Tuesday,Apr 11 2006, 06:56:06 AMI Wish

I wish, I wish, I wish
To every city
I wish, I wish, I wish
Every hood
I wish, I wish, I wish
And every block
I wish, I wish, I wish
Ghetto America

Rollin' through the hood
Just stopped by to say, what's up
Came to let you know
Your baby boy ain't doing so tough
And even though you passed
Going on four long years
Still waking up late at night, crying tears
Just thinking about those days
You used to talk to me
Smilin', while I'm sippin' on this Hennesey
And remember, we'd brag on how rich we would be
To get up out this hood was like a fantasy

Oha, oha, oha
And now you hear my songs, the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy, I'll tell ya'll
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride

(With you)
How I used to kick it on the front porch
(With you)
And how I used to lay back and smoke weed
(With you)
And all the little basement party joints we'd do
Now I'm just missing you
How I wish

I wish that I could hold you now (oh, I)
I wish that I could touch you now (oh, I)
I wish that I could talk to you
Be with you somehow
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
Sayin' everything's okay
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish

[wind]
Oh son, what does it profit a man 
To gain the whole world and lose his soul
I want out, but it's hard, I need answers Mama
Robert
I need answers
Son

Now ever since this money come
Been nothing but stress
Sometimes I wish I could just trade in my success
Y'all look at me and say, boy you've been blessed
But y'all don't see the inside of my unhappiness
Man, I swear this shit gets heavy like a ton
That's why you hear me shootin' this real shit off like a gun
Hmm, I wonder how my friends would treat me now
If I wasn't iced up with a Bentley and a house
That's why fake-ass niggas get fake-ass digits
And fake-ass playas get a real playa hatin' 'em
'Honey Love' goes platinum and y'all ass come around
But y'all don't wanna raise the roof until my shit is going down

And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy, I'll tell ya'll
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride

(With you)
How I used to hoop off in them tournaments
(With you)
And how I used to club hop on weekends
(With you)
Your family called the morning of the tragic end
Damn, my condolences

I wish that I could hold you now (oh)
I wish that I could touch you now (oh)
I wish that I could talk to you
Be with you somehow
(Oh, I know yeah)
I know you're in a better place (oh)
Even though I can't see your face (oh)
I know you're smiling down on me
Sayin' everything's okay
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish

Voices in my head be telling me to come to church
Saying, the Lord is the only way for you to stop the hurt
Dreaming of windows, black-tinted like a hurst
When waking up to life, sometimes it seems worst
And all I ever wanted is to be a better man
And I try to keep it real with my homies man
For me to save the world, I don't understand
How did I become the leader of a billion fans

And now you hear my songs the radio is bangin'
Oh, I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy, I tell you
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride

(With you)
How I used to street perform on Friday
(With you)
And how I'd go to church on Easter Sunday
(With you)
Instead of y'all throwing them stones at me
Somebody pray for me

Oh, I wish that I could hold you now (oh, I)
I wish that I could touch you now (oh, I)
I wish that I could talk to you (talk to you)
Be with you somehow
(Still I know, yeah)
But I know you're in a better place
(In a better place)
Even though I can't see your face (oh, I)
I know you're smiling down on me (smilin')
Saying everything's okay

To all of my homies
I wish that I could hold you now (oh)
I wish that I could touch you now (right now)
I wish that I could talk to you (talk to you)
Be with you (be with you) somehow
(Somehow I know)
But I know you're in a better place (oh)
Even though I can't see your face
(See your face)
I know you're smiling down on me (smilin')
Saying everything's okay

My mom, I'm at the crossroads 
I wish that I could hold you now
(of my my, my, my, life)
I wish that I could talk to you
Come on and braid my hair
Come on and braid my hair
Come on and braid my hair
Come on and braid my hair
Come on and braid my hair, my hair

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Thursday,Feb 23 2006, 06:57:54 AMMy Child

My unborn child I had to give you away and now I fell empty and lost your mother has changed also We both hurt but We are unable to speak about you We never knew if you were a son or a dauther but I'm sure we would of loved you I know you are in a better place now in his arms I would of kept you if I wasnt as young and not ready my emotions keep taking over every day I keep remembering the day and it hurts it may seem weird me your father to speak of my fellings and emotions since I am a man and emotionless and heartless to most I just want you to know ...

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Thursday,Dec 15 2005, 07:45:08 AMWhen I'm Gone

Yeah.... it's my life.... in my own words i guess....

Have you ever loved someone so much
You'd give an arm for
Not the expression ...

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