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Cactus's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus Tue, 10 Nov 2009 02:21 EST Tue, 10 Nov 2009 02:21 EST Zorpia.com one last time http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1612843 i should wrap this up. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1612843 Mon, 13 Nov 2006 03:18 EST Cali 1 http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1576588 So, I am in Oakland right now and it's so cold here...I am freezing my butt off =( It is great to have a chance to meet up with my grandma and my lil brother and tmr i am gonna introduce him to the world of denim =) Anywayz, it's 1:30am now, so....time for me to go to zzzZZZZZ ~.~ I am sry if my journal doesnt make too much sense, i am too excited about going to Nordstrom Rack tmr i can barely typpp...e.......hahahaaha..nitey guys Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1576588 Wed, 16 Aug 2006 03:26 EST random http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1568149 it doesnt matter how hard you try, you cant keep the person who isnt meant for you. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1568149 Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:45 EST I am revealing a surprise here http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1555710 WOw! I know it's lame to say, but time really FLIES! Babe and I have been dating for about 5 months now, even though there are down times as well as the good times, he still gave me some of the most awesome memories in my college life. Tomorrow is his 20th b-day! Woooohooo~~i have been thinking about what to get him, it's the 1st time i get a chance to celebrate his big day with him, who knows if it's also the last time!? Haha, anywayz....i have been doing some thinking......ummmmm....a couple ring??...Nooo....i dont wear ring...how about.....a bag?!....umm....that sounds stupid. Oh well, i have no clue, i haven't got him anything yet....damn However, i did book a table on a firework dinner cruise on Lake Michigan at tmr night, i hope it will be romantic......i hope he has an unforgettable nite. Love you baby <3 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1555710 Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:56 EST b.s. http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1539995 Love is like a plant. You have to put effort to make it grow, water it with you love and give it your time, otherwise it will die before long. Ummm, who am i here to bull shit anywayz, haha, i wish i can look back and laugh at my silly posts sometimes in the future. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1539995 Sat, 03 Jun 2006 09:27 EST i got a question http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1531293 hey guys, what makes a guy a good boyfriend, someone that worths ur love? the other day i was reading someone's onlin journal and i found an article that got my thoughts running, the original author said " don't love a person in your own way, but in the way he needs, otherwise, both of you can't get happiness at the end." I think it's pretty true, wut do you guys think? I never thought of what he really wants or needs, i treat him as well as i could, i do things like every "good girlfriend" does, but is it the way he needs to be loved? I dont know, but i hope he's happy =) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1531293 Sat, 20 May 2006 08:24 EST thanks guys~~ http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1519387 hey guys, i just wanna thank you all for taking time to read and comment on my last post, it's very thoughtful of guy guys =) Well, things had gone better i guess. But it worsened again...i dunno, i dun really wanna say much cuz it's painful to write the things and emotions i went thru once again..but i guess i will be alrite/... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1519387 Sun, 30 Apr 2006 23:24 EST a lil personal... http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1510937 I donâ€™t know if a couple living together is such a great idea. At the beginning of a relationship, itâ€™s always sweet and the two lovebirds are just inseparable; but the â€œsweet sweetâ€  feeling usually, well, actually you can say most of time, just goes away after the â€œhoneymoonâ€ period. I think living together DOES shorten the already-not-too-long â€œhoneymoonâ€. Why do most of the guys I dated are so insensitive about my feelings, they donâ€™t notice when I am upset, they donâ€™t see my tears when I cry and they donâ€™t even realize when I am mad at them! Geeze, I thought I was pretty good at handling relationship now at the age of 20 and after a tons of breakups, but hey, I guess I still have a lot to learn. I try too hard., way too hard, to please my boyfriend. My friends always tell me, â€œ Casey, donâ€™t be too nice to a guy or he will take you for granted eventuallyâ€. Is this really true? Are all guys like that? I can give you everything I have, and all I am asking for, is just a simple thing: take a few more seconds to look at me closely everyday, and show me you need me. Sighâ€¦â€¦.should I let you know I am upset right now? Should I let you know I really want you to spend some QUALITY time with me just the two of us? Or am I asking too much? Or thinking too much? Am I the reason when I saw this happy smile on your face today?Hun, it will make my tears worthy if you take the time and notice them falling off my eyes, can you promise me, next time I cry, you will be there, holding my hands and wipe them off?  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1510937 Fri, 14 Apr 2006 01:13 EST I am back =) http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1504117 I can't believe i am writing here again! After almost half a year....ummm...anywayz, i miss Zorpia and Jeffrey, and that's why i am back here =) YAY Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1504117 Wed, 29 Mar 2006 15:40 EST Sweet~~ http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1389152 If some of you happened to have read my post about my grandpa, here''s the newest update! He finally talked to me!  I couldn''t believe ! It''s the first time in 4 months~~~~~~ umm...i should have higher EQ when it comes to my family~~ anywayz, i am all happppppppy! Love you fam! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1389152 Mon, 03 Oct 2005 20:06 EST ...=) http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1343463 oh wow! It has been almost 3 months since my last post! I really wanted to write something for this..but i am too lazy.So i decided not to.haha, great day ya'll~~~ Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1343463 Wed, 31 Aug 2005 11:11 EST Love for ANAKIN http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1170106 Ã–ops, i forgot to mention this in my last journal....i saw STAR WARS III, TWICE!It completely turned me into a STAR WARS fan! I watched episode I 3 years ago and didn't think high of it....but this episode....George Lucas definitely did a great job, for me it's far better than Indiana Jones =) and ANAKIN is SUPER HOT! SUPER DUPER HOT! I fell in love with Darth Vader....oh oh oh....haha...go watch it you guys =) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1170106 Sun, 22 May 2005 21:53 EST Remember this moment http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1170101 I was looking for a piano score today but instead I found my junior yearbook. I did my junior year in San Antonio, Texas..GO SPURS...anywayz....I kinda fliped thru the whole book and at the end of the faculty page...i saw a testimonial written by a very special friend of mine. My heart was racing when i read that....i know it wasnt the first time i read that little passge...but i just couldn't help remembering memories w/ that friend everytime i read it. It was sweet, very sweet. Oh, young love....I wish i still have this friend's contact....but i don't.....There is something i should have written on your yearbook....."I love you too." Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1170101 Sun, 22 May 2005 21:46 EST HEHE http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1150092 I am very happy today HAHA, cuz something i worried and was upset about finally got solved today. Thank God for helping =) HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAI finally learnt from it. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1150092 Sat, 07 May 2005 18:29 EST Fragile http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1147636 It takes so much to build up, but so little to tear down <img src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/32.jpg" border="0" /> I am having my piano jury in an hour...HELP ME! The practice rooms on the 3rd floor are freaking cold! My hands always get frozen so here I come again....screw my running passages one last time! And the slow passages don't even sound musical =( But oh well, do my best and think of nothing but music itself, should help a lot <img src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/35.jpg" border="0" />*WISH ME LUCK* LOL *** I like Jasmine green tea from the Expresso <img src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/29.jpg" border="0" /> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Cactus/journal/1147636 Fri, 06 May 2005 08:35 EST