Journals
Sunday,Sep 18 2005, 05:54:34 PM中秋隨筆
九一八 中秋夜
本應係人月兩圓曬月光既時間，我就留左係屋企睇"在世界中心呼喚愛"電視版..
嘩.......重複、好慢、好搧情呀,明知落重藥但都不禁喊左...
從前我認為人只可選擇記住什麼，不可以選忘記什麼
發現 原來人也有忘記的自主權
那我就選擇忘記你
要突破自己 就得先放棄
Sunday,Sep 11 2005, 02:25:08 PM又一週
又一週
好像又沒有什麼做過
照樣的上班下班吃飯睡覺傾電話煲碟看書出街聽歌胡思亂想
而今天，我去了個有文化的講座見到柏楊、余秋雨等文人
講的是旅遊文學
其實有過很長的一段時間，我以為自己會背著背包，週遊列國，寫遊記、拍照，回國時搞出版、開書和咖啡店...
然後有過一段時間，我以為自己會向藝術方面發展，拍電影、寫劇本、費爛事記者...
一副爬格子討飯吃的模樣
結果，我做的是另外一樣東西，雖然，也是我想做的事。
只是多了點包袱、少了點任性；多了點虛榮、少了點自由罷。
那該算是長大，還是妥協?
Saturday,Sep 3 2005, 04:12:42 PMWorking Anniversary
September 2005
Wow....it's time to celebrate (or to mourn for?!) my first working anniversary.
If I gonna live until 72 years old, I've spent already one third of it and I still have 36 years of work ahead of me.
Sometime, somehow, I hate thinking or planning for my future. --What am I going to do next?What target do I wanna achieve?Who will I spend my rest of life with and where the hell this person is? Will I be rich? When will I get promoted? What am I going to work for life?How can I stay young or look young in my thirties? When will my family and friends die and how could i handle that?Am I going to die naturally or by accident and so what kinda insurance policy suits me?Will there be nulcear war or any natural disaster like the hurricane in New Orleans?
Well, I love asking questions but I hate answering.
Better enjoy this moment. Maybe there's no tomorrow.