Journals
Wednesday,Jul 11 2007, 05:05:20 PMI DiEd CaUsE I NeVeR LiVeD
i was dead..........i came
alive..........i was tears..............i became laughter.........all
because of love.........when it arrived...........my temporal
life..............from then on....changed to eternal...........love
said to me........you are not.......crazy enough you don't............fit this house...............i went and......became crazy.....crazy enough to be in chains.........love said........you are not............intoxicated enough.....you don't fit the group.........i went and........got drunk..........drunk enough..........to overflow with light-headedness............love said.............you are still.......too clever...filled with imagination and skepticism..........i went and........became gullible......and in fright
pulled away...from it all.........love said..........you are a candle.........attracting everyone gathering every one.........around you........i am no more........a candle spreading light i gather no more crowds......and like smoke............i am all scattered now.......love said you
are a teacher.......you are a head........and for everyone.....you are
a leader...i am no more..not a teacher.....not a leader......just a
servant............to your wishes love said.....you already
have.......your own wings.........i will not give you......more
feathers...and then my heart........pulled itself apart......and filled
to the brim with a new light.....overflowed with fresh life.........now even the heavens are thankful that....because of love........i have become........the giver of light

