i dont know why.....suddenley...i felt very sad....coz 2 much reason....

when i open the cigarette box...i saw 20 cigarette sleep inside...i start smoke...start 2 miss u...from my heart....

i smoke 20 pieces...i found 20 pieces reason 2 miss u.....but i cant find 1 reason 2 forget u...

the 1st one....it remine me the 1st day when we met each other...it let me remember that important day.

the 2nd one....it let me remember the 1st smile u give me....

the 3rd one....if i feel longly...coz i miss u...even i smoke cigarette..but thats mean i smoke my heart 2 remember u....

the 4th one....it let me remember my birthday...coz u biside me that day...thats the important day i need 2 remember...

the 5th one....it let me remember what u said ..what u do...how u take care of me..how u make me smile.....

the 6th one....it let me remember u said im ur wife...even we dont get married...but still make my heart felt sweet....

the 7th one...it let me remember the 1st time i saw u...suddenly u in my eyes forever..even after longtime...i still remember...

the 8th one...it let me remember u said....u like holding me 2 sleep...u like touch my face...at that time...i can felt ur love....i still remember 1 day...u ask me...how much u love me?i told u 7-11....

the 9th one....if '9' mean forever...i will make a big '9' tattoo on my heart...coz i think that can let u stay in my world ....beside me...love me...longer than before....

the 10th one...i smoke 2 much....it make my throat felt pain...but i think that pain not from my throat...that from my heart...coz i miss u so much...that feeling like a knife cut my heart slowly by ur hand.....

the 11th one...thats the 11 pieces i smoke..thats mean'1'heart'1'lover....thats mean'1'love'1'life....so habibi...do u r feel how much i miss u now?

the 12th one...i just wanna ask u ...what happend with u?why u can make me sad like that?how u can leave me like a dog in the street?

the 13th one...i feel cold....and u?i need ur holding same before....i miss ur holding...u r the only port 4 me....i just a small boat...now i looks like a boat lose the way in the sea...

the 14th one...it still remine me ur holding....i need u ...i miss u..i love u....

the 15th one...it let me remember we stay at home everyday...u holding me..i sleep on ur chest...u touch my hair everyday...

the 16th one...i write ur name on this cigarette...coz when i smoke....it will go 2 my lung...lung never the heart....honey i wanna keep u in my heart forever.......i dont wanna share with another girl....even just a smile.....

the 17th one...i wanna keep u in my holding forever...never let u say goodbye....

the 18th one...honey ....if i need 2 leave at next street....u will wait for me....or follow my step?honey....if one day i leave....please waitting for me.....waitting for me at that old street...

the 19th one...u say u love my eyes.....but do u know why have water inside....coz this one let me remember too much sweet day we have before....when i remember this....i cant contrl my tear any more....

the 20th one...honey...i know the reason im not a good wife..not a good gf.im not Miss Right in ur life.but i just wanna let u know whatever...u r my Mr Right in my life...this one is the last one....i wanna know ...after i finish the last one ....can i stop 2 miss u?

in this few days....i smoke more than 20pieces...i miss u not only 20 reason...but one box of

cigarette...just have 20pieces right....i smoke all cigarette....but u never beside me....i wanna know....when i smoke next box....u will come 2 me or not....i wanna know...if  i smoke next box...i miss u more and more or i can forget u?im not sure u will beside me when i smoke next box...but im sure...i will miss u more and more when i smoke next one.....