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GotPlayed's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed Fri, 01 Jan 2010 19:29 EST Fri, 01 Jan 2010 19:29 EST Zorpia.com Carnival Of Rust http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1933031 <h1 align="justify">D' you breathe the name of your saviour in your hour of need,</h1><h1 align="justify"> And taste the blame if the flavor should remind you of greed?</h1><h1 align="justify"> Of implication, insinuation and ill will, 'til you cannot lie still,</h1><h1 align="justify"> In all this turmoil, before red cape and foil come closing in for a kill</h1><h1 align="justify"> </h1><h1 align="justify"> Come feed the rain</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust</h1><h1 align="justify"> Yeah, feed the rain</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust</h1><h1 align="justify"> </h1><h1 align="justify"> It's all a game, avoiding failure, when true colors will bleed</h1><h1 align="justify"> All in the name of misbehavior and the things we don't need</h1><h1 align="justify"> I lust for after no disaster can touch, touch us anymore</h1><h1 align="justify"> And more than ever, I hope to never fall, where enough is not the same it was before</h1><h1 align="justify"> </h1><h1 align="justify"> Come feed the rain...</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust</h1><h1 align="justify"> Yeah, feed the rain</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust</h1><h1 align="justify"> Yeah, feed the rain</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause I'm thirsty for your love dancing underneath the skies of lust</h1><h1 align="justify"> Yeah, feed the rain</h1><h1 align="justify"> 'cause without your love my life ain't nothing but this carnival of rust</h1><h1 align="justify"> </h1><h1 align="justify"> Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning</h1><h1 align="justify"> Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning</h1><h1 align="justify"> Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the world is burning</h1><h1 align="justify"> Don't walk away, don't walk away, oh, when the heart is yearning</h1> Music http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1933031 Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:19 EST Mom you were right :) http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1882945 My Mom! Always told me this! from the day i started to understand words! That Allah Doesn't give u everything that u ask for  he only gives u what is meant for u and what u deserve :Di was too stupid not to understand this EVER! i always got what i wanted! Always did get what i wanted :Dbut today! after all this 26 years of my life! i know how true she was :Dhe didn't really choose this girl for me :D he choose someone else :) Though i realized this in all this time :D  That i do have a Heart that BEATS but I just wanna ask Allah one thing ! why did he forget to give her a heart?  did she not even deserve one? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1882945 Mon, 23 Feb 2009 10:28 EST Karma! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1882499 Karma Got me :D  and now its ur turn Babieh :D  I always thought that i was many times the reason to make people around me smile! i know i was not a jerk anyways!  well! i know i was a flirt! and i did flirt with a lot of women! i broke many hearts! made them cry too! made them suffer too!  asshole me eh :( ! but well i did fell in love with the girl who i thought was the most amazing girl in this world :D  XD  told her everything about me! my deepest secrets! she knows everything about me :D  Well i hope and pray that love peace and light may always be on her :D  !!  but I have to agree today! that Allah! sees and knows everything!  there is a saying in my language! which says ' Allah ke ghar mein Der hain Andher nahi hain"  which means! there is patience and wait in the house of allah but there is never ignoring! another saying is ' allah ni lakdi dheemi chhe pan andhadi nahi'  this means Allah gives u time to change and stop being what wrong of a person u are but if u yet do u would be punished in the life ur living today and tomorrow! I broke many hearts played with feelings of girls who claimed and said that they do love me! never thought what would be it like till today! i know how it is i just know i am sorry to all the people who have had this feeling cause of me! i seriously am ashamed for all my wrong acts! today i stand at a place where i dont even love anyone not even myself anymore! cause the hurt would never let me love anyone ever! Allah! i thank  you for punishing me today! that i know how much wrong i was in all this life span of mine! Thank you for showing me the right way of life today! thank you for telling me and making me prove the saying ' sher ni maathe sava sher hoi chhe"  which means there is always a higher power then any power  To all whom i have hurt! i am sorry and i ask for apology! to forgive me or not is all in ur hands! if u dont i am ready to take sufferings more though it would be nothing of what i m going now! I just want to tell everyone who reads this! never do wrong u are being watched by God! never break trust love and respect! its hard to find it back again!Just want to take one name out here! who always told me i was wrong! but i never listened to her! Sis! u know i am sorry for never knowing ur love and care and telling me what would happen if i take my step one more closer:) i know what u mean now!An advice to all who read this too :D  if someone tells you that there is a well ahead of u! think twice before taking one more step ahead cause u might fall and just would be sorry for what u did :D  ! and honestly do make sure that u jump in the well that u realize how wrong u were and can have a start somedayAllah! I love u more then anyone today! and i believe in you only! forgive me for all my sins i ever did! i will try never to do any more Today! i know i got played! i thought i was loved :D but well i forgot that punishment from Allah will be anything and i just have to accept it :D! Allah! i do accept my mistakes and i m sorry for all :D hope u would forgive me someday! and i am promising u never to do mistakes i did beforein the end :D i just want to tell everyone :D that be prepared to be treated the same that u have treated others! god is watching!  Love to all Zohar Battiwala Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1882499 Sat, 21 Feb 2009 18:02 EST <3 http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1868893 Your Body in my body; Your Blood in my veins; Your Love in my heart. I am yours, You are mine, we are one. My heart IN Your tabernacle; my heart IS Your tabernacle.Understanding is patience with attentive eyes If a lover loses their patience, then their love was a lie This can be discovered by the amount of times that were pushed And when we seized to dismiss the flaws that were never overlooked BY others who never bothered to care Or those that weren't significant enough to ever be there Through the times of our pasts With the memories that last Into the present, to the future and forever However, all of that means nothing when love becomes a forgotten treasure. Take me to your heart Show me where to start Let me play the part of your first love. Oh, I know down deep you love me But are you ever gonna love me The way I love you?  <a name="The beauty of the heart">The beauty of the heart..</a>is the lasting beauty:its lips give to drink ,of the water of life.Truly it is the water, that which pours,and the one who drinks.All three become one when your talisman is shattered.That oneness you can't know<blockquote> </blockquote> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1868893 Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:48 EST Love! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1852971 Love!! The word that always gets me hurt! love! the word that is full of joy! At times! we dont see how much we love  a person! we see how much the person is with us! distances so far yet wish the love to be stronger!  everyone has  life where they are angry , bored, tensed,worried about things. all they expect that who cares if no one understands them the love will! they go to them try to talk to them! and they get angry!! and even the love leaves cause they think they dont deserve a day of their partner anger moment! I learnt this! a long time back! when in a realation always remember if one person is angry the other half should not! the other half should be cool so things dont get more worse!! but well never works!  No idea what i m writing! i just hate me Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1852971 Fri, 07 Nov 2008 13:28 EST From Angela ( The Woman) http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1841318 A Special Friend A special friend Z is as happy as can be his soul as big as the ocean his feet always in motion walking a fine line since the beginning of time his eyes so black no one can attack a man that cant be seen no matter how his eyes gleam anywhere on this earth since my very birth he is a mystery to you and me thats just the way it has to be he's my special friend Z for all eternity..<div id="msg_text_box_4" class="foru_cont_comm article_main">.</div> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1841318 Wed, 01 Oct 2008 08:37 EST The Way I Feel http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1840467 My heart bEats are the biggest hypocritEs.. thEy beAt inside u but dance to the tune of someoNE else.. I Love More than she can imagine!! and there never scared of being played :D Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1840467 Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:24 EST Hello http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1833248 Ramzan Mubarak to All!  Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1833248 Mon, 01 Sep 2008 14:48 EST Sad! thats what i feel! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1831431 Why are people so mean and selfish this days! why do they think they care? they call us friends,brothers,sisters,partners they just lie!!  they forget us when they have pain and sorrows! they just want us to remember them and be with them when there is happiness around them Fuck This hurts! i dont wanna be the same person who just can share ur happiness!!  if  u dont remember me in ur bad times  plz dont make me selfish to be with you in ur good times either!!Relations are to share good and bad! thank you!! Fuck all of you who thinks they are strong and can take care well!! ur just cowards! who cant trust people around you     Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1831431 Mon, 25 Aug 2008 10:08 EST :| http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1824848 When i was a child i always wanted to grow up so soon!! but now today i realize ! incomplete homework and broken toys were far more better than incomplete words and broken dreams Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1824848 Thu, 31 Jul 2008 11:19 EST :| http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1815331 àª†àªàª¾àª° àª¤àª¾àª°à«‹ àª•à«‡ àª†àªµà«€ àª®àª¿àª¤à«àª°àª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€, àª†àªªàª£àª¾ àª¸àª‚àª¬àª‚àª§àª®àª¾àª‚ àª•à«‡àªµà«€ àª¸à«àª‚àª¦àª°àª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€, àª¦à«àª¨àª¿àª¯àª¾àª®àª¾àª‚ àª²à«‹àª¹à«€àª¨àª¾ àª¸àª‚àª¬àª‚àª§ àªªàª£ àª¤à«àªŸà«€àª‚ àªœàª¾àª¯ àª›à«‡, àªªàª£ àª®àª¨à«‡ àª¦à«‹àª¸à«àª¤à«€àª®àª¾àª‚ àªªàª£ àª•à«‡àªµà«€ àªªàªµàª¿àª¤à«àª°àª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€... àª•à«‹àª‡ àªªàª£ àªµàª¾àª¤ àª•àª¹à«€ àª¶àª•à«€àª àª›à«€àª àªàª•-àª¬à«€àªœàª¾àª¨à«‡, àª®àª¿àª¤à«àª° àª¤à«‡ àª¦à«àªƒàª– àª¦à«àª° àª•àª°àªµàª¾àª¨à«€ àª•à«‡àªµà«€ àª¸àª¤à«àª¤à«àª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€, àª¨àª¹àª¿ àª›à«‹àª¡à«€ àª¶àª•à«€àª àª† àª®àª¿àª¤à«àª°àª¤àª¾àª¨à«‡ àª•à«‹àª‡ àªªàª£ àª°à«€àª¤à«‡, àª†àªªàª£àª¾ àª¸àª‚àª¬àª‚àª§àª®àª¾àª‚ àªªà«àª°àªà«àª‚àª àªªàª£ àª•à«‡àªµà«€ àª…àªŸà«àªŸà«àªŸàª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€, àª¹à«àª‚ àª…àªªà«‚àª°à«àª£ àª¹àª¤à«‹ àª¤àª®àª¾àª°à«€ àª®àª¿àª¤à«àª°àª¤àª¾ àªµàª¿àª¨àª¾, àª¤àª®à«‡ àª¸àª¾àª¥ àª†àªªà«€ àª•à«‡àªµà«€ àªªà«‚àª°à«àª£àª¤àª¾ àª†àªªà«€...... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1815331 Mon, 23 Jun 2008 08:22 EST Life! EH! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1814208 àªœà«€àª¨à«àª¦àª—à«€ àªœàª¾àª£à«‡ àª•à«…àªŸàª²àª¾ àªµàª£àª¾àª‚àª• àª†àªªà«‡ àª›à«‡! àª¦àª°à«‡àª• àªµàª£àª¾àª‚àª• àªªàª° àª¨àªµàª¾ àª¸àªµàª¾àª² àª†àªªà«‡ àª›à«‡, àª¶à«‹àª§àª¤àª¾ àª°àª¹à«€àª¯à«‡ àª†àªªàª£à«‡ àªœàªµàª¾àª¬ àªœà«€àª¨à«àª¦àª—à«€ àªàª°, àªœàªµàª¾àª¬ àª®àª³à«‡ àª¤à«‹ àªœà«€àª¨à«àª¦àª—à«€ àª¸àªµàª¾àª² àª¬àª¦àª²à«€ àª¨àª¾àª‚àª–à«‡ àª›à«‡!   Life Takes Too Much Turns. Every New Turn Has A New Question. We Try To Figure Out That Answer For Our Entire Life!! And When We Find The Answer! Life Just Flips The Question Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1814208 Thu, 19 Jun 2008 06:27 EST Knowing Yourself! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1813623 You grow up the day you have your first real laugh at Yourself.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1813623 Tue, 17 Jun 2008 09:23 EST ! ! ! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1783334 áƒ¦â˜†â— When you think about it...your love life could be like a frustrating movie. Everyone is yelling at the screen, 'tell her you love her,' but you just can't seem to get it out â—â˜†áƒ¦ Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1783334 Fri, 14 Mar 2008 12:12 EST Two Things! http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1782196 Two Thing I AM - Compassionate,Flirt Two Thing I'm Not - Hypocrite,Liar Two Thing I like - Honesty,Commitment Two Thing I Hate - Arrogance,Dramas Two Thing I Wish I Had - A Real Sister, Straight Thoughts                                               Two Thing I Wish I Wasn't - An Asshole,A Jerk                                                              Two Thing I Want To Be - Humble, Proud Son Two Thing I Never Want To Be - Insincere, Liar Two Thing I Wish For - Infinite Happiness Wid The Woman I'll Marry,Two Lovely Kids Two Thing I Never Wish For - Losing My Loved Ones Again,Pain To Anyone Two Greatest Wish For The World - Peace & Harmony Two Greatest Wish For Orphans - A Gud Home & Lovin Family To Adopt Them,Learn To Live Two Simple Wish For U - The Love & Happiness U Well Deserve,  Two Simple Wish For Myslf- A Peaceful Life & Painless Death Personal http://www.zorpia.com/GotPlayed/journal/1782196 Tue, 11 Mar 2008 04:17 EST