Being a health care occupation has its advantages and rewards. You provide and give personal care to the person or persons you are in charge with and in return who gain their respect and trust. Giving a good personal care to the person or persons who have in your care can give them a very good feeling , makes them feel good about themselves, and generally keeps them more active and full of life! As for me, I love giving health care to others because I feel more rewarding when they make you realizes and feel good about myself when they talk back to me and give me a nice comment regarding my care to them and how they treat me with respect and trust. It makes me feel more wanted by them and secure that I’m giving them the best capability, care to them as I can possible can to them and others. I love my job and I want to give better health care to others to show them that I do care for them and I’m not caring for them for the money and my career. That’s how I am to others and so on!

I have been pondering upon myself since I arrived back in the states because I have spent 13 years in the Philippines! I have spent most of my young adulthood life in the Philippines for my studies and self-development upon what I should do in my life and I experienced being married for 4 years. Well, I guess most of my college life in the Philippines was pretty interesting because I studied in 2 different colleges and 2 different vocational schools. The colleges in the Philippines are quite different compare to the colleges in the states even through, I did go to a junior college in the states during January 1993-February 1994 (I wasn’t a regular full-time college student in the states). The colleges in the Philippines are bi-seminar comparing to the tri-seminar junior colleges and the 4-year colleges in the states. Plus, the age differences between the ages of entering college in the states to the Philippines. In the state for college, it’s usually the ages between 17-18 and in the Philippines; it’s usually the ages between 15-17. Yet, it could also vary upon the attitudes of the students and their up-bringing?! Anyway, I am not comparing anyone’s mental capacity or their attributes just remembering what I have observed during those 13 years in the Philippines comparing my 18 years of being raised in the states. Say the least, I’m finally back in the states and I’m starting to realize that I have missed out a lot changes since I was last in the states! The places I used to know are no longer there and/or they have moved to different locations. Most of my old high school friends and other people I used to know and hang around before aren’t around anymore. Yet, that’s not stopping me from making new friends and starting my life all over again from scratch.

To those people I have met in person and/or through the internet that accepted me as a friend but to those who don't know me well enough. I would love to thank them all for accepting my friendship and accepting me as I am. Yet, to those people who I accidentally offended or those who doesn't like the way I am or my attitude…I would love to make formal and public apologies them to all because I'm that the type of person who doesn't want to be hated for life! I just want to be remembered as a person who tried his best in life when I die. Anyway, I am deeply sorry for my cruel and harsh attitude towards the people I offended and hurt them in any way but that's how I am with everyone in my life. Please, just accept me as I am or you can just say never mind a person who is like that…for me, I accept people for who they really are and if I don't like them personally? I'll show it to them and I won't care if they get offended because I'm just being really and true to myself! I hope who ever reads this message can and willing to understand the type of person I am because I am really not that type of person who  will use, hurt, and/or cause of any kind of conflict with anyone related and associated with me but that's my personality and attitude towards life. Thanks for taking the time upon reading my blogs, looking at my profiles, and accepting me as a friend!