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Wednesday,Jan 13 2010, 12:48:53 AM记录
这段时间,76岁的婆婆白血病住院了。82岁的公公摊卧在床,家里有点儿倒不开了,老公让阿梅留守家中带孩子,自己和姐姐在忙活。看到一家人这么累,可阿梅还是做不到置身事外,心里有了一点沉重,心里开始背《薄伽梵歌》,心里又一想,波动无非是婆婆住院波及到了那个私我而已,想通了立刻平静了下来。 1月7日。8:00下了夜班,想到中午孩子要回来吃饭,没有睡觉,看了会电视,下午睡了一下午。晚上,在厨房煮饭,豌豆尖儿下面条,请妈祖及位上的天尊、仙们吃饭。 看见马祖高兴地端着碗面说:尝尝我孙女的手艺真香呀! 阿梅心里突然想哭,特别想哭。 妈祖说:奶奶高兴,你能把情定在天上,人总会有生死的,世间因果,不是你能左右的,好好的修吧我的孩子,妈妈亲一个,奶奶抱一下。阿梅:感觉一个小女孩躲进奶奶怀里娇娇的不动弹了。 妈祖试着眼泪抚摸着孩子的头说:宝贝儿呀,人情淡,薄如纸呀,苦了你孩子,好好的,别难过,相逢就是缘,有奶奶再怕什么?来亲亲吧,北京你要去吗? 阿梅:姐姐去,我就去。 看见天姐在打坐睁开眼:妹妹想我吗? 阿梅:想姐姐,有时担心自己做的不好,又不敢想你,怕挨骂。 天姐:傻妹妹呀,有老太君做主,你还犹豫什么呢?没有我就没有你。阿梅:是姐姐,听你的,你到哪,妹就到哪。 天姐:姐姐开花二十一。 阿梅:小妹不懂为何是姐姐开花二十一呢? 天姐:如期行,观香,打坐,调零点。 阿梅:姐姐坐。 天姐:月女 阿梅:我的心胀又不舒服了,是谁呢? 天姐:是不是累了,休息一会吧,含化(旱花),九阳基训要坚持做,难道我会骗你吗? 阿梅:姐,我行。 天姐:累了就修心一会吧。 1月8日这几日心情波动不止,为了家事,心不平气不和,从婆婆的口语言行中,我领会到了众生求生的本能,因为不了解生命的真谛而害怕死忙,其实这件事与自己有何关系呢?善恶因果宇宙轮回之法,无人可以改变什么?唯有不动。 心曰:唯有不动,当业果来临之时,荡荡坦然,不以物喜不以己悲,控制自我情怀,坚定瑜伽。还是生生之法。 阿梅:你是哪位? 心曰:阿那耶神。 阿梅:是玄娘妈妈。 心曰:我看你痛苦不能自拔,前来点化,万情都缘于苦果。升天之道是超脱生死,了却凡尘。如此牵挂,何以回家?烽火连三月,家书抵万金,收到了神的启示就该崇尚无上真正大法,南无般若波罗密多,瑜伽要要常练,随缘生活琐事,暗下决心,情非我真。 一个男音说:超越自我,早日回归吧。 阿梅:你又是谁? 心曰:释佛,谁说的话,你心里很清楚,打开天窗说亮话,眉心见月把家还,儿女情长把魂牵,没要回头,前程往事都过去,只是归家人。阿梅:你是谁? 心曰:武媚娘。 阿梅:姐姐好,今日怎么有空来这里? 武媚娘说:武媚今天来这里,不过是劝君前行,没自毁前程,光宗耀祖。 心曰:人之初,性本善,性相近,习相远……走上了修行的道路,不论拐多少道弯,只要你肯走,我就肯帮。 阿梅:我走,可是人我难走出来。 武媚:日日三字经,日日念佛陀,佛陀尽知意。真的想观了,反省自己,可惜呀。光天化日之下。
Wednesday,Dec 30 2009, 11:34:22 PMjilu
12月29日昨晚19:30就睡觉了,打算23:00起来打坐。恍惚中看见自己起床了,穿着丝质的睡衣,走过客厅时,看见自家的门没关,于是去关门。看见一个手拿羽毛球拍的男同事站在门外,他对我说了一句调笑的话,我听了很生气,把他赶走了关上了家门。并且跑到厨房的窗口叫着那人的名字。那人说:你别叫着我的名字骂我,别人都听见了,谁还理我,看着他道别人家去了。这时家门又开了,妈妈、爸爸和哥哥回来了,妈 ...
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Monday,Dec 14 2009, 03:46:21 AMJILU
11月8日02:51日后夜算完表单有点儿累,靠在椅背上休息。心想也不知家仙怎么样了,天姐和管带怎么不说话了?
心里有个女声说:谁说我们不理你,是你不理我们,不谈这些。
阿梅:咱们谈什么呀? ...
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11/12/2009 2:48 AMThe benefits of reading
Hello!
Three kinds of things that the world's most valuable - knowledge, food and friendship. (Myanmar proverb)
The benefits of reading
Reading, reading a good book, let us to bright and clean water, broaden horizons, rich in experience, pro-life. A person's life is a road journey on this road each of us a person's life traces a unique path, this road can not go a second time, while on the road of life, we see the landscape is limited. Book is a telescope, book is a beacon. Let us see farther and more clearly. At the same time let us know who is with me, who saw how the landscape, how should we pursue self-and adjustment. Seen in comparison with others, to choose their own way, do not miss the experience of others, we would not be limited to vision can not enjoy the picture, the ancients had "Bo, director of 100, for my use" reading Feelings . Reading seems simple enough, not necessarily a lot of people will be reading. Light Reading does not think the result will become a slave to the book; light reflection is not reading the results you are also elevated the knowledge, not really understanding. Therefore, knowledge of the Road governance, we must be good reading, good thinking, distinguish right from wrong and knows when to follow. In the scientific literature, you'd better read the latest book; in literary works, you'd better read the oldest book. Classical literature will never grow old. Should read their own books to read, if read as a task it would have yielded little. Reading, with all the other things, also has its own rules to follow. 1. The best known is a specific part of the writers and works, while the majority of writers, only a general understanding. 2. The first reading of a work, often less than a taste of its essence. 3. Young, rafting sea of books, as into the earth, should be actively look for friends seek friends. When they find out bosom friend, choice, has been determined, we must hand in hand. Reading a good book is a continuous dialogue, the book stresses the readers with the soul of A. There are many views on reading: "How to Read a book (NEW)" inside the discussion;, but the reading is concerned, if you want efficiency, the inevitable Some of the key elements: 1. What is the purpose of studying? Different purposes and methods are different. 2. On the subject / purpose of the best information on that? What is the most efficient way of reading? 3. To understand that when I studied as a means of deification is not any good, or negative, could also be from a cognitive psychology to be a lot of inspiration.
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