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I'm a Nerd ^.^v

Sun, 17 May 2009 14:44 EST

Anime/Manga Nerd
[x] You watch anime.
[x] You read manga.
[x] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before.
[x] You have cosplayed.
[x] You have done so in public.
[x] You have been to an anime/manga convention.
[ ] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[x] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew.
[x] You enjoy drawing anime.
[x]People know you as the 'anime' person.
[x]You know that it is pronounced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled.

Anime/manga nerd: 12/14

VIDEO GAME NERD
[x] You play video games.
[x] You own more than 4 different video game systems.
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video games every day.
[x] You have played a video game for over 10 hours.
[x] You have songs from your favorite video games on your MP3/iPod
[x] You love to talk about video games.
[x] You memorize the dates for when a new game is being released.
[x] People know you as the 'gamer' person.
[x] You spend more time on video games than you do hanging out with friends.
[x] Your gaming system is in your room, not counting portable things like a DS.
[x] You have preferences when it comes to what company your game came from.
[ ] You've had debates over which company is the best.
[x] You keep playing a game until you beat it.
[ ] It makes you angry when you found out somebody looked up cheat codes on the internet to beat their game.

Video Game Nerd: 13/15

How so i know he Loves me

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 22:49 EST

How do I know he loves me....

its in way he says he loves me...
its in the way he holds me in his arms...
its in the way he nudges my face with his nose when he wants a kiss...
its in the little love songs that he sings to me...
its when he sings me those love songs when i need it...
its in the way he lets me complain and let it all out and dose not hold any of it against me...
its in the way he worries when i get little bit hurt...
its in the way he calls me his precious honey bunny angel queen and any other cute unusual name he can come up with...
its when he blows me kisses no matter where he is...
its when he says i can call any time and as many times i want to and dose not get mad if i do...
its when he says he going to give me a blue rose when they do not exist....
its when he turns down some thing because he knows it might hurt me...
its when he calls me every morning and night, even if its for a few minutes just so i can hear his voice and he can hear mine....

he swears that he hates cats, but let when my cat was sick he still asked how he was doing....

i know if he had money he would spoil me rotten...

i can be me around him no matter how im feeling and he can do the same... and he excepts me as i come i do not have to change a thing...

that is the way he shows his love to me, that is how i know im loved....
i do not need things to know all that, the proof is more then clear that he cares

I Love You Sithy my Dear Sweetsums

who or what am i?

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 03:12 EST

Why is it the only time i feel true happy is when im alone and just saying whatever, doing what ever i feel, just with the music turned up and dancing and daydreaming… i feel when im at my wildest, im the most happy…

Over time im beginning to think that im not really any thing, im just there…
like a wild animal or some thing out there… i feel a lot like the story Nightingale
im not meant to be cased, changed, trained, moved, molded…
maybe.. just maybe im like a blue rose..
you know what a blue rose mean and is, no? (answer: Blue roses traditionally signify mystery or attaining the impossible. They are believed to be able to grant the owner youth or grant wishes.)

I feel like I just mean to se watched, not owned… like many try to do to me. I would not mind if there was some one else there, I love to play. But play with me not against me… I guess what this is about is trying to find someone that is not there, trying to get my wings back for good… “If I was trapped would you save me, if I lost my wings would you be there?” do you know what that means?

A-kon 19

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 00:38 EST

i jsut got back from a-kon, well, really i been home sense 7 today (sunday 6-01-08), but there is some pictures of me at a-kon in my pictures, and here is a link to some more
Z Gallery

hope you liek them, leave comments about them... its the only way ill make it until next a-kon... for now going to bed in hopes that is stops feeling like its moving or going up and down elvaters.

Graduation

Thu, 08 May 2008 23:40 EST

i finally graduated ^.^v 4 longs years and i finally there

pictures:

http://www.zorpia.com/HaneMitsukai/album/1057056/My_Graduation

reply: la resistosns

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:17 EST

i agree! more or less i have done to the same. i mean i would want some one to accept me for who i am. and if that means dressing up in chain mill and running around in the woods like wields then so be it. i am wield, unusual, the days leading up to Easter i had a big work list and no help, so i throw back my head with my hand on my forehead and said i can see the light, oh moma i'm coming home in my best southern bell voice. they just stopped and looked at me and said what the hell. i replied see im insane, you have to send me home with a big grin. they said, nice try. but that is just who i am, nutty enough to even try, but i am on pretty good terms with management. Live for who you are and not for what other want!

chain up

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 01:49 EST

Chain up

Let play a game to find out how your friends are from you true friends.

The rules of the game are very simple. Just answer the questions by putting in the name of the friend that you would do that for.

Then simple post it every where so your friends can find it, read, answer and repost.

Oh, and the biggest rule of the all, no lying, cheating or any tom foolery, because if you do then the result will be worst then if you just told the truth.

1. Who would you wave and smile if you saw them?

Every one I know

2. Who would you stop and ask how you doing?

Sarah, Holly, Katy, Oriza, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Ramandeep, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit, Laura.

3. Who would you actually stop and have a conversation with?

Sarah, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Ramandeep, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit

4. Who would you post a comment for their birthday because a reminder you?

Every one I know

5. Who would you send or give a card for their birthday?

Sarah, Holly, Katy, Oriza, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Ramandeep, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit, Laura.

6. Who would you actually plan out party/get other for their birthday?

Sarah, Katy, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Sharlit

7. Who would you tell get better soon to if they were sick because they said they were sick? Every one I know

8. Who would you send a card to if they were sick?

Sarah, Katy, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit, Laura.

9. Who would you go over to their house and take care of them if they were sick?

Sarah, Sese, Jeremy, Jordan, Davi, Melanie, Matthew

10. Who would you just be there any let them cry on your shoulder?

Sarah, Katy, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit

11. Who would you call to get together with just because?

Sarah, Katy, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Fire, Mary, Sharlit

12. Who would you call just to talk to them?

Sarah, Katy, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit

13. Who would you go insane with just because they are?

Sarah, , Katy, Oriza, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit

14. Who would you stand by when things get ruff for them?

Sarah, Holly, Katy, Oriza, V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zachariah, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Gus, Ramandeep, Fire, Regie, Mary, Allie, Sharlit, Laura

15. Who would you pay for because you know they are having a hard time?

Sarah,V, Sese, Ku, Jeremy, Jordan, Nick, Zack, Davi, Melanie, Matthew, Fire, Regie, Mary, Sharlit

Results:

Find out what the questions mean

Casual friend

If your name is only in questions 1, 4, 7, this person see you as casual friend. They just know your name if then that and maybe a few other little things about you.

Good friend

If your name is in questions 2, 3, 5, 8, 12, 14, this person is a good friend to you. They know you well, and have known you maybe for year or more.

True friend

If your name is in all of the questions this person is a true friend to you. They know it all and well to go almost any thing for you. If you say you see pink elections, they see them too.

Happy Thanksgiving

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 17:34 EST

Happy Thanksgiving all

make sure you all come back 5 pounds heavier

message to the ex

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 00:26 EST

"I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson

I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep 
So I dont have to make a bad impression 
I need to start to be myself 
'cause I'm sick of everybody else 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me 
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done 
But I guess you were better off without me 
I need to start to be myself 
Because I'm sick of everybody else 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away) 
It's here and now I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that i wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate) 
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away) 
But i will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late...)"

Boys Like Girls - Broken Man

screams

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 15:14 EST

i just want to is drive down the road with my windows down and my system up screaming at the up of my lunghs Sugar, Bat Country, Bitches, AND Naruto - Go or any thing to get out this pint up englery.

I Want To Sing Dance, and i want to people head to turn and mouth to drop when i do.

*now back to the real world* i sersy would if some one take me to go do it, just that John laughs when i say stiff like that.

i wish i could be around some one that i completely break lose with, just be me, all of me, the whole 100%, the wild insane weirdo anime driven geek that just want to break lose that i am. one day i want to be a giddy school girl tot he next of going getting in fights!!!

but im so lost in my self that i can not find a way out of any thing. money, feels, heart mind, dreams, reality wise.

*Screams* FUCK YOU AND IT ALL GOSE AWAY... I BLEED IT OUT JUST TO TAKE IT DEEPER JUST TO THROW IT AWAY BICH LOVE ME BECUASE THEY KNOW I CAN ROCK, BITCH LOVE ME BECUASE THEY KNOW I CAN RIME, BITCH LOVE ME BEUCASE THEY KNOW I CAN FUCK, BITCH LOVE ME BECAUSE THEY KNOW IM ON TIME.

*falls back* help?

what a day

Sat, 10 Nov 2007 00:19 EST

what a day...

if my life was not bad enough...

every one up at work just apslut adoors me *jump up and down like a gigge school girl* im loved o^.^o

but down side is that i want to transfer to the new store that their are opening that is about 10 mintures away from me.

plus john gets all pissy any time i talk to one of my ex, which i can see why, but still... its not like he can try any thing from how far away he is. but i know why im acting the way i am, and i just need to stop it becuase its stupid. *sigh*

night post

Fri, 19 Oct 2007 00:20 EST

it seem no matter how many pills i take, im still feel deperesed. hunger lashs at me like a wrips across me. my baby crys out for food to the point that i feel deathly sick from its calls of hunger. i can feel sleep come over me all the time, jsut the dark blackish is some thing i look for. jsut any thing away from the pain.

what i would not give

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 00:45 EST

jsut with evry thing that is going on now days in my life, all i really want is some one to hold me and just cunfert me. not argue with me... my mom is dating a 79 year old man... and no one gets that i do not care if they jsut freinds but the whole dating thing is what getting to, that and her become untrustwerfy.... John says she has her own life, my mom says the same tihng, the only one i think gets wht i feel is my brotehr, but we do not talk much. so that dose not help much.

on top of that, John made me sigh up for the free xbox thing and now i got people carging me for thing i have not even ordered. that is jsut one headeach on top of a other, becase u got to call the bank cancel my card, and to even get the stupid xbox i got to renew my driver lisins... its more of a pain then any thing, but John dose not help me bit in that...

on of that, im doing ok in my class but im barely making it. i do not know why i can not sit down and study like i use to. its like i have no real will to, that or im all ways tired or feeling really sick like i am now.

that is a other thing, my stumice is hurting, i feel like im going to barff, my head hurts, my eyes ich, and i keep snezing and chouffing... i still get treatid like im healflyer then every one elea int he whole house... when i got to be the sickest... being asked to take places to the kinson, asfter i have said im not feeling good, im going to sleep, then when i say no, he ast like i being a herk for not wanting to take the plate in there becase i like sick as a dog... GOD DAM IDOTS... and i know what im talking about when i say that, every day when i drive to work i have to go down el rodo.... and have to dill with every god blessed moronit rich person on the raod that drive like 10 over and do not use bleckers, or slam on their bracks, or act like they have the right way when there is 2in between you and the car haed. all this being sick is worrying me that i might be peregit, but as i thought John is not comfrerting me at all... like he has been for a while...

all i want is some one to talk to that comfert me a little, but i only have one friend that talks to me half of the time and bearly that becaseu her boyfriend is all way off in egipye and she talkt o him more.... and John deleted more of my other friends number out of my cell beucae their where guys... other then matt (becaue he oberly cretion) and sese (becuae i can not call him becuse hw is over sea)

what would be nice

Mon, 08 Oct 2007 21:10 EST

every get that feeling like you going to turn around and there is going to be all your friends, the new and the old, just standing there smiling and waving?(Amged)(Davi)(Sarah)(Katy)(Melanie)(Matthew)(Gus)(Ramandeep)(John)(Regie)(Fire)(V)(Ku)(Sese)(Mary)(Jordan) (Jeremy)(Zack)(all dojo)

I do, and I wish it would happen to...

some days I get the feeling like Fire, V, Ku, Seseare all going to show up and just going to be standing there smiling waving at me once i turn around. it would be nice, even though I know it probably not happen, they do not even know where I live now or where I work really. and I have not really talked to any of them in a long time or even hared from them. but I really miss being one of the guys. just being able to called them up and talk to them. I still have all their number, just incase they do ever call me...

some times I swear glance at a when I’m walking, I see some one that looks like them and hope comes and then goes. I swear one time that ku had signed up for one of my Karta class and I sat there and glared at him for a month just to make sure I was not insane. but it would be nice to see them all, just able to turn around and feel that joy and shock at the same time. what a wonderful feeling it would be to be able to feel again.

^.^ I guess I just want my life to be like an anime more then the dill drama it is.

Free From Koger's

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 23:16 EST

today was the last day up at Koger's and what a day is was. i hardy got any work done, just sat around talking to people and saying good bye. people giving me all kind of stuff, cake, cupcakes, desserts, artwork, money.... and lots of hugs. im so sad that im leaving, i miss all my friends up there. even Gus the freezer manger gave me a hug when i let yesterday.... i have to wonder if ill see any of then again, or if they even will remember me a while from now. but i gave them all cranes for good luck...knowing some of them, they need it... the bakery end up burning down, with poor Amged running around like crazy.

pictures of all my friends:
http://www.zorpia.com/HaneMitsukai/album/928197/Freinds_at_Kroger