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♥Joanna♥ : D ღSwEeT AnGeL of Zorpi@ღ ~ We're never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically, if we cannot trust, neither can we find love or joy. ~
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- Age:103
- Country:Switzerland
- City :sometimes the memories are worth the pain.....
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Monday,Jun 1 2009, 07:01:20 AMTHE TEARS ARE FALLING
My heart feels such pain,
tell me how to stop my tears.
What can I do to ease the pain?
Why, has life always been so hard,
showering me with such heavy burdens?
The tears keep falling
as I lay down to sleep.
My eyes wide open,
flashes of my past,
Of things I lost in my life.
As the tears fall, memories
floating around in my mind,
going back in time.
Remembering all the good times
When I had it all.
The tears are falling like a summer rain,
wishing I could turn back time.
Never thinking one day, there would
be no you here beside me.
With tears falling down my face,
Knowing there is nothing left
but my memories of times past,
When you were there beside me
Keeping me safe.
Making all the problems seem small
As you are standing so tall.
No tears of sorrow,
only Love, hope and happiness,
Never thinking of tomorrow.
Now as my tears are falling
there is no one here to wipe them away.
Just my hands of loneliness
Praying, what to do.
I stare at nothing,trying to decide
where do I go from here,
Which way do I turn?
The tears are falling, remembering
all the things I took for granted,
now that all is lost and gone.
As I wipe the tears falling down my face
I look up to the sky and pray.
"Please God, help to show me the way.
Lead me down the right path,
give me the strength to carry on.
It's so lonely here by myself
with so many things to do.
I need you to give me the faith
to see me through."
The tears have stopped falling.
With God's help I'll figure out
what I need to do.
It may not be the best,
But it's the best that I can do,
Living my life by myself, without you.
Monday,May 11 2009, 06:20:01 PMHOW DO I EASE THE PAIN ?
When I am here and you are there,
miles and miles away from each other
A place where only memory and fantasy brings us together.
A place where our minds revolve around love
and our hearts never stop beating.
Hearing your voice does not fill this hunger,
Cuddling that pillow does not give me that needed warmth either.
I smell your fragrance and it all comes rushing back...
the kiss, the touch, then the tears.
The pain is deeper then any physical wound because it is emotional.
How do I ease the pain that the distance is causing ?
How do I ease this emotion draining state, this emptiness, loneliness and lostness. ?
I will close my eyes, listen deep to my heartbeat because it plays a song of hope.
I look at those shining stars and the full moon for they are visible to both worlds,
they are smiling at me and you.
And then i know that soon enough the only distance
between you and I will be temporary.
I remember the promise made before, the vows we took silently
and then i made a silent prayer not to stumble
because this pain is also temporary
So between now and then I hold you in my soul,
a place where only you and I have the keys to the gates, the key of love.
Between now and then i hold on to memories and thoughts
thoughts of knowing thats you love, trust and miss me.
These may not erase the pain but until I am in your arms again,
until our lips meet again, they will get me trough each day
that passes without you near.
When we meet again there is going to be enough love to cover for all
those days of pain that we went through apart
And maybe then I would have survived the pain.
Saturday,May 9 2009, 02:54:23 PMMY LOVE
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2 days agoI missed u My Angel of Zorpia
I had never ever see this page with such sadness. It reflects how much pain u r with.
If people have to be sad then it wouldn't be you. You were wiping sadness tear from people.
You should not be in such sadness Joanna. Look around, see how much friends friends and family love u.
I sat my room thinking of you always especially in such gloomy Autumn. My recent move let me away from reaching my lovely folks, but not away in mind and thought.
Sun will shine again.
Missed you Joanna == read the bellow alphabet of happiness carefully plz.
Take care my bestest friend
Love u always
Wiz
Alphabet of Happiness...
A--Accept
Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions.
B--Break Away
Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life.
C--Create
Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with.
D--Decide
Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way.
E--Explore
Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself.
F--Forgive
Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes.
G--Grow
Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.
H--Hope
Hope for the best and never forget that anything is possible as long as you remain dedicated to the task.
I--Ignore
Ignore the negative voice inside your head. Focus instead on your goals and remember your accomplishments. Your past success is only a small inkling of what the future holds.
J--Journey
Journey to new worlds, new possibilities, by remaining open-minded. Try to learn something new every day, and you'll grow.
K--Know
Know that no matter how bad things seem, they'll always get better. The warmth of spring always follows the harshest winter.
L--Love
Let love fill your heart instead of hate. When hate is in your heart, there's room for nothing else, but when love is in your heart, there's room for endless happiness.
M--Manage
Manage your time and your expenses wisely, and you'll suffer less stress and worry. Then you'll be able to focus on the important things in life.
N--Notice
Never ignore the poor, infirm, helpless, weak, or suffering. Offer your assistance when possible, and always your kindness and understanding.
O--Open
Open your eyes and take in all the beauty around you. Even during the worst of times, there's still much to be thankful for.
P--Play
Never forget to have fun along the way. Success means nothing without happiness.
Q--Question
Ask many questions, because you're here to learn.
R--Relax
Refuse to let worry and stress rule your life, and remember that things always have a way of working out in the end.
S--Share
Share your talent, skills, knowledge, and time with others. Everything that you invest in others will return to you many times over.
T--Try
Even when your dreams seem impossible to reach, try anyway. You'll be amazed by what you can accomplish.
U--Use
Use your gifts to your best ability. Talent that's wasted has no value. Talent that's used will bring unexpected rewards.
V--Value
Value the friends and family members who've supported and encouraged you, and be there for them as well.
W--Work
Work hard every day to be the best person you can be, but never feel guilty if you fall short of your goals. Every sunrise offers a second chance.
X--X-Ray
Look deep inside the hearts of those around you and you'll see the goodness and beauty within.
Y--Yield
Yield to commitment. If you stay on track and remain dedicated, you'll find success at the end of the road.
Z--Zoom
Zoom to a happy place when bad memories or sorrow rears its ugly head. Let nothing interfere with your goals. Instead, focus on your abilities, your dreams, and a brighter tomorrow.
11/15/2009 1:12 AMHAPPY WEEKEND.
11/10/2009 8:31 AMwhere's my Swiss chickie?
11/6/2009 9:44 AMITS FRIDAY AGAIN HAVE A WONDERFUL TIME MY FRIEND
A FRIEND IS MANY THINGS THROUGH THE YEARS
AN ALLY , A RIVAL, A PARTNER IN CRIME
AND SOMETIMES AN ENEMY
BUT MOST OF ALL A FRIEND
A FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CAN DEPEND ON
TO BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT
HE MIGHT DISAGREE WITH YOU SOMETIMES
BUT IF SOMEONE SAYS ONE BAD THING ABOUT YOU
HE WON'T HESITATE TO DEFEND YOU
A FRIEND STAND UP FOR YOU IN AN INSTANT
HE'LL LISTEN IF YOU NEED ADVICE
HE'LL LISTEN IF YOU NEED TO CRY
ALWAYS THERE WITH OPEN ARMS
AND THE BIGGEST HUGS AND UNDERSTANDING
THERE IS NO SUCH GIFT AS A SINCERE FRIEND
4 hrs agoHappy Sunday Sweet Joanna :)
Send a message, sit and wait
Cursor blinks, a constant pace
Reply received, a point and smile
Send one back, it's worth awhile
Through distance and resistance
Through loops and bends
A connection is made
To a friend
Morality and dignity,
it seems , have become of lesser concern
in a great number of the populations
Decision-making strategies ,in today;s society.
I know this because I see it everyday.
We all do. We all know there are those
willing to subject carelessly
another;s foundation to strengthen their own
(hypothetically speaking, of course.).
And it happens so often we don't respect
enough those who are morally driven.
So to (THE TRUE FRIEND) whom chooses to honor ,
up hold the values of morality ,
and to maintain their sense of self
in a situation where one could easily turn away
leaving the blame for another yet, does not. Thank you for being a true friend.
Hugs & Kisses