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Sunday,May 27 2007, 04:14:11 PM...

wad car should i get??
viva? kenari?

Friday,May 25 2007, 04:38:20 PMmisssss

didn't know what to blog in these few days..
suddenly i really miss my friends in high school so much..
kelyn, cindy, erna, joshua, tze song, wei wui, thomas, bryan, chap hoong, etc
ah yong, ah teck, max, claudia, millie, jill..
these are ppl that i really miss much and hope to meet..^^

sometimes i really excited, and realised that i have been growing up from years to years..
whatever that i have gone through in my life so far,
there were really amazing..=P
isn't God is awesome? i think He is..
so that's why i love Him more than anything..

since dad was leaving us until now..
we live our life to the fullest..
if not for the grace of God, we are not who we are today..
no more super duper depress for me anymore..
because i learn to rely on God, and He will lead the way..

frens, i really keen to meet u guys..
i pray that i can travel to aus one day, to meet with frens over there!
i'm sure He will let me go one day..lolz..
working for more than a year now, and is going to finish my diploma..
life is really like blinking ur eyes..^^

i wanna learn to make up one day.. haha..
that's really a need rite?
i'm going to take off my braces in one year + ..
too bad, no more rabbit teeth again..haha..

Tuesday,May 22 2007, 04:40:58 PMall my heart is yours..

dance and sing really with all my heart and all my soul tonight..
i jumped with all my energy, shout with all my voice..
everyone is delighted in Him.. isn't him wonderful? definitely!
i just love the stage that he put me on,,
i want to compose songs for Him, so pls holy spirit..
guide me ya..^^
it is really easy..
just i love Him, n He loves me..
just He never leaves me, nor forsakes me..
just He first running after me, so i want to follow Him for the rest of my life..
just He always forgive my mistakes, I do what he likes..
just because of Him, that preparing the way for me..
i'm Him.
I believe in Him..
mould me, n use me as u will..
i know ur plans are all good plans n peaceful plans for those u love..

Monday,May 14 2007, 05:07:42 PM^^

went out with joshua n april today..
check it out at ruruinaddiction.blogspot.com

Saturday,May 12 2007, 03:59:28 PMi really really love you..

i was feeling that my spirit is very down today..
felt like i was going to burst out loudly..
not because enything, but because of i really miss Him, my jesus..
many times i neglected Him, many times i compromised to the circumstances
many times i let Him down, many times i made blank promises..
i'm sorry Lord.
tonite i cried out in my room, praying n telling everything to God..
told Him how i miss Him, told Him how i hunger for Him, told him that
i really miss the time when we were really close..
u know, christianity is not a religion, not wad u think as boring..
not wad u think as full of regulations n law..
but it is a relationship, u can feel it..

God speaks thru situations, but 2nite he spoke to me thru songs..
i cried out to Him to speak to me, n i know he never fails..
d next songs he asked me to come bck to Him, never mind about the words
from others, never mind about the fear, when i feel that that is no way..
he is always my way as if in john 14:6.
He told me that everything is just possible in him (matthew 19:26)
and the most important n touched me most is..
he never ever will give up on me..(hebrews 13:5)

so all i nid to do is surrender all to him..
i love u lord.. really.
u are too gud n wonderful.. help me wif ur holy spirit,
so that i will never give up on running after u..^^

love u lord.. love u most.

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