Thursday,Nov 22 2007, 09:34:16 PMHappy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving all 

make sure you all come back 5 pounds heavier 

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Tuesday,Nov 20 2007, 04:26:54 AMmessage to the ex

"I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson

I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep 
So I dont have to make a bad impression 
I need to start to be myself 
'cause I'm sick of everybody else 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me 
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done 
But I guess you were better off without me 
I need to start to be myself 
Because I'm sick of everybody else 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I took one big step and I looked away 
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate 

I won't let you bring me down 
It's here and now 
I'm breaking out 
I will learn to love again 
But I will stand a broken man 

I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away) 
It's here and now I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that i wanted to say 
I'm always too late 
You never got your story straight 
I'm always up late 
I think I'm everything you hate) 
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away) 
But i will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say 
I'm always too late...)"

Boys Like Girls - Broken Man

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Saturday,Nov 10 2007, 07:14:57 PMscreams

i just want to is drive down the road with my windows down and my system up screaming at the up of my lunghs Sugar, Bat Country, Bitches, AND Naruto - Go or any thing to get out this pint up englery. 

I Want To Sing Dance, and i want to people head to turn and mouth to drop when i do.

*now back to the real world* i sersy would if some one take me to go do it, just that John laughs when i say stiff like that.

 i wish i could be around some one that i completely break lose with, just be me, all of me, the whole 100%, the wild insane weirdo anime driven geek that just want to break lose that i am. one day i want to be a giddy school girl tot he next of going getting in fights!!!

but im so lost in my self that i can not find a way out of any thing. money, feels, heart mind, dreams, reality wise.

*Screams* FUCK YOU AND IT ALL GOSE AWAY... I BLEED IT OUT JUST TO TAKE IT DEEPER JUST TO THROW IT AWAY   BICH LOVE ME BECUASE THEY KNOW I CAN ROCK, BITCH LOVE ME BECUASE THEY KNOW I CAN RIME, BITCH LOVE ME BEUCASE THEY KNOW I CAN FUCK, BITCH LOVE ME BECAUSE THEY KNOW IM ON TIME.

*falls back* help?

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Saturday,Nov 10 2007, 04:19:02 AMwhat a day

what a day... 

if my life was not bad enough...

every one up at work just apslut adoors me *jump up and down like a gigge school girl* im loved o^.^o

but down side is that i want to transfer to the new store that their are opening that is about 10 mintures away from me.

 plus john gets all pissy any time i talk to one of my ex, which i can see why, but still... its not like he can try any thing from how far away he is. but i know why im acting the way i am, and i just need to stop it becuase its stupid. *sigh*

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