dey all rush 2 outside our class n jus 2 see how he look lyk..lolz...da soft n cute fren who seldom scold bad words now tok bout him oso say so many bad words..lolz...when i tok wif others fren..who noe him..dey all complain bout his rudeness n badness...no good comments on him...nor da gf..o we call as bitch..lolz..oh ya...dis fuker oso nt gent afta all de..as we can see from his look n attitude...

bout his look...em...look lyk lower class de ah beng..u understand?? lolz...means so ke le fei de useless ah beng lo..only chor bai de...no power de...only work dumbly 4 de boss de...vry vry childish look de...n da bitch ar...em..biger size den da guy.. ~! TRUTHLY DE ~! den she don look so nice lah...oways sour face de..think ppl want his no-gent-bf..look lyk a wimper 2 me...my fren said she don look nice afta all..lolz..i dono lo..coz i dono..lolz...its really 2 see him wearing DISCO SHIRT 4 PRESENTATION ~!!! lolz... me n my frenz were stading in front of his class since i jus fin my class which is near 2 his class...n we all laughing lyk hell when he saw him wear lyk dat...kakakz....i dono wat m i doin but i feel nice afta he tread me lyk dis...even he is new in my sch but we wont let him go since he had no respect on us seniors...i'll nv mess wif juniors of u guys don mess wif us...we r REPEATERS so we noe more ppl den u guys...don think u r funny all da tym..we can made u look more funny wif many ways... ~!!

-mcpooh