Friday,Apr 18 2008, 02:26:28 AM??

what am i thinking?

what are u thinking?

 

oh well i dun even know.

god let me know pls~*

 

in the mist of ambiguity

 

 

Monday,Mar 26 2007, 12:47:50 PMwe were once, good friend.

i love zorpia. it's always a place for little privacy,and also very personnal feeling will be revealed in here.

what would u do if a friend just treat you totally differnet? she is not ignoring you or talking behind your back or what, it's just that, she used to be your very very close friend, but now, become a very normal and hi-and-bye friend.

she used to tell me i am her best friend in Cambs, even tho i didn't agree, i am very happy to hear that and i really treat her as one of my close friends. we share a lot and i actually use my heart to be friend with her.

although she told me the one she is talking about on xanga is not me (she said ''i hate the feeling of being ignored, so i dun wanna call u again. i love the feeling of being 'chung see', so i talk to u again. ...... i know u too well andi just that you are going to do that.. haha!)..... , but there's just too many co-incidence in time! maybe she is saying that just to comfort me, but well, her intension is good no matter this is the truth.

she was really weird last last sunday, she actually avoided me. i talked to her last sat and she said maybe she was too tired and she said 'no i am not avoiding you ....' but last sunday, she was better, but you can tell, we are not as close anymore.

even tho she said the one she's talking about is her boyfriend, or she didn't avoid me all that rubbish. i just wouldn't be able to treat her as close as before. or shall i say, we just couldn't be as close and as friend as we used to be.

i used to think she will be my good friend, as in life-long good friend. but no.

typical HK girls are too complicated. i promise myself not to be close friend with them as easy as i used to be. i want to protect myself. i want to protect my emotion. i dun want to be hurt again.

sad. all of a sudden, you lost a good friend. without a reason. without an explanation.

 

朋友　我當你一秒朋友
朋友　我當你一世朋友
奇怪　過去再不堪回首
懷緬　時時其實還有

朋友　你試過將我營救
朋友　你試過把我批鬥
無法　再與你交心聯手
畢竟　難得　有過最佳損友

從前共你　促膝把酒　傾通宵都不夠
我有痛快過　你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你　保守至到永久
別人如何明白透
實實在在　踏入過我宇宙
即使相處到　有個裂口
命運決定了　以後再沒法聚頭
但說過去　卻那樣厚

＊問我有沒有　確實也沒有
　一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
　為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
　不知你是我敵友　已沒法望透
　被推著走　跟著生活流
　來年陌生的　是昨日最親的某某＊

生死之交當天不知罕有
到你變節了　至覺未夠
多想一天　彼此都不追究　相邀再次喝酒
待　葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面　每個邂逅
一起走到了　某個路口
是敵與是友　各自也沒有自由
位置變了　各有隊友

REPEAT＊

早知解散後　各自有　際遇作導遊
奇就奇在　接受了　各自有路走
卻沒人像你　讓我　眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶　講分手

有沒有　確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口　非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己　在最後　變不到老友
不知你又有沒有　掛念這舊友
或者自己　早就想通透
來年陌生的　是昨日　最親的某某
總好於　那日我　沒有　沒有　遇過　某某

 

but i also want to thank her. by this incident, i know, and i can see who are my REAL good friends, who will always support me,  be true and honest to me and feel for me. i can be care-free in front of them, and just replax and be myself.

thank you carmen.

Thursday,Jun 29 2006, 07:53:23 PMcopied from Ms chanchan

alvin: kenji ~! 你有有鬚呀?
miss chan: 下?? 傻瓜! 大個仔先會有架!
alvin: 你咁大個又冇o既??
miss chan: 因為淨係男仔先有架囉~
kenji: 但係點解我菲傭好似有少少咁o既?
miss chan: o個d係汗毛黎架 ~!
alvin: 唔係丫! o個d係羽毛黎架! 佢應該識飛架!!!!
kenji: 哦~ 唔怪得佢叫"飛傭"啦...

kids!!! so cute!

Tuesday,Apr 11 2006, 06:14:47 AMA super good lyrics!!!

very encouraging lyrics, never realised, not until i actually read it.

共命運較量 望著目標不需要理風向 這次跌低總會有下一場 你有我不必怕會追不上 願望發亮 若是未盡力掌聲也拍不響 永遠也不反悔才是堅強 有志氣一起向天開一槍 從來無悔 盡力想揮之不去 以鬥志將傷口過濾 以你決心去?明天寫下創舉 流汗水 錯與對幾多的差距 有勇氣 不應該畏懼 那裏有黑暗便和你燃亮它 全力追 活著就算呼吸都是?了挑戰 從前難關今天實現 我確信 這天空都改變 這志向最終也 不變 現實就算多艱辛 並未退縮 成功灰心只差一線 要帶著信心 未懼下雨天 仍然無悔我共你衝線

Wednesday,Mar 15 2006, 09:17:17 PMfor whom it may concerned

find it from my friend's dairy :

Stephy：
你知唔知鍾意一個人的感覺係點ga？


森美：知！
見唔到佢個心會「囉囉亂」，
見到佢個心又會「卜卜跳」。
同佢傾計，明明開大冷氣，都會成頭大汗！
想開口約佢去街，但係講完hello，又唔識講落去囉～


Stephy：
哼！傻瓜，呢d都只係算岩岩鍾意姐，
真正鍾意一個人唔係咁ga,


森美：咁係點呀？


Stephy：
愛一個人，你會將所有最好o既野都留返俾佢,
你睇過一部好好睇的小說，你會專登買多一本,
等佢悶的時候拎俾佢睇。
你食過一件好好味的cheese cake，你會記著那份味道,
等佢得閒的時候，製俾佢食。
你睇緊一部好好睇的電影，明明睇到一半，
你都會離開戲院，因為，你想佢陪自己再入場睇埋個結尾。



森美：
曾經有個女仔，佢教我鍾意一個人應該係點，
佢話，你越去愛一個人，越會好快咁冇左自己,
佢種話，自己唔會再鍾意人
因為佢唔想在每段感情的結果，都係一無所有,
但係，我好有信心咁話俾佢聽,
你下一段的感情，一定會好幸福、好快樂,
佢聽完，好唔相信地望住我，問我點解,
我鼓起勇氣同佢講,
因為，我鍾意左你。





wah!!!! 森美!!! i love you too!!! ^^
(but not as much as Zac)