Journals
Monday,Mar 26 2007, 12:47:50 PMwe were once, good friend.
i love zorpia. it's always a place for little privacy,and also very personnal feeling will be revealed in here.
what would u do if a friend just treat you totally differnet? she is not ignoring you or talking behind your back or what, it's just that, she used to be your very very close friend, but now, become a very normal and hi-and-bye friend.
she used to tell me i am her best friend in Cambs, even tho i didn't agree, i am very happy to hear that and i really treat her as one of my close friends. we share a lot and i actually use my heart to be friend with her.
although she told me the one she is talking about on xanga is not me (she said ''i hate the feeling of being ignored, so i dun wanna call u again. i love the feeling of being 'chung see', so i talk to u again. ...... i know u too well andi just that you are going to do that.. haha!)..... , but there's just too many co-incidence in time! maybe she is saying that just to comfort me, but well, her intension is good no matter this is the truth.
she was really weird last last sunday, she actually avoided me. i talked to her last sat and she said maybe she was too tired and she said 'no i am not avoiding you ....' but last sunday, she was better, but you can tell, we are not as close anymore.
even tho she said the one she's talking about is her boyfriend, or she didn't avoid me all that rubbish. i just wouldn't be able to treat her as close as before. or shall i say, we just couldn't be as close and as friend as we used to be.
i used to think she will be my good friend, as in life-long good friend. but no.
typical HK girls are too complicated. i promise myself not to be close friend with them as easy as i used to be. i want to protect myself. i want to protect my emotion. i dun want to be hurt again.
sad. all of a sudden, you lost a good friend. without a reason. without an explanation.
朋友 我當你一秒朋友
朋友 我當你一世朋友
奇怪 過去再不堪回首
懷緬 時時其實還有
朋友 你試過將我營救
朋友 你試過把我批鬥
無法 再與你交心聯手
畢竟 難得 有過最佳損友
從前共你 促膝把酒 傾通宵都不夠
我有痛快過 你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你 保守至到永久
別人如何明白透
實實在在 踏入過我宇宙
即使相處到 有個裂口
命運決定了 以後再沒法聚頭
但說過去 卻那樣厚
＊問我有沒有 確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友
不知你是我敵友 已沒法望透
被推著走 跟著生活流
來年陌生的 是昨日最親的某某＊
生死之交當天不知罕有
到你變節了 至覺未夠
多想一天 彼此都不追究 相邀再次喝酒
待 葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面 每個邂逅
一起走到了 某個路口
是敵與是友 各自也沒有自由
位置變了 各有隊友
REPEAT＊
早知解散後 各自有 際遇作導遊
奇就奇在 接受了 各自有路走
卻沒人像你 讓我 眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶 講分手
有沒有 確實也沒有
一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友
不知你又有沒有 掛念這舊友
或者自己 早就想通透
來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某
總好於 那日我 沒有 沒有 遇過 某某
but i also want to thank her. by this incident, i know, and i can see who are my REAL good friends, who will always support me, be true and honest to me and feel for me. i can be care-free in front of them, and just replax and be myself.
thank you carmen.