Journals
Friday,Jun 29 2007, 02:44:24 AMBEWARE OF SCAMMERS AMONG YOUR "FRIENDS"
MY DEAR FRIENDS.
PLEASE BEWARE THAT PEOPLE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR REASONS BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING.THIS IS THE CYBER WORLD, YOU SEE IT?DIFFERENT PLACE,DIFFERENT RULES.
I AM VERY TIRED.JUST TO POST THIS MAKES ME QUESTION WHAT IS THE CONSEQUENCES AS WE ARE DEALING WITH PLAYERS WE DO NOT KNOW.NOW I KNOW YOU ALL CAN THINK OUT OF THE BOX.NOW IS THE TIME YOU USE IT.
PLEASE DO NOT WORRY,SO SORRY SIS BABIE(NORWAY), YOU ARE A WONDERFUL FRIEND. I AM FINE.ALHAMDULILLAH.I AM VERY BLESS TO HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS TO SEE CLEARLY WHAT WAS HAPPENING.
I MUST APOLOGIZE FIRST TO MY HUSBAND FOR WORRYING HIM&STUBBORN FOR NOT LISTENING WHEN HE WANT TO GET ME THE ROYAL MEMBERSHIP.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND AM TRULY SORRY FOR UNINTENTIONALLY HURTING YOU.YOU ARE TRULY MY EVERYTHING.PLEASE DARLING,FIND IT IN YOUR HEART TO FORGIVE ME?
I MUST ALSO THANK MY HUSBAND FOR HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE & TRUST IN ME AND MY DAUGHTERS FOR HELPING ME ANALYZE THIS.JUST ANOTHER TEST FROM GOD. ALHAMDULILLAH.
THIS DRAFT WAS NEVER SENT TO MY OWN FRIENDS.I WILL NEVER WRITE TO THEM.I WILL PERSONALLY CALL THEM BUT I DID USE IT TO FIND OUT IF WHAT I SUSPECT IS TRUE OR NOT.
I JUST WANT TO ACCOMPLISH A FEW CRUCIAL MISSIONS HERE:
1. ISLAM IS ABOUT PEACE (SALAM) PERIOD.THOSE PEOPLE ARE NOT MALAYSIANS AS I DID CALL THE NUMBER AND VIA MY REQUEST,I WAS STUNNED THAT IN SHELTERS THEY HAVE INTERNET ACCESS.YES, I AM A MALAYSIAN.CHINESE BY BIRTH AND MUSLIM BY CHOICE.I HAVE DONE MY PART ON MALAYSIA AUTHORITIES.CAN SOME ONE PLEASE REPORT THIS TO THE RELEVANT AUTHORITIES AND CLEAR YOUR OWN COUNTRY'S NAME?I HAVE WENT THROUGH A LOT TO GET THESE INFORMATIONS.
2. IF U EVER SEE THIS EMAIL,PLEASE CLEAR MY NAME.I AM NOT PART OF THIS.I WAS JUST THEIR "SCAPEGOAT" TO GET TO MY PERSONAL FRIENDS.
3. I WILL NEVER ASK ANY OF YOU FOR MONEY EXCEPT FOR ADVISE.MY HEARTFELT THANKS TO FELLOW ZORPIAN JOHAN(DOHA ,QATAR) FOR THE ROYAL MEMBERSHIP,MICK DE MAN(AUSTRALIA)AND DAVID M(CANADA) FOR THEIR QUIET WISDOM.AS FOR DAWN& THE REST,JUST DO YOUR PART.I DO NOT WISH TO GET INVOLVE ANYMORE.
4.WE ARE ALL POTENTIAL VICTIMS SO,JUST TAKE STEPS TO PROTECT YOURSELF AND INNOCENT FRIENDS.MOST OF ALL,NEVER EVER COMPROMISE YOUR FAMILY.I PAID MY PRICE FOR THIS.NOT MONEY BUT PUT MY FAMILY AT RISK.PLEASE DO NOT CALL ME.I REALLY DO NOT WISH TO TALK.JUST LEARN ME ALONE.
5. I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW, SO THAT NO ONE WILL HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH THE LAST 1O DAYS AND ANOTHER 7 DAYS OF COUNTER-ATTACKS!HIGH PRICE TO PAY FOR JUST TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING.
6. I AM TAKING STEPS TO PROTECT MYSELF AND REAL FRIENDS.
FROM NOW TO JULY 6,2OO7
KINDLY PLEASE SHOW ME WHAT KIND OF A FRIEND ARE YOU? WHAT U WANT?WHY ME?WHY IS IT THAT YOU ALL COME TO MY HOMEPAGE TO READ BUT NEVER SAY EVEN A HELLO?
I NEVER TAKE MY FRIENDS FOR GRANTED.SO FROM NOW TO JULY 6,PLEASE JUST POST WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO ME OUT IN THE OPEN.
I WILL READ AND DO THE ELIMINATIONS.SO THAT I CAN PROTECT MY REAL FRIENDS.ACTUALLY, MY HUSBAND IS A MEMBER TOO.HE HAS FULL ACCESS TO MY PASSWORD.
THIS IS NOT PERSONAL.PERIOD.
(GROUP ONE) BOY/GIRL FRIENDS&FAMILY, FULL ACCESS AND CAN MESSAGE ME.I CAN ONLY SPEND SO MUCH TIME.IF YOU ABUSE SENDING ME MESSAGES TO ME, I WILL DELETE YOU.
(GROUP TWO) COLLEAGUE& MIDDLE/HIGH SCHOOL MATES,FULL ACCESS EXCEPT NO EXCESS TO MY EMAIL&MESSAGING.I WILL DECIDE WHEN I HAVE THE TIME TO OPEN ACCESS.
(GROUP THREE) NET FRIEND,ONLY BASIC&DATING PROFILES.
(GROUP FOUR) GENERAL& UNDEFINED-ONLY ACCESS TO MY BASIC PROFILE.YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO I AM,SO PLEASE DO NOT THINK THIS IS A GAME.I AM NOT HERE FOR FRIENDS!
JULY 7,2007
OH YES, I OPENED MY PM BOX TODAY.I AM VERY HAPPY TO SEE THAT NONE OF YOU EXCEPT 2 PEOPLE ABUSED THAT. OH WELL, YOU CAN NEVER CHANGE THE WORLD AND I AM NOT INTERESTED TO DO SO EITHER.
HENCE,I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR RESPECT. THAT I TRULY ADMIRE.ESPECIALLY MICHAEL, YOU JUST PROVE TO ME THAT WE CAN NEVER JUDGE PEOPLE TOO FAST,THANK YOU.
NOW,HONESTLY,SERIOUS AS I AM,I REALLY RATHER NOT DO THE ELIMINATION.I AM NOT A CONTROLLING B****,SO PLEASE DO ME A FAVOUR, SEND YOUR REQUEST TO ME FOR YOUR CHANGE OF STATUS ACCORDING TO THE GROUPS AS LISTED ABOVE.
PLEASE HELP ME TO MAKE THIS PLEASANT FOR ALL OF US.I REALLY HATE PLAYING GAMES.THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR NOTES,COMMENTS, I AM TRYING MY BEST TO REPLY AS FAST AS I CAN. I AM NO EXPERT. (I SO WISH!).
HOWEVER, IF YOU DO CHOOSE NOT TO CARE, THEN AS I HAVE SAID, FRIENDSHIP IS ALL ABOUT 100% COMMITMENT OF BOTH SIDES.RIGHT? I HAVE GOT NOTHING TO LOOSE AND WE BOTH HAVE EVERYTHING TO GAIN.
I DO NOT NEED ANY SIDE BOYFRIEND.MY HUSBAND IS MY ONLY BOYFRIEND. THE REST JUST HAPPEN TO BE FRIENDS WHO ARE BOY/MAN. AS FOR GIRL FRIENDS, WITH DUE RESPECT TO ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS, I AM TOTALLY STRAIGHT AND I AM NOT INTERESTED. PERIOD. PLEASE DO NOT EVEN GO THERE.
I WILL BE CREATING A NEW EMAIL ACCOUNT FOR ALL ZORPIANS IN GROUP ONE.
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR COOPERATIONS.I CAME HERE TO DO JUST ONE THING BUT AGAIN,WE CAN ONLY PLAN,IN THE END, IT IS ALLAH S.W.T/GOD WHO DECIDES.AMEEN YA RABBIL ALA MEEN. AMEN.
JUST SO HAPPENED THAT WAY AND THINGS START TO GET TOO COMPLICATED BECAUSE I WAS TOO NICE?PLEASE BE REAL.I AM VERY SURE OF WHAT I WANT AND NEVER CURIOUS ABOUT PEOPLE.
MY LIFE IS DRAMATIC ENOUGH TO WRITE A SERIES OF SELF HELP BOOKS& MOVIES!NOT INTERESTED.
I LIKE TO MINGLE WITH GENUINE FRIENDS AND LEARN FROM THE BEST!SKILLS LOL!
ANOTHER THING IS WHAT AM I TO DO WITH THE DATING SETTING-I DO NOT DATE.I HARDLY HAVE ANYTIME.I AM CONTENTED AT HOME DOING STUFFS WITH MY KIDS.
I AM A FULL TIME WIFE &MOTHER.THE REST IS JUST AS AND WHEN I AM HEAD HUNTED FOR ASSIGNMENTS. I AM BEST AT SURVIVAL SKILLS ,THAT'S ALL.
I AM LOOKING FOR POTENTIAL BUSINESS NETWORKING PARTNERS FOR MY OWN BUSINESSES GLOBALLY.
I ALSO LOOKING FOR WEB DESIGNERS.I AM INTERESTED ONLY IN THE BEST.THAT IS WHY I AM HERE.
I WANT TO DEVELOP SOMETHING NEW.PIONEER IN THE WORLD.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.THANK YOU FOR SHARING.
SHAKIRA
DEDICATED TO ALL MY CANADIAN FRIENDS,
HAPPY BEST DAY JULY 1,2007
LOVE&HUGS,
SHAKIRA&FAMILY
BELATED WISH..........
DEDICATED TO ALL MY FELLOW AMERICANS
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY JULY 4,2007
LOVE&HUGS,
SHAKIRA&FAMILY
Thursday,Jun 28 2007, 09:26:50 PMBEWARE OF SCAMMERS AMONG "YOUR FRIENDS"
BEWARE OF SCAMMERS
BEWARE OF SCAMMERS
BEWARE OF SCAMMERS
WARNING
KINDLY PLEASE NOTE THAT
THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE WHO ARE SCAMMERS AMONGST "YOUR FRIENDS".
KINDLY DO NOT SEND MONEY VIA WESTERN UNION TO :
MARIA CONCETTA FALZON (CONNIE)7/8, TRIQ IMGAR IX XINI,
XEWKIJA
GOZO MALTA
CELL PHONE NO 0035679391396
EMAIL: connieembarek@hotmail.com
ROSHAN (ZORPIA)
EMAIL:rbuksh@telus.net
604-585-9625
604-319-3683
EMAIL:rbuksh@telus.net
MY DEAREST FRIENDS IN GOOD & BAD TIMES,
I am writing SPECIFICALLY TO YOU with the hope that you are a TRUE FRIEND WITH A GOOD HEART.
Hey, I have never ask YOU personally for help but this time I AM APPEALING TO YOU TO HELP SOMEONE WHO IS A TRUE FRIEND;
Her name is MARIA CONCETTA
FALZON,MALTA,she just been made homeless with two children.She is a
SINGLE MOTHER. Now, most of you are either a FATHER OR MOTHER TOO (not
both I hope!) and so THINK ABOUT YOUR CHILD IN HER SHOES.
SHE IS NOT THE ONE WHO IS ASKING FOR THE MONEY OK? I AM THE ONE, ASKING ,FOR YOU ALL TO HELP A FRIEND IN NEED.
I
have been in her shoes many times and was blessed enough to have people
whom I do not even know who would help me, hence I am APPEALING TO ALL
OF YOU TO JUST SEND HER A TOKEN.
The exchange is
USA100=38LIRA. BEST WAY: WESTERN UNION under MARIA CONCETTA FALZON. Her
cellphone is OO35679391396. She is staying in a Shelter now with her
two young children.She is also not well as she had a very serious car
accident that caused her to be a single mother. Just send her a token
of USD 100? OR MORE IS YOU CAN.
(I
know what you guys are thinking! Come on, once in a life time,MAKE A
DIFFERENCE. If you guys can afford to go for holidays,fancy
restaurants,having girlfriends,fancy cars,
etc.SHE JUST LOST EVERYTHING SHE EVER OWNS!This is really a GIFT OF
LOVE for another fellow HUMAN KIND. I would never hesitant to appeal
for ANY ONE OF YOU if I ever have to.(TOUCH WOOD.AMEEN!))
You
guys can also call me via my cell 0060122642141 (your lucky day!) but
please try not to call me, as I rather YOU SAVE THE MONEY AND SEND IT
TO HER OK?LET'S BE PRACTICAL.
So far I have raise about just USD500 (including USD200 from
my husband) for her but hey, EVERY SINGLE DOLLAR COUNTS OKIE DOKIE?
WHEN
YOU DO THIS WITH UNCONDITIONAL COMPASSION&WISDOM AND YOU HAVE TO
CALL HER TO GIVE HER THE CODE, JUST PLEASE TELL HER THAT YOU ARE A
FRIEND OF SHAKIRA CHOONG FROM ZORPIA.NOTHING ELSE TO EMBARRASS HER
FURTHER PLEASE.
YES, SHE IS SINGLE AND AVAILABLE BUT JUST PLEASE LET HER BE FOR NOW.
YES , SHE IS A REAL CATCH TOO. THAT IS WHY I AM HELPING HER FOR SHE IS TRULY AN AMAZINGLY TALENTED AND GIVING SOUL.
IF YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO DO THIS,THEN I AM SURE A PRAYER WILL BE INVALUABLE TOO.AMEEN.
HOWEVER,IF YOU DO THIS AND YOU
ALSO SAY A PRAYER FOR HER, I REALLY MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING RIGHT TO
DESERVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU!AMEEN.
LASTLY,IF YOU THINK I, OF ALL
PEOPLE ARE GOING TO PULL SOME THING SO SURREAL-LY STUPID, I REALLY HAVE
NO SUCH TIME,DECENCY OR EVEN THE SICK INTENTION OF USING A TRUE FRIEND
FOR SUCH LOW SCAM.
DO CHECK OUT MY PROFILE AND HERS TOO IF YOU WANT.THE OTHER
PERSON WHO IS COMING OUT WITH USD300 IS ANOTHER GOOD FRIEND,ROSHAN via
rabandare_1961@hotmail.com.HE HAS PERSONALLY SPOKEN TO HER.
SO, BOTTOM LINE, PLEASE WALK THE TALK.THANK YOU SO MUCH.
I HAVE CHOSEN YOU BASED ON INSTINCTS, YOUR CAPACITY AND CREDIBILITY.GOD BLESS ALWAYS.
ONLY
GOD CAN EVER REPAY YOU AND REWARD YOU IN BOTH WORLDS.AMEEN.
WITH MUCH RESPECT,
SHAKIRA CHOONG
MALAYSIA
(A.F.S)
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Answer--
"Blessed are you when people insult you,persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of ME,ALLAH SWT. Rejoice and be glad,because great is your reward in heaven,for in the same way, they prosecuted the Prophets who were before you."
Sunday,Jun 24 2007, 03:52:49 AMHEALTHY EXCHANGE OF THOUGHTS BETWEEN ZORPIANS
HEALTHY EXCHANGE
OF
THOUGHTS BETWEEN
ZORPIANS
Below are an
exchange of thoughts
between a friend
and
yours truly.
I just want to post them
up to share them
with all of you.
Do tell me
what you think,okie dokie?
I can always deal with
critics as long as
it is not done with
bad intentions!
Stay bless always.
~*~ShAkirA~*~
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THOUGHTS FROM A FRIEND
Indra,India
People are often unreasonable, illogical,
and self-centered;
...Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish,
ulterior motives;
...Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some
false friends and some true enemies;
...Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
...Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building,
someone could destroy overnight;
...Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness,
they may be jealous;
...Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often
forget tomorrow;
...Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have,
and it may never be enough;
Give the world the best you've got anyway.
You see, in the final analysis,
it is between you and Him.
It never was between you and them anyway.
~**~***~**~
DARE BE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT
People are never truly good or totally honest,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People may spread the most vicious rumours about you,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People may give you false hopes and be most cruel,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People will always find faults in everything you do,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People may be most unreasonable and dishonest,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People will always say anything
just to get something from you,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People will never be fully satisfied with who you are,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People will always spread all kinds of things about you,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People can try to kill you for the simplest mistake,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People are known to be most unkind and inhumane,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
People will always try to denounce your good name,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
Your family and friends may all just disagree with you,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
The whole world may be coming to an end soon,
...Dare to be yourself no matter what,
After all, NO ONE CAN TRULY BE YOU,
NO ONE CAN ANSWER FOR YOU IN
WHATEVER YOU DO IN BOTH WORLDS,
THERE IS ONLY ONE YOU, YOU ARE UNIQUE,
FOR GOOD OR FOR WORST,
...Dare to be yourself is YOUR ULTIMATE GIFT
TO THE CREATOR.
HE WHO CREATE YOU KNOWS YOU MORE ,
HE IS MOST MERCIFUL AND COMPASSIONATE
MOST BENEVOLENT,MOST ENRICH, MOST WISE
AND THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN PASS YOU
YOUR WELL DESERVED MERITS ,
BE IT GOOD OR BAD,
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN
TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY IN BEING YOU.
IF YOU DARE NOT BE YOURSELF, THEN,
YOU DO NOT DESERVE HIS LOVE BUT
YOU STILL HAVE TO FACE GOD COME
JUDGEMENT DAY!
AT THE END OF EACH DAY,
NO MATTER HOW RICH YOU ARE,
HOW SMART,KIND, GIVING ,WISE ...
REMEMBER THAT EVERYTHING YOU ARE
WHICH IS GOOD IS HIS DOING,
EVERYTHING YOU ARE WHICH I S BAD
IS YOUR OWN DOING,
AS YOU ARE ALWAYS GIVEN A CHOICE,
HENCE, NO MATTER WHAT,
DARE TO BE YOURSELF.
THAT'S ALL YOU CAN DO WHILE YOU ARE
STILL TRAPPED IN THIS WORLD,
BEFORE YOU ARE ABLE TO MOVE ON
TO THE NEXT PERMANENT WORLD
AS PROMISED BY GOD ONLY
ON JUDGEMENT DAY.
DARE TO BE YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT.
AMEEN.
Just me,God's humble servant,
Shakira
Sunday,Jun 24 2007, 03:32:27 AMHOW & WHY I BECOME A MUSLIM?
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HOW AND WHY
I BECOME A MUSLIM
Below is another article from Bro.Malike.
Thank you so much for such a lovely article.Alhamudlillah!
Please enjoy your reading
as it is very enlightening.
Peace always,
ShAkirA
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HOW AND WHY I BECAME MUSLIM
This is How and Why i became........
I grew up in a Christian Catholic family and as per tradition every Sunday we should go to the church and pray. I mean tradition because it is the ways of our old grandparents that should be followed. Our country is traditionally Christians ( by the way Philippines is an islamic state until the Spanish came and forced our early ancestor to accept christianity by force... literally by the way of the swords ) That time, the only things we know about muslim in the southern area of our country is they are ruthless and savages and want to eradicate the christian ( but later on we learn that they are freedom fighters who wants to freed from the oppresion of christian controlled goverment) , because that was the facts that the goverment is embedding in our minds. I am truly religious at that time and actively participating on church sponsored activities and community services. As i finished my school years i started to work in a manufacturing company and i am living out of marriage with my girlfriend, though i know that is wrong i dont have any fear of god and i dont care ! ! ! Not like is islam, which the law is based purely in Sharia, law in christian controlled goverment is totally sepatated from the religious so it means that living together out of marriage is not a big deal in our country. She became pregnant and in short we got married, imagine she was 18 and i am only 21 at that time. We are together and living a very simple life at first, sometimes there is some misunderstanding but thats normal. After 3 years of living together,
Again i started to attend church activities and asking advices from church elders, i want to forget everything and to start all over again but the more i pray, the more urge of shaytan is taking over the last portion of my sanity. I cannot finds all the comports and peace of minds that i am seeking. I started to loose my faith and i told myself.. forget about god, there is no god and if there is why he let this happen to me ? How can those wooden statue that they are calling god can help me, even they cannot help themselves get out that statue......
Thats the beginning of the worst and darkest days of my life ! because i dont have any fear of god anymore, for me they dont exist i started to live my life as its my own. I leave my daughter in custody of my mother and forget about her. I started my ways directly to path of shaytan. I want to take and live my life with all the satisfaction i can get which i should have done long time ago anyway i thinking that if i die then thats it.
Relationship with different women, seducing and having sex with someone else wife, consuming and peddling prohibited drugs, consuming liquor, gambling, fighting.... all you can imagine. This is life and i have to enjoy it to the fullest. I even have a illigitimate child from one of those women whom i have and illicit affair. Some people living in my place started making distance from me for fear that maybe i will do bad things to them. I`ve been wanted by the police and by the people whose business of peddling drugs is the same as me, they want me out of the competition. I spent few months in jail for assaults, i just bribed the complainant to drop their case for me to get out and continue my wicked ways. While inside the jail one protestant pastor ( they call their religion Protestant, the word protest, they protest from the docrine of catholics and started their own religion and they call it Protestant) He`s convincing me to go back to the lord and he will forgive all my sins, i try to attend one of their service, on the start everything is solemn and peaceful but sooner it becomes likes party as they are praising god by singing and dancing. I did not finish that service, for me its nothing and i feel nothing even indication that they can help me. As soon as i get out of jail, everything is back again same old story. But do you think i feel satisfied in my life for because of what i am doing ? NO ! still i feel discontented and emptiness inside but i continue the direction i been taking , for me thats it theres no turning back now....for six years i live that kind of life until one day ! ! !
I pay a visit to my Daughter, she was 9 years old at that time (she was born Dec. 1987) We talked about me, about her. Before i leave her she said a few words to me which is: I dont feel the love of my mother because she abandon me, would you do the same to me??? Do you still know how to come back, you are lost?? and she started to cry. I feel frozen at that very moment, that words struck through my heart like a very sharp swords. I leave anyway but the thoughts of her is not getting out of my mind since then. Then one day i woke up and it seems that i fall asleep for a long time. I started thinking and asking myself, what is happening to me ? Why i am doing this ? Why i become selfish and doing things only for myself ? My life is in total darkness and i want to get out !
That means completely getting out, to go somewhere far so the shadow of those bad deeds will not haunt me anymore...
One of my friend working in a recruiting agency ask me if i want to work abroad, there is a vacant position waiting and he will fill me in. I did not hesitate to accept that offer and even ask where is the destination, the only things comes to my mind is this is my chance to forget the past. Later on during the interview i learn that the destination is Kingdom of Saudi Arabia.
In short i`ve gone to KSA to work way back 1997. During my stay i began study islam and the muslims but out of my curiosity only, i dont intend to commit myself still for me there is no god at that time. I just wondering why when the call of adhan everything should be stop and every muslim should pray ? Why they fear their god to much and praying is priority for them ? Slowly i became friends with some of my muslim co workers in different nationalities, and they start to give me some informations on Islam, i notice that each of everyone of them is telling the same when it comes to a certain specific topics there is no difference whether saudi`s, palestine, indian`s, egyptians etc.... ( i used to read the bible and each christian sects has their own bible and its different from others ) Still i did not convince ! ! i want to know more...... I started asking those people to provide me some reading materials about islam so i can learn more, during that time they are also asking me to visit Islamic center so i can learn more. Still my mind is refusing because i am sure that when i attend one of their lectures, sure they will ask me to embraced islam and for sure i will accept it againts my will for the reason not to let them down and i dont want that thing to happen.
Reading and reading and continous reading and learning, Prophet Muhammad(pbuh) is the one responsible in spreading Allah words which is the Qur`an and they are recognizing him as a prophet only and not god itself, not like in Christianty they recognize Jesus as god himself. Again everything becomes confusing... But later on im beginning to accept and believe in some of the words i read and all of my doubts beginning to fade away... i already beginning to accept the facts that isalm the right religion of god. Then comes the day of calling, later i realize that when the times Allah calls, nobody can refuse or predict when it will happen.
One saudi guy working in Islamic cultural center Dammam pay a visit in our factory just to give reading materials and leaflets, i ask to many question to him as he knows more. he invite me to come with him in the center and at least i can have an answer for all of my question as there is one filipino who study Islam in Madinah. I told the guy maybe you can comeback tomorrow i am busy today, maybe tomorrow i can come.... He leaves but after few minutes he comes back and almost begging me to please come with him, he said that we dont know what will happen tomorrow and maybe tomorrow is to late.... I go with him and he introduce me to one filipino muslim who in turn bring me to the lecture area, i spend around 3 hours watching them and hearing the speaker until he finished. He ask me if i can comeback again tomorrow ? i answered surely i will comeback tomorrow but not as your guest but as your brother..... I witnessed that there is no god but Allah and i also witnessed that Muhammad is his messenger.... I recite my shahada but in Arabic of course! it was August 2002. One year after that i take another steps in getting closer to Allah " The one and only god" by taking the Hajj pilgrimage to Makkah after that i feel as i was like a newborn and all the weights and burdens that i keeping for a very long time comes out of me. Alhamdullilah
Now really find a complete explanation for all the setbacks that comes and passed thru my life, i realize that all the bad things that happens to me is planned by Allah and all of those are the stages which lead me to him.
This is how i see it.....
1) Allah let my wife left us so i will become desperate in my life and to expirienced the life without him.
2) Allah let me do those bad and worldly deeds, to let me realize if i am right or wrong.
3) Allah let me realize that i should go far enough to a land where i will know him better
4) At last Allah opens my minds to accept his words and to follow what his messenger has given to mankind.
By the way i learn later that my former wife embraced islam before me" Allahu akbar " One of my prayer is for Allah to forgive her also for what she done to us.
Everytime I make Du`a to Allah that he will forgive me for all the bad deeds i commited in my past life. Allah is forgiving ! !
After that i received a lot of blessings from Allah.... he gives me a woman to be my wife (eventhough until now we dont have any children for almost 5 years) and she embraced Islam one year after me.... Alhamdulillah ! ! !
Allah gives me a new house which we can start all over again and the best things the he blessed me is his words, he direct me to the right path.......A new way of life. Now i have fear of doing haram things because i am afraid for the repercussion, i want to prepare myself for the day of judgement....
Thats all my dear brothers and sisters, i really appreciate your reply and advices to me. At this moment my knowledge is still not enough...its make me feel good and satisfied that this secret that i keeping for a long time is revealed at least i found the peace of mind which i looking for ......
Allahu akbar ! ! La illaha Ilallah Muhammad Rasullah
Friday,Jun 22 2007, 05:51:07 AMFINAL WARNING TO HACKERS & OTHERS
FINAL WARNING
FINAL WARNING
FINAL WARNING
DEDICATED TO ALL MY TRUE
ZORPIAN FRIENDS
I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY DOING SOME RESEARCH.
BELOW IS A WARNING THAT I AM GIVING TO ONE OF THEM, MY SO CALLED FRIEND, "HAPPY FROM PATTAYA, THAILAND 43"
THIS WARING I AM GIVING IS ALSO TO SOME SO CALLED "PLAYERS"
WHO HAS BEEN REAL GREAT AT ACTING ON MY HOMEPAGE AND LEAVING MESSAGES EVERYWHERE YOU CAN THINK OF IN MY HOMEPAGE VIA COMMENTS ON MY JOURNALS,ALBUMS,PROFILE ETC !
MOST TIMES,WHEN I SEEM ONLINE BUT I AM NOT ONLINE SO THAT I CAN DO MY RESEARCH!SORRY MY DEAREST FRIENDS. GOT TO DO WHAT I GOT TO DO TO CLEAR MY NAME.MAKE SURE YOU ALWAYS LOG OFF. DO CHANGE YOUR PASSWORDS,GET THE ROYAL MEMBERSHIP (YOU WILL KNOW WHO IS ADMIRING YOU!),USERNAME,CREATE A NEW EMAIL ACCOUNT JUST FOR ZORPIA,ETC.AS THEY CAN HACK IN TO GET ALL YOUR CONTACTS.
THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON I HAVE LEARNED HERE IS THAT THERE IS A PRICE YOU PAY FOR BEING HONEST.WELL I DID ANYWAYS.
JUST SADDEN ME A LOT TO SEE MATURE EDUCATED PEOPLE BEHAVING WORST THAN EVEN THEIR OWN KIDS. WHAT KIND OF EXAMPLE ARE WE SHOWING OUR KIDS???
MAYBE I WILL WRITE A MINI BOOKLET ON MY FINDINGS IF THERE ARE DEMANDS.LMAO.
IT SURE HAS BEEN VERY CHALLENGING.
ANYWAYS, I AM GETTING PRETTY BUSY WITH SOME NEW CHALLENGES-WORK RELATED.
SO I MAY NOT BE IN ZORPIA FOR LONG BUT AGAIN,KNOWING ME,I MAY JUST GO THROUGH THIS PERIOD AND
I SHALL BE BACK!LMAO.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR UNCONDITIONAL FRIENDSHIP,CARE, LOVE,WISDOM,PATIENCE
AND MOST OF ALL,
FOR YOUR HONESTY AND TRUST.
I WILL DEFINITELY MISS ALL OF YOU.
OH BOY,THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE EASY.LOL.
SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL MY CLOSEST FRIENDS,
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND KNOW HOW TO CONTACT ME,RIGHT?LMAO.
SHOOT!I AM NOT YET DONE WITH MY LESSONS HERE!
AND I HAVE NEVER LEFT A MISSION UNFINISHED.
BUT WELL,LET'S SEE WHAT HAPPEN AFTER MY MEETINGS FOR THE NEXT FEW WEEKS.
BEEN A GREAT RIDE IN MY LIFE.AT THE LEAST, I HAVE BEEN A ZORPIAN!LOL
IS THERE A ALUMNI FOR EX ZORPIANS OR DO YOU HAVE TO GRADUATE FIRST IN HTML????
STAY BLESS, SAFE AND ALWAYS AS YOU ARE BUT ONLY STRONGER, WISER AND MORE PASSIONATE ABOUT LIFE CHALLENGES.
STRANGE COMING FROM ME SINCE I AM PRETTY CONSERVATIVE,BUT HONESTLY, YOU WONDERFUL PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY MY FRIENDS FROM NORWAY,ENGLAND,CANADA,AUSTRALIA,EGYPT,TURKEY, ROMANIA,ETC.MY DEAREST AMAZING GLOBAL ZORPIAN FRIENDS.I REALL WISH I CAN BRING ALONG ALL THE MESSAGES WITH ME,MAYBE I CAN GET A HARD COPY OR SOMETHING.
WELL,I AM PRETTY TIRED AND GOT TO GET READY TO GO OUT WITH JASMINE FOR HER APPOINTMENTS WITH HER SPECIALIST.
I NEVER LIKE TO SAY "GOOD BYE"
SO, I SHALL BE BACK!
WITH MUCH LOVE,RESPECT & ADMIRATION,
~*~SHAKIRA~*~
WALAIKUMMUSSALAM.
A'UUZHU BILLAAHI MINASY SYAITHAANIR-ROJIM.
BISMILLAA HIR-RAHMAA NIRROHIM.
ASTAGFIRRULLA AL AZIM. ALAZILA ELLA HA ELLA,WA RAH MAN NUR RAHHIM, AL HAI YU KAIYU, WAATUBUELIQ WALIWALIEDYEYA.(3X)
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR WRITING TO ME SO MANY TIMES AND INFORMING ME ABOUT YOUR EMAIL.
THE ABOVE VERSES ARE MEANT FOR BOTH OF US ONLY IF YOU ARE A TRUE MUSLIM.
PLEASE LET ME POINT OUT SOME IMPORTANT FACTS TO YOU AS WRITTEN BELOW:
1. AS A MUSLIM,BEING FEARFUL ONLY OF ALLAH S.W.T, I LEAVE IT TO HIM TO JUDGE OUR ACTIONS.AMEEN.HE KNOWS BEST AND NEVER FAILS.
2. I DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU REALLY ARE BUT ALLAH S.W.T KNOWS.THAT IS MOST IMPORTANT.WELL, ACTUALLY IF YOU ARE SMART YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU ARE BEING TRACE AND TRACK AS IT AS I AM WRITING.DATA INFORMATIONS DO NOT LIE.ALHAMDULILLAH.
3. EVERYONE HAS A FACE.HOWEVER, YOU HAVE CHOOSEN INSTEAD TO PUT ON A THAILAND FLAG.
SINCE YOU ARE FROM PATTAYA, AS BASED ON WHAT YOU SAID IN YOUR PROFILE.THE POSSIBILITIES OF YOU BEING A MUSLIM IS PRETTY HIGH.
SINCE THERE ARE STILL UNREST IN SOUTHERN THAILAND, ARE YOU A WANNABE TERRORIST? PLEASE BE REAL AND DO NOT THINK FOR ONE SINGLE MOMENT YOU ARE SCARING ME.YOU DO NOT EVEN KNOW WHO I REALLY AM NOW, DO YOU?
4. AS A MUSLIM AND NOT KNOWING WHO YOU ARE,
I HAVE NOTICE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN RATHER BUSY SENDING ME MESSAGES.
THIS IS THE PRIMARY REASON WHY I OFF MY PRIVATE MESSAGE AND BLOCK EVERYONE.
5. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE RUDE TO ME AND WRITE ALL THIS MESSAGES IN MY HOMEPAGE.HOWEVER, YOU MAY PLEASE DO SO IN YOUR HOMEPAGE.
6. HOW DARE YOU DEMAND THAT I MUST DO AS YOU WISH?
WHO ARE YOU TO ME? ARE YOU ALLAH S.W.T??? FOR I ONLY FEAR HIM.AMEEN.
7. WHY MUST I ENTERTAIN YOU AS AND WHEN YOU WANT TO? IF YOU ARE TRULY A MUSLIM, YOU WILL NEVER DO SUCH A THING.
8. PEOPLE LIKE YOU GIVE ISLAM A BAD NAME.I AM SO BLESS THAT I BECOME A MUSLIM BEFORE I KNOW YOU.I DO UNDERSTAND THIS IS A TEST FROM ALLAH S.W.T AND I AM WRITING TO YOU AFTER MY PRAYERS.ALHAMDULILLAH.
DO YOU REALIZED THAT YOU ARE ALSO BEING TESTED BY ALLAH S.W.T?
9. AS MUSLIM, WE ALWAYS GIVE ONLY THREE SALAM.IF THE PERSON DOES NOT ANSWER BACK, WE LEAVE, IN PEACE.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU ALREADY TRY TO CONTACT ME? I HAVE REPLIED TO YOUR EARLIER MESSAGES BUT YOU DEMAND MORE.
WHEN IS IT ENOUGH?
DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM WRITING THIS TO YOU,THINKING HOW SAD IT IS THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS TO A POTENTIAL "FRIEND".
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS A "FRIEND"?
FRIENDS WILL NEVER EVER DO THIS TO ANOTHER FRIEND.
AS A TRUE MUSLIM, YOU WILL NEVER DO THIS AS IT IS TOTALLY AGAINST OUR BELIEFS.
HENCE, IF YOU ARE PRETENDING TO BE A MUSLIM,JUST TO ACT THIS WAY,I AM TRULY SAD FOR YOU.THE CONSEQUENCES IS ANSWERABLE IN BOTH WORLDS.AMEEN.
10. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PROVING TO ME THAT PEOPLE WHO DO NOT PUT THEIR OWN PICTURES IN THEIR PROFILE IS HIDING SOMETHING.
11. YOU PUT A THAILAND FLAG.I AM A PROUD MALAYSIAN BUT I HAVE NO PERMISSION TO REPRESENT MY COUNTRY IN "ZORPIA".
HAVE YOU ASKED FOR PERMISSION TO SO AT THE LEAST FROM YOUR CURRENT PRIME MINISTER? I AM SURE YOUR KING WILL BE EXTREMELY PROUD OF WHAT YOU ARE DOING.
12. DO NOT EVER OVER ESTIMATE YOUR RIGHTS,EVEN ON THE INTERNET.
ALL OUR RIGHTS ARE EQUALLY GOVERNED BY INTERNATIONAL LAWS, AS WE SPEAK THE PENALTY OF YOUR ACTIONS ARE GETTING MORE SERIOUS.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR HELPING US ENSURE THAT SUCH LAWS ARE LONG OVERDUE AND FOR PROVIDING ME THE PROOFS THAT I NEED TO CHARGE YOU FOR EMOTIONAL ABUSE AMOUNTING TO HIDDEN THREATS TO ME, PROVOCATION TO ENDANGER THE DIPLOMATIC TIES BETWEEN THAILAND AND MALAYSIA,VIOLATION OF TERMS AND CONDITIONS AGREED BY YOU UPON JOINING AS A MEMBER IN ZORPIA AND THE LIST GOES ON.
THE WARNING THAT I PUT UP WHEREBY A PERSON ACTUALLY HACK INTO MY HOMEPAGE HAS BEEN DEALT WITH.I HAVE TO THANK ZORPIA FOR ACTING AND A FEW FRIENDS WHO HELPED IN THEIR CAPACITIES.
THE ROYAL MEMBERSHIP IS A VERY INVALUABLE GIFT FROM A FELLOW ZORPIAN.IT IS NOT THE AMOUNT THAT I APPRECIATE. I TRULY VALUE THE "GIFT" AS IT IS A MOST HONOURABLE ACT OF KINDNESS FROM A TRUE FRIEND.MAY ALLAH S.W.T.BLESS ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS.AMEEN.
MY DEAREST HUSBAND HAS ACTUALLY WARNED ME TO GET IT AS A PREVENTION TOOL. HOWEVER, HE RESPECTED MY WISH WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT I PROBABLY WILL NOT BE LONG IN ZORPIA AS I AM HERE TO RELAX WHENEVER I GOT THE TIME AND LEARN HOW TO DO UP A HOMEPAGE AND IT IS HARDER THAN I THOUGHT!ALIF LAAM MEEN.
IT WAS ALL FOR KNOWLEDGE,ENTERTAINMENT AND FOR ME TO LEARN SOME NEW SKILLS.
LITTLE DID I REALIZED THAT I HAVE COME TO KNOW SOME TRULY NICE FRIENDS IN ZORPIA.FOR THAT I AM VERY BLESS AND I HAVE ALLAH S.W.T TO THANK FOR.ALHAMDULILLAH.
SINCE I AM A PEOPLE PERSON,I ACTUALLY APPRECIATE THAT I HAVE LEARNED MORE THAN I BARGAINED FOR, RIGHT HERE IN ZORPIA!
EXAMPLE FOR NOW IS YOU! THAT SCUMBAG LIKE YOU TRULY EXIST! WHAT CHEAP THRILLS? ARE YOU ACTUALLY A MAN.WOMAN OR YOU DO NOT KNOW? TRULY JUDGEMENT DAY IS NEARER THAN I THOUGHT AS "YOU" ARE A SIGN THAT YOU ARE A FRIEND OF THE DEVIL. WE ARE TRULY LIVING IN AN INSANE WORLD!
AT THE LEAST, MY GAY AND LESBIAN FRIENDS HAVE THE GUTS TO SHOW THEIR FACES!BRAVO TO THEM.
I DARE YOU TO SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF. WHAT A PATHETIC COWARD YOU ARE! ACTUALLY , I ALREADY KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I CAN BLOCK YOU BUT I WILL NOT. I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE AND I DO KNOW MY RIGHTS.
SO I AM GOING TO JUST KINDLY DEMAND THAT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE.PERIOD.
I HAVE NOTHING MORE TO SAY TO YOU.TAKE THIS AS A SERIOUS WARNING OR BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES. PLEASE DO NOT DARE ME.
JUST SO THAT THIS IS CLEAR. THIS MESSAGE IS MEANT FOR EVERYONE.
AGAIN, I REPEAT:
I AM VERY HAPPILY MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN AND I HAVE TWO DAUGHTERS.
BY NATURE, I AM A NICE PERSON. I AM NOT HERE TO SNATCH ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.....FROM FRIENDS, POPULARITY(FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED TO KNOW IT IS VERY SIMPLE IF YOU GOT THE TIME TO DO IT ....JUST USE UP YOUR 25 FREE POSTING PER DAY AND VISIT NEW PEOPLE EVERYDAY WITH THE SAME POSTING OR DIFFERENT ONES.PUT A PRETTY OR HANDSOME PICTURE AND BINGO!PEOPLE WILL COME TO YOUR HOMEPAGE AS IT IS ONLY COURTESY TO DO SO!) TO WHATEVER YOUR SICK MIND CAN THINK OF. I HAVE A REAL LIFE SO, PLEASE BE REAL.
BY THE WAY,THIS WARNING IS GOING OUT ESPECIALLY TO THOSE THAT HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME WITH THEIR "NEEDS".
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT I WILL NOT HESITATE TO POST PUBLICLY THE THINGS YOU WRITE TO ME IN PRIVATE TO PROVE MY POINT!I KNOW I AM BEING USED BY SOME OF YOU WHO "LOVE" ME AND THEN DECLARED IT IN PUBLIC LATER ON THAT I HAVE SHOWN MY CONCERN AND YOU MANIPULATED WHAT I SAID.SUCH SURREAL LOW LIVES.
I AM NOT A HYPOCRITE AND I DO NOT NEED YOUR FAKE FRIENDSHIP OR LOVE. SO , YOU BE NICE, I CAN BE NICER. TRY BEING A PAIN, THEN BE READY FOR WHATEVER YOU ARE ASKING FOR. I AM NOT POSTING THIS FOR JUST MY SAKE BUT ALL OF THE TRUE GENUINE ZORPIANS.BLESS ALL OF YOU.AMEEN.
LASTLY, I HAVE ALL THAT I NEED AND MORE, NOW THAT I DO HAVE WONDERFUL FRIENDS HERE IN ZORPIA. SO, EAT YOUR HEART OUT!
DO PLEASE BRING IT ON IF YOU DARE!
SHAKIRA.
FINAL WARNING
FINAL WARNING
FINAL WARNING