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Sunday,Jun 4 2006, 12:58:11 PMRain

sittin in the garage holdin onto the punching bag..head hangin down...a broken man. feels like a piece of my soul is missing...im incomplete something vital is missing in my life that i cant seem to find...to hurt to fight...the one thing that kept my mind off the parts of my life i regret..and the pain inside that cant be healed....

as i kneel on the ground i hear hte sound of rain on the roof, and i walk outside to see a torrent of rain descending from the heavens

i look up in hte sky and feel the warm drops of water rolling over my face, my hair, my body. i drop to my knees....and think...think about everything in my life...the things of done..the unspeakable evils...the rightous undertakings....the simple decisions that made me who i am...could i have been more?

if i hadnt of done some of the things id done...would i be..truley happy? not afraid to love for hte fear of them being torn from me by the very things i chose to do for so long....the feeling...the feeling thats silently killing me...not my body...but my soul

drenched in the drops....drenched in the remembrance of a forgotten life

this cant be....what im meant to be...a shell of a man long forgotten...

the rain stops....the clouds part as a beam of warm sunlight hits my face...stand up and tkae in the warmth that i alone dont have the power to make for myself

no...this isnt what im meant to be, shes waiting for me...my life is waiting for me....what can i do...but to oblige...to myself...

with the rain...comes sorrow...with the sorrow...comes redemption...with redemption....comes true...happiness

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