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- Language:i dun knwo any languages! haha!
- Interests:eating, cooking, enjoying myself!!
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- Favorite books:manual+dictionary (mmm....)
- Favorite music:london bridege is falling down ( x4) my fair lady
- Favorite TV programs:advertisement ( remember suen chuen 2 ? i lv it!)
- Places I've Traveled To:everywhere around the world! ( when i was dreaming)
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Monday,Mar 23 2009, 09:47:07 PMbits and pieces
i dunno why my fingers and wrists are so heavy now when i type.
i feel that my heart is so heavy either.
to be honest i am fairly disappointed. afterall u are just another one.
u know i hate it. i dun like guessing. i value communication and i treat it as a very important element of relationships.
why do u have to lie and pretend nth had happened. i'd rather u to tell me everything in your mind and tell us off.
now i feel complicated. i am disappointed, angry, guilty, worried, scared.
simply dunno how to react. i know i was wrong in the first place, but do u think u are doing the right thing keeping slience?
no.
definately not. well at least to a person like me i totally disagree.
tell me to carry on working? how could i? i value friendship so much and u know i can sit still and my heart is thobbing unstoppably.
stop being so stubborn. u are generally a nice person but just stop being so stubborn. it causes no harm listening to what others say.
it also causes no harm telling us what u think.
do not always being at a postition of 'deprived' or 'coward'.
step down. do not stand so firm on your ground.
i can be right too. as well as you.
that's why i think communication and being honest is the key of every relationships.
keep avoiding isnt gonna work.
it's not my style either.
it is just hurting me.
now i get to a point that i dun wanna stop typing. not that i have so much to say, but maybe i dunno what else to do. no mood in watching movie, no motivation at working, no mood at doing anything basically. i feel suffocated. maybe i am killing time cus i am waiting for your butt to stick on your chair so that i can knock on your door for the third time.
u keep hiding and avoiding me when i entered your room. u said it's because of the movie. rubbish. i am not that dumb yet. do not treat me/think of me as an idiot.
i tresure u as my good friend. that's why i want to talk. otherwise i wouldnt bother just like how i treat her. not even got on my nevers or annoyed anymore.
i dunno when will it end but things have been werid lately.
god give me wisdom to handle my emotion.
i am running out of things to type. i guess i should stop.
Friday,Apr 18 2008, 02:26:28 AM??
what am i thinking?
what are u thinking?
oh well i dun even know. ...
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Friday,Feb 29 2008, 04:34:18 PMfriends!
wow god u are so good to me. u give me such a observant and small heart friend.
what else i can ask for?
in fact both of them are too good to me to an extent that i dunno how to react now. ...
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6/20/2007 1:08 PMheihei
5/25/2007 4:00 PMdebdeb!!
2/5/2007 3:00 PMhei
u are right, i wasn;t feeling quite like myself, n it's becoz of sth that happened b4... which i still think about sometimes... n regret sometimes...
i don't know ar... it's something that i can't do anything about... it's sth that i dare not think about wt would happen if i do anything~
actually it's not very complicated, but it sometimes make me cry...
but i m learning not to think about it^^
n i know u love me la!! n carmen too of coz!! hahaha
10/18/2006 12:20 AM.....
wa... so busy with performing arts, international supper, essays... i hardly go on to the internet now... last week i got a hundred emails in yahoo... (mostly rubbish)took me forever to delete them all...><
when i hv time i will call u!!~
but dont' worry! i m coping ok! coz i know i m not the only one working my socks off!! we are all working together as a team! (apart from my essays....)
4/18/2008 1:14 PMdebdeb!
ai my last term in bhs tim... start getting abit sad partly becoz i m going to leave this place, but maybe more becoz this place now might not be how i remembered it, n this last term might just be sad becoz of all the old times... n taht's even sader!