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February 27 2009
00:15 - Almost every single day for the last three weeks. Make... it... stop.
00:17 - "I fathomed not; you wanted to escape."

March 22 2009
19:34 - In a pissy mood. Probably because I've only had 5 hours of sleep. Leave me alone.
March 23 2009
19:05 - I've got a monster inside me, gnawing on my heart.
March 31 2009
20:11 - This day has been horrible at best. Hope tomorrow will be better.

May 12 2009
00:17 - shit
May 12 2009
10:44 - Sending a dummy to my God
May 24 2009
09:55 - Dave, Dave, Dave, Dave, Dave, Dave...
09:56 - How I wish you were here.
09:56 - You help keep me sane..
10:31 - I fucking miss you.

June 1 2009
11:19 - This last week has been... weird. Fix me, please.
June 8 2009
10:58 - 3 years.
10:59 - Mine. All mine.
June 23 2009
08:38 - I'm a possessive bitch. You're mine, and you love it.
June 30 2009
23:39 - Now it's over, I'm dead and I haven't done anything that I want, or I'm still alive and there's nothing I want to do.

July 10 2009
18:12 - Fuck China.
July 12 2009
12:53 - Fuck China, fuck Spain, fuck Scandinavia.
July 28 2009
19:40 - You're not allowed to die, J.

August 9 2009
20:55 - I love you dearly.

September 6 2009
12:34 - For the first time in what seems like an eternity, I feel genuinely happy.
09.09.09
22:14 - I am happy and in sync, thanks to my wonderful boy.
September 19 2009
12:36 - To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold, utopian dream.
September 23 2009
11:32 - I am so fucking in love with you.

October 10 2009
19:51 - All the people who call you theirs are wrong. You belong to your girl.
October 15 2009
19:01 - They are the special ones, we have not been chosen. Injustice is the norm.
October 18 2009
14:09 - When life gives you lemons, shove them down your throat and choke on them.
October 21 2009
20:14 - Crap on a fucking stick.
20:15 - Tomorrow's the big day. fuckme.

November 2 2009
17:06 - Doctor's appointment tomorrow. I seriously don't wanna go.
November 4 2009
03:27 - Orange berries, 63 yellow pills in orange packets, an orange-ish bruise on my arm... Man, I wish I had The Orange Box here.
03:37 - I am yours.
November 11 2009
11:35 - She knows, and they know. Nothing can stop us now.
11:37 - Fingernails are too long, guitar won't like it. Cut [x] Paint [?] Play [x]
November 15 2009
00:45 - So many letters, so little ACTUAL INFORMATION.
November 18 2009
11:22 - Like every child you've chosen to rebel.
23:32 - I am not a big fan of human beings. Most of you are rotten inside.
November 19 2009
14:33 - Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
November 20 2009
18:16 - Bad, bad day. 3-4 hours of sleep - yeah... not enough. Damn hormones.
19:06 - Put a gun to my head and paint the wall with my brains.
November 22 2009
13:06 - "The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results."
13:07 - NOTHING fails like prayer.









A bunch of quotes:

"You know," said Arthur, "it's at times like this, when I'm trapped in a Vogon airlock with a man from Betelgeuse, and about to die from asphyxiation in deep space that I really wish I'd listened to what my mother told me when I was young."
"Why, what did she tell you?"
"I don't know, I didn't listen."

"For an introvert his environment is himself and can never be subject to startling or unforeseen change."

"Fashion is what you adopt when you don't know who you are."

"The young always have the same problem - how to rebel and conform at the same time. They have now solved this by defying their parents and copying one another."

"To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe. And I think every human being should be a conscious tool of the universe...."

"None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free. "

"Life is a comedy for those who think... and a tragedy for those who feel."










I SEE YOU
...because I'm a Royal Zorpian. We see everything.
I'm gonna keep this message even after my royal thingy
expires just to mess with people's heads. I'm nice like that.
Also, I only have one eye.
And my fucking pupil isn't fucking centered!









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...your savior has abandoned you
They are the special ones, we have not been chosen

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Friday,Nov 20 2009, 11:38:46 AMZorpia Coins

I can't stop staring at the huge gold coin at the top of this page... The "0 Gold Coins" title is mockingly reminding me that I am poor. Whatever, I'm gonna go play with my night vision goggles now.

Wednesday,Oct 21 2009, 08:15:03 PMFixing a broken microwave

A few weeks ago as I was trying to heat some leftovers, the inside of my microwave suddenly flashed and I heard a loud bang. I haven't been able to use it since, and I'm really starting to crave easy meals. If I don't log on tomorrow.... well, you've probably guessed why.

Saturday,Oct 10 2009, 07:04:11 PMDina

Do not ever be lonely as I have been. For I have only one friend. Death. He lies here beside me in my bed, faithful till the end. And his cold breath makes my eyes water.

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11/13/2009 2:46 AMoprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
why dont u like her anymore?

11/13/2009 6:54 PMRe: oprah

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
She's... insane.

11/13/2009 11:06 PMRe: Re: oprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
opariah? how do u figure that?

11/14/2009 11:57 AMRe: Re: Re: oprah

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
The way she behaves in general is... crayzay. And she said some stuff about music that really pissed me off. lol. Gonna write a journal about it soon, methinks.

11/14/2009 2:51 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: oprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
what did she say about music?

11/18/2009 11:54 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
he made a name for himself as lead singer of "hootie and the blowfish" they got really popular playing the college frat houses and such back in the late 90's. so now i guess he wants to be the new Charlie Pride. Charlie Pride is the only black country music singer that has made a big splash. Personally, i dont care for Darius' music on the strength instead of going straight to the country genre, he couldve just done rock and roll like my man Chuck Berry, but to each his own. im sure he will make a s**t load of money, but at what cost to his soul?

11/18/2009 2:33 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
hahahaaa. get this: he just put out a country music record.

11/18/2009 7:32 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Yeah, he and Oprah were talking about it on her show. I wikied him, apparently he used to be a rock musician (unless Wikipedia is lying). I'd never heard of him before I saw him on her weird show. Haha.

11/17/2009 3:41 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

jamadian
richard 33, Toronto, Ontario, Canada
she mustve been hanging out with the guy from "hootie and the blowfish"

11/18/2009 10:04 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Yes!! The Darius guy! Man, he was annoying.

11/14/2009 10:47 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: oprah

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
According to her and some guy, country music's the only music genre with "soul". Also, it's the *only* genre where you can find singer/songwriters today. Which is total bullsh*t. It's basically a LIE. But she agreed 100%, like she usually does when she hears something that doesn't make sense at all.

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11/2/2009 8:33 PMdot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
did you notice how the dude from turkey and and the dude from afghanistan have the same email id??????

11/2/2009 9:55 PMRe: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
The second guy is on my friend list. He does weird sh*t like that.

11/5/2009 7:22 PMRe: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
i see, he is trying to be more weird then me......cant be having that now can we,
nice hair by the way reminds me of the time i went to ikea, there was this dude at the till who winked at me, never went back to ikea again

11/1/2009 5:44 PMaehmmm

niko1984
Innocent Boi 25, St. Paul, Minnesota, United States
Sibbie...

hi :O

11/2/2009 4:03 PMRe: aehmmm

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Hi!! How've you been? :)

10/25/2009 3:10 AMhi

ZorpiaYouser
Zorpian 22, Montserrat
hello lol give me your msn or yahoo my dagci01@yahoo.com

10/25/2009 6:50 PMRe: hi

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Don't you have better things to do in your free time?

10/25/2009 7:55 PMRe: Re: hi

ZorpiaYouser
Zorpian 22, Montserrat
Masturbation usually

10/16/2009 9:04 PMhi

dagci01
tamer 32, Antalya, Turkey
hello lol give me your msn or yahoo my dagci01@yahoo.com

10/16/2009 9:11 PMRe: hi

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
No.

10/15/2009 7:16 PMyo

antybo
antybo 20, athlone, Ireland
not tryin 2 b smart r anything but is cold.
is d northin lights in antarctica?

10/15/2009 8:11 PMRe: yo

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
I don't really live in Antarctica.

10/23/2009 7:36 PMRe: Re: yo

antybo
antybo 20, athlone, Ireland
oh,my mistake

10/14/2009 6:07 AMhmm

fucckstain
rr 108, India
I was wondering as why this page looks some what familiar...

10/14/2009 11:05 AMRe: hmm

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Familiar?

10/15/2009 11:52 AMRe: Re: hmm

fucckstain
rr 108, India
haha I was gonna make a lame comeback,but i dont recall what it was,nor can i up with a good one now.Though,i expected you to question lol.

10/15/2009 5:11 PMRe: Re: Re: hmm

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Haha. Awesome.

10/16/2009 11:01 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: hmm

fucckstain
rr 108, India
Haha Just one of those black out moments,where everything shuts down :P

10/16/2009 12:34 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: hmm

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
I've been there - too many times. lol

So... some douchebag is reporting my comments and getting them banned. Apparently I'm "attacking" a guy on Zorpia.

Does this look like an attack to you?

"You should do some more research, and by research I mean the real kind, not just religious stuff :)

And it's cute how you keep spamming the forums with videos about Islam (like here, the Fitness & Health forum), and then go and report my comment because I'm "attacking" you. That's not what I did at all, I'm just sick of seeing videos about Islam popping up everywhere. There's a reason why they stopped topics in Religion & Philosophy from showing up as Hot Topics, you know."


This guy Becks has been spamming the forums with loads of videos about Islam, and *I'm* the one getting banned. rofl. Check this out: http://www.zorpia.com/forum/48454/415432/
He claims that pork is bad for your health (which is why he posted the topic in the Fitness & Health forum) without even giving proof (the only thing he says is that it has worms, which has been proven to be false), then he posts a bunch of videos about why Muslims don't eat pork. Come on, he includes vids about Islam in every topic he posts, why is this guy not banned for spamming the site?

Topics in Religion & Philosophy don't show up in the Hot Topics section BECAUSE it pisses people off. Then he goes and posts topics in other forums cuz he knows they'll show up as Hot Topics for everyone to see so he can try to brainwash us. Seriously, why is he still here?

10/17/2009 4:38 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hmm

fucckstain
rr 108, India
Yea,It sounds silly when u black out,but after awhile when u recall about it,its totally worth it . lol

Hmm depends on how you take a look at it.From a normal intellectual angle it looks like you are giving him a suggestion.From a retard's point of view it looks like "You just burst a bubble ,and its too hard for me to handle",so it looks like an attack lol.

Haha yea,i did see it. Its amazing lol . Oh yea,thank god (if he exists) for retards like him. He is quiet entertaining to rip on lol

He is there for pure entertainment purpose.Lets rip on him.Zorpian admins must've grown lazy :P They are not even taking a look at the content,and they are just banning it w/o reading it. WOW!

10/18/2009 11:00 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hmm

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Hahah, yeah, that must be it. Damn retards should try to grow brains instead of misconstruing everything.

I don't find him entertaining at all, just annoying. It surprises me that this guy is still here. Can't they see that he's spamming the site?

I actually PMed them and they said they'd investigate the matter. Hope I'll get my comments unbanned cuz I was attacking the topic, not the user. And I don't think that counts as "harassment". lol

11/10/2009 1:36 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hmm

fucckstain
rr 108, India
I wouldnt blame them.
p.s: Not all can grow one.

Hehe Nothing is fair,is it?

Yup,true.

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10/5/2009 8:28 PMdot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
hehe this place is great i found this dude whomve ive been pissing off without even trying to be rude, he just took offense to me saying "bloddy hell"

10/6/2009 6:38 PMRe: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Haha, you're so British. Awesome.

10/6/2009 8:14 PMRe: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
i know,i hate this country but i love being british strange, haha i guess i was wrong ive managed to anger 3 people now, im currently working on some satanist guy and this chick from canada who wont get shagged by anyone, its well amazing

[url]http://en.zorpia.com/forum/48057/412612/comment_id=48577812#c48577812[/url]- satanist geeza

http://en.zorpia.com/forum/47939/413528/comment_id=48573890#c48573890[/url]-canadian chick
there was another topic where it started of but its not in my responses bit because unfortunately she couldnt find a response to what i said

10/7/2009 11:28 AMRe: Re: Re: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Aww, you're such a cute little troll. Haha.

10/8/2009 6:27 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
i know, its so bloody easy tho, im making complete shepards pie out of them, its seems as if the standard of zorpians nowadays is slipping
oh and make sure to check the two threads when you get the chance, i like an audience

10/8/2009 7:50 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
always happy to help

10/8/2009 7:22 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
And now I'm hungry. Thank you so much.

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10/3/2009 8:55 PMdot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
are you still up for some noob bashing like in the old days, (not that kind of bashing tho)

10/4/2009 9:48 AMRe: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Aw, sounds like fun, but I don't know if I have the energy.

10/4/2009 8:24 PMRe: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
man youre just not the same like you used to be, you could with spliff

10/4/2009 8:50 PMRe: Re: Re: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Hmm?

10/4/2009 9:04 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
it'll be fun

10/5/2009 11:44 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
oops

10/4/2009 9:07 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

thebigmac0exists
abdullahbigm 19, London, United Kingdom
nope noob bashing, and i left some pleasentries on the indian chicks topic and there's this canadian dude called matt, whom ive been ripping for quite a while now

10/4/2009 9:42 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Hah, I saw. She's bitching at me now.

10/4/2009 9:05 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: dot

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
What'll be fun? Getting high?

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9/23/2009 5:08 PM:)

SolemnWanderer
Roshni Royal Zorpian  108, Nonsense makes the world go around., United Kingdom
I am soo happy to see you happy. You soo deserve it!
May you remain happy like this, enfolded in love like this all your life :)

Btw....did you really visit my page? Or that was a Zorpia bug? :)

9/30/2009 9:59 AMRe: :)

InfestedWaters
sibbie 21, Antarctica
Aww, thank you so much! I owe it all to a very special boy. :)

Not a bug, I stopped by. Hehe.
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I have a rendezvous with Death
At some disputed barricade

It may be he shall take my hand
And lead me into his dark land
And close my eyes and quench my breath—

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Glassjaw - Ape Dos Mil
Atomship - Time for People
Mudvayne - Forget To Remember
The Raconteurs - The Switch And The Spur
Grandaddy - The Crystal Lake
Rey Mysterio "theme song"
An article about Social Anxiety Disorder
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