9 You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy.
10. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday..

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PREGNANCY,ESTROGEN AND WOMEN

THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR NOTES OF CONCERN.
BEEN BUSY "BREAKING ALL THE RULES",
JUST INTERESTED TO HELP MYSELF,FAMILY
AND PROVEN FRIENDS,GOD KNOWS BEST.
AMEEN YA RABBIL ALA MEEN.

WISH I GOT MORE TIME TO GET TO KNOW
ALL OF YOU,GOD KNOWS BETTER.AMEN.

MOST OF US WANT A NEW LIFE,
A NEW BEGINNING,
I AM JUST A DOER,
ONLY TALK WHEN I NEED TO.
AM JUST A "NATO"
(NO ACTION TALK ONLY)
WHEN IT COMES TO MY OWN LIFE.

I HAVE MY VALUES AND
LEARNED MY LESSONS IN
THE UNIVERSITIES OF LIFE.AMEN.

I PAID MY PRICES FOR MY LESSONS,
I AM NEVER ONE TO REGRET
AS I AM WHO I AM
BECAUSE OF GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
ALLAHUKABAR.AMEN.

ALLAHUKABAR (GOD IS THE GREATEST)
ALLAHUAKBAR (GOD IS ALL KNOWING AND GOOD)
ALLAHUAKBAR (GOD IS EVERYTHING)

LOOKING FOR FOREIGN INVESTORS
WHO ARE INTERESTED IN OPTIMIZING
THEIR LAND BANKS.
DEAL DIRECTLLY WITH ME,MYSELF AND I.
MY BACKERS???? 
GOD,MY FAMILY & FRIENDS LIKE YOU!
AMEEN YA RABBIL ALA MEEN.

I AM WHO I AM,
IF I AM COMPLICATED,
IT IS BECAUSE WE ARE ALL
INDIVIDUALS!AMEN.

I HAVE TRIED TO LEARN HTML,
I HOPE NOW TO ONLY PASS
MY ONLINE EXAMINATIONS,
HOPEFULLY TO GET AN EXCELLENT GRADE
FOR A MATURED WOMAN LIKE ME.AMEN.

NOW I AM NOTHING MORE THAN JUST A THINKER,
A STRATEGIST IN LIFE,JUST LIKE ALL OF YOU,
A SURVIVOR OF OUR OWN LIFE.AMEN.
(I MUST THANK DON ZORPIA FOR HIS
SILENT BUT STRONG REMINDER TO BE
MYSELF AS HONESTLY, I NEED TO BE
REMINDED!BLESS YOU MY DEAREST FRIEND,
YOU TRULY HELP ME STAY FOCUS!AMEN!)

ZORPIA IS A MEDIA TO ME,
A GREAT PLATFORM FOR ME TO
SHARPEN MY SKILLS.AMEN.

I WILL STILL BE HERE ONCE IN AWHILE,
HOWEVER, NOW, WITH ALL THE NETWORK PROBLEMS,
I REALLY DO NOT WANT TO SPOILE MY HOMEPAGE
OR DO SILLY STUFFS ON MY FRIENDS' HOMEPAGES
AS EVERYONE IS UPGRADING,WHICH INCLUDES MY OWN
LOCAL NETWORK, I AM ONLY USING MALAYSIA'S BEST!


I LOVE TO SEE HEALTHY COMPETITIONS
AS WE CAN ONLY IMPROVE OUR LIVES VIA
COMPETITIONS BUT NEVER DOMINATIONS
FOR THE SAKE OF GOD'S UNIVERSE.AMEN.

I WILL NOT EVER APOLOGIZE FOR WHO I AM
AS I LOVE GOD,ME,MYSELF AND I
SO MUCH AS I AM RE LIVING MY LIFE
EVERY SINGLE DAY.AMEN.

I KNOW ENOUGH TO KNOW WHAT I WANT
AND I CHOOSE NOT TO KNOW AS TOO MUCH
OF ANYTHING WILL ONLY GET ME INTO
HOT SOUP AGAIN!I FEAR NONE EXCEPT GOD.

AS A MUSLIM, MY ONLY GOD IS ALLAH S.W.T.
HIS NAME IS DIFFERENT FOR ALL OF US.AMEN.

I NEVER LOOK FOR UGLINESS,JUST BEAUTY.
I NEVER ASK FOR "ISSUES",THEY JUST FIND ME!

I AM NOT SMART, JUST A BIT WISE.
I AM JUST A WOMAN, I HAVE A BETTER MAN.

I AM JUST A NORMAL PERSON,
DO NOT TRY TO MAKE ME AN "ICON"
AS I NEVER WANT TO REPRESENT GOD.AMEN.

I AM AN EXAMPLE THAT IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING,
IF YOU TRULY BELIEVE IN GOD AND ALL HIS
GREAT WORDS.I GOT MY LESSONS FROM GOD AND
STILL LEARNING FROM GOD.ALLAHUAKBAR.
GOD IS THE GREATEST.AMEN.

I DO NOT KNOW MUCH ABOUT THE CYBER WORLD,
I AM INTERESTED ONLY BECAUSE OF MY
YOUNG TEENAGE DAUGHTERS!JUST TRYING TO BE
A GOOD FRIEND AND GUARDIAN TO THEM. AMEN.

THE NEW GENERATIONS ARE SO INNOVATIVE,
YOU ARE MY HEROES,CARRYING OUR LEGACY.
AMEN.

MY MIDDLE NAMES ARE ALL MY VALUES,
HONESTY,INTERGRITY,BASIC HUMAN VALUES.

COMMON SENSE IS TRULY NOT SO COMMON,
AS NO ONE LISTENS TO GOD.

HENCE ON THIS NOTE,I PLEAD TO ALL OF YOU,
REGARDLESS OF WHOEVER YOU ARE,
TO STOP USING MY NAME,MY FRIENDS
AND MOST OF ALL,
YOU,YOURS AND YOURSELF
TO GAIN MILEAGE IN LIFE.
IT IS TRULY THE LOWEST THING
ONE CAN DO TO ANOTHER FELLOW HUMAN,
HENCE PLEASE STOP.THANK YOU.

I AM NOTHING WITHOUT INTERNET.
TOGETHER, WE REBUILD MY LIFE BACK,

I ONLY USED IT AS A "MEAN" TO MANY "ENDS",
IT IS A GREAT TOOL, IF ONLY USED WISELY.

BOTTOMLINE, I AM ALWAYS THANKFUL.
I AM WHO I AM TODAY DUE TO
YOUR TRUE INTENTIONS.AMEN.

I AM SORRY ONLY IF I HURT YOUR
GOOD INTENTIONS BUT NEVER YOUR
BAD INTENTIONS AS GOD KNOWS BEST.AMEN.

MY WEAKNESSES ARE ALSO MY STRENGTHS,
I AM SO HUMBLED YET BLESS BY GOD.AMEN.

I AM NOT GOING YET,
A FEW UNFINISHED BUSINESS
AS I DO HAVE GREAT FRIENDS FROM
ZORPIA,YOU GUYS KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
MY LIPS,HANDS AND MIND ARE SEALED.
AMEN!

HOW I KNOW SO MUCH?

GOD MAKE ME THIS WAY AND
ALONG THE WAY, I MEET A LOT
OF GOOD PEOPLE WHO ARE MY MENTORS,
FROM MY ROOT FAMILY TO MY CURRENT
BETTER HALF,MY HUSBAND.AMEN.

I AM ONE VERY BLESS WOMAN.AMEN.
GOD BLESS ME WITH TWO WONDERFUL DAUGHTERS,
MY EVER FAITHFUL AND FEARLESS FIREWALLS!AMEN.

NOW THAT I AM MARRIED AGAIN,
GOD,MY HUBBY,MY DAUGHTERS AND FRIENDS
ARE ALL MY FIRE WALLS,
WE PROTECT EACH OTHER.AMEN.

I AM NEVER PROUD,
I AM TRULY VERY HONOURED
AS I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I HAVE DONE
TO DESERVE EVEN ALL YOUR POSTINGS
AND WONDERFUL KIND WORDS!AMEN.

YOU,ALL MY FRIENDS FROM ZORPIA,
REMINDS ME OF MY GOOD OLD DAYS
WHEN I AM AN UNITED NATIONS
SCHOLARSHIP AMBASSABOR FOR MALAYSIA.
UNITED WE SHALL ALWAYS STAND!AMEN.

I ALWAYS WRITE TOO LONG,
AS I THINK AS I WRITE.
BEEN TRYING VERY HARD TO
SLOW DOWN BUT MY WAYS KEEP
ME YOUNG AT HEART,WHY SHOULD I
CHANGE ME,MYSELF AND I?????AMEN.

JUST BE YOUR TRUE SELF,
HARM NO ONE AND ALL ANY LIVING THINGS.

THE MORE LOVE YOU GIVE
UNCONDITIONALLY BUT WISELY,
YOU SHALL RECEIVE ALL THE BLESSINGS
THAT YOU TRULY DESERVE.AMEN.

FOR ALL WHO ARE SERIOUS
IN KEEPING IN TOUCH WITH ME,
MY CELL IS +6012 2642141
OR WRITE TO ME,
roungda77@yahoo.com
or roungda@gmail.com.

I AM GIVING ALL THESE INFORMATIONS
OUT IN GOOD FAITH,
KINDLY RESPECT THAT PLEASE.AMEN.

YES,I HAVE MANY FIREWALLS,
DO NOT EVEN TRY TO FIND ME
EVERYONE WHO NEEDS TO KNOW ME
IN MALAYSIA AND GLOBALLY,
KNOWS ME FOR WHOM I AM.AMEN.

JUST A SIMPLETON WHOSE NAME IS
SHAKIRA CHOONG ABDULLAH.

MAY ALL OF YOU STAY BLESS
ALWAYS IN BOTH WORLDS.AMEN.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING.

ALWAYS,
SHAKIRA CHOONG ABDULLAH

AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT
FOR ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS

WE,SHAKIRA CHOONG& FAMILY,
WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU SO MUCH
FOR ALL YOUR UNCONVENTIONAL LOVE,
SUPPORT,UNDERSTANDING,
RESPECT AND SO MUCH MORE THAT
WE ARE TRULY HUMBLED BY ALL YOUR GESTURES,
THE GOOD AND THE LESSER GOOD .
AFTER ALL, NO ONE IS PERFECT!ONLY GOD IS!AMEN.

I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO BE
VERY BUSY WITH THINGS COMING
TO A FULL CIRCLE SOON
IN MY LIFE.HENCE, PLEASE UNDERSTAND
THAT I DO NOT HAVE
ANY "PERSONAL ASSISTANTS" OTHER
THAN MY OWN TWO DAUGHTERS TO HELP WITH SOME THINGS
WHEN I AM NOT FREE TO DO EVERYTHING.HA HA HA.
KIDS ARE TRULY THE MOST
WONDERFUL REWARDS FROM GOD.AMEN.

BY THE WAY, I MUST CONFESS SOMETHING.
DUE TO HEALTH REASONS, I CANNOT WEAR
THE HIJJAB ALL THE TIME AS I CANNOT BREATHE.
SO, AS I SAID, I WALK THE TALK,
ISLAM IS ABOUT UNCONDITIONAL PEACE
FOR ALL LIVING THINGS
AND NON LIVING THINGS.
WELL, I DO TALK TO MY COMPUTERS!HA HA HA.

MY FAMILY AND I HAVE DECIDED THAT DUE TO THIS,
I WILL BE CLOSING UP MY FRIENDS LIST
AND STOP ACCEPTING FRIENDS REQUEST
AS SOON AS THE NEXT TIME
I CAN GET ON LINE.

REALISTICALLY, I REALLY DO NOT
WANT TO KEEP ON "KILLING" MY SELF
WITH THE COMPUTER ON ALL THE TIME
AS OUR VOLTAGE HERE IS
ABOUT 220-240 VOLT IN MALAYSIA.

I TRULY LOVE GOD,ME,MYSELF AND I AND MY FAMILY 

AND ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS

ESPECIALLY Y ALL OF MY TRUE BESTIES IN  ZORPIA!WOW!

AS I AM TRULY TOUCHED BY ALL
YOUR WONDERFUL POSTING.
TO ME, I WAS NOT HERE TO PROVE ANYTHING,
EXCEPT TO LEARN HTML
AND AS I ALWAYS SAY,
THERE IS ONLY 24 HOURS A DAY, AND I REALLY
HAVE TON OF THINGS I GOT TO DO.
I DO NOT WISH TO HEAR BAD THINGS ABOUT ANYONE,
I ONLY KNOW THAT ONCE DAMAGE IS DONE,
THERE IS NOT WAY TO REPAIR CERTAIN DAMAGES.

ON THIS NOTE, I WISH TO APOLOGIZE FOR
ANY MISCOMMUNICATIONS DUE TO
LANGUAGE BARRIERS AS I TRULY DO UNDERSTAND THAT
MISUNDERSTANDING DERIVED FROM A LOT OF THAT.

HOWEVER, WE ARE ALL ADULTS.
HENCE, WE GOT TO REALIZE THAT
WE ARE FULLY RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN ACTIONS.
LET US BE REAL, IT ALWAYS TAKE TWO TO TANGO.
I TRIED FOR 12 YEARS TO MAKE
MY "AXED" MARRIAGE WORKED
BUT SADLY, WE CAN ONLY TRY OUR BEST.
GOD HAS THE FINAL WORD AS HE KNOWS
WHAT IS BEST FOR US.

NOW THAT I AM MARRIED AGAIN
TO ANOTHER MATE.MY LONG LOST SOUL MATE,
MY MOST AMAZING SUPERHERO,DIDI,
WHOM I AM SHAMELESSLY AND TRULY
IN LOVE WITH,  AND SINCE I AM A ONE MAN WOMAN,
TO ME, HE IS MY ONLY HUSBAND
FOR BOTH GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES
UNTIL DEATH DO US APART.
AFTER ALL, HE IS MY REWARD FROM GOD
AS MY SECOND CHANCE TO BE A BETTER MATE
TO THE GREATEST MAN I KNOW PERSONALLY.AMEN.

I SPEAK TO ALLAH S.W.T IN ALL THE LANGUAGES I KNOW.
HENCE, IS IT NOT LOGICAL THAT SINCE GOD IS SO GREAT,
HE KNOWS THAT THE DEVIL HAS CREATED "RELIGION",
"RACE", "GENDER", WHATEVER JUST TO TEMPT US????
I ONLY KNOW THAT I AM BORN A CHINESE,
WITHOUT RELIGION,SEEN TOO MUCH TO BE
TO REALIZE THAT PEOPLE WILL USE ANY THING
ESPECIALLY YOUR WEAKNESSES
TO GET TO YOU AND THOSE YOU LOVE.

GREED=POWER AND MONEY  ARE ALL THE WORK OF EVIL.
JUST A MEDIUM TO TEMPT US TO ACT UNWISELY.

I KNOW I ALWAYS SAY," IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING"
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT????
LEARN TO SAY "NO" TO YOURSELF FIRST.

ALWAYS PROTECT YOURSELF AND THOSE YOU LOVE
AS THEY ARE BLESSINGS FROM
OUR MIGHTY CREATOR.

WHY DO I HAVE SO MANY FRIENDS????
HONESTLY , I DO NOT KNOW AND I WILL NEVER TRULY KNOW
BUT I AM TRULY BLESS.AMEN.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING WITH ME
ALL THESE TIMES
AND AS LUCIANO SAID, "MY JOURNALS"
ARE ACTUALLY JUST A DROP
IN THE OCEAN IN THE WORLD OF BLOGGERS.

AFTER ALL, I JUST STARTED BLOGGING IN OCTOBER ,2006
AND POSTED NEARLY 300 POSTINGS ALREADY.
WE JUST CELEBRATE OUR EIGHTH YEAR
ANNIVERSARY  FOR ALL BLOGGERS
AT BLOGGER.COM!WOW.
CAN  YOU NOT SEE, HOW WONDERFUL
THE WORLD IS WHEN EVERYONE
HAS A PLATFORM TO SPEAK THEIR MIND
WITHOUT HAVING ANYONE
TO COMMENT ON YOUR OWN THOUGHTS???

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, TO BE REALLY TRUE AS A FRIEND.
NEXT I AM GOING TO DO
ELIMINATION ROUNDS. FAIR IS FAIR.
I TRULY FEEL THAT
I DO NOT WANT TO SEE PICTURES.
JUST PASTE WORDS, YOUR THOUGHTS.

COME ON, ONCE I CLOSE UP
AMONG FRIENDS AND IF  WE CANNOT SAY EVEN
SAY MORE THAN ONE SENTENCE,
WHAT IS THE POINT IN HAVING SO MANY FRIENDS????
WHAT IS THE POINT IN BEING FRIENDS????

SINCE THIS IS MY HOMEPAGE,
I WILL ENSURE NO ONE WILL ABUSE THIS.
IF NOT, WELL, ALL IN THE HANDS OF GOD.
JUST DO NOT FORCE ME
TO USE HIS HAND ,I BEG OF YOU.
I TRULY AM JUST TRYING
TO BE A GOOD PERSON,
I DO NOT KNOW IF I WILL MAKE IT
TO HEAVEN BUT SURELY,
I DO NOT WISH TO GO TO HELL.AMEN.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THAT
YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND
ALSO MY  TRUE FRIENDS LIKE????
ALL OF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!HA H A HA.
I AM NOT GOING TO LET ANYONE
"KABOOM" YOUR HOMEPAGE
AS I HAVE BUT A HANDFUL OF
"NON BUDDIES" HERE! IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN????

ACTUALLY , I AM NEVER GOOD IN NAMES.
USED TO BE BUT NOT NOW.
I AM TRULY GROWING MORE MATURED
BY THE DAY!HA HA HA.
I AM HAVING A HARD TIME
EVEN REMEMBERING MY HOME NUMBERS
OR EVEN MY OWN DAUGHTERS' CELL PHONE NUMBERS.
MOST OF ALL, TO ZORPIA FOR
PROVIDING ME THE PLATFORM TO
REACH OUT AND MAKE A LITTLE DIFFERENCE
IN ALL OUR LIVES!GREAT JOB TO THE ZORPIA TEAM
ESPECIALLY THE FOUNDER, A PIONEER.
REMEMBER ME OF SOMEONE I KNOW VERY WELL.
WHO? ME, MYSELF AND I!HA HA HA.

IT IS GREAT TO SEE YOUNG PEOPLE
IMPROVING THE TECHNOLOGIES OF TODAY
TO BRING INSPIRATION TO
THE OLDER GENERATION.
THAT IS THE HONEST OPINION I HAVE OF HIM.
SORRY I CANNOT REMEMBER YOUR NAME.
SO NO NAMES TODAY.I AM BRAIN DEAD.HA HA HA.

I GOT TO GO OFF AGAIN AND TO BE FAIR TO MY KIDS,
I GOT TO MAKE PRAYER AND MAKE DINNER BEFORE
I GET A MOUTHFUL, GROUCHY FACES
AND "LECTURING"
FROM MY OWN KIDS!
SO PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR
NOT POSTING ANYTHING FOR ANYONE
AS I GOT TO STAY  FAIR. MAN,
IT IS SO HARD TO RESIST THAT.LOL.
I LOVE POSTINGS!
BEEN TRULY FUN FOR ME!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR
BEING PART OF MY TIME IN ZORPIA.
GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH MY HOMEPAGE
MEANS TO ME.I  HOPE ZORPIA LIVES FOREVER
AS THIS HOMEPAGE WILL BE
PART OF MY LEGACY.AMEN.

BE SAFE AND ALWAYS BEAUTIFUL INSIDE OUT
NO MATTER WHAT GENDER YOU ARE!
AFTER ALL, WE ARE ALL ALIVE!AMEN.

TRULY YOURS,
SHAKIRA CHOONG

Dearest Beloved....Humble Heart,

As you read this ,I don't want you to feel sorry for me.......Am a Gay Man for over 12year ago, because......I believe everyone will die someday. My name is Mr Peter Nelson . I have been diagnosed with Esophageal cancer.It has defiled all forms of medical treatment, and right now I have only about a few months to live,according to medical experts.

I have not particularly lived my life so well, as I never really cared for anyone(not even myself)but my business. Though I am very rich, I was never generous,I was always hostile to people and only focused on my business as that was the only thing I cared for. But now I regret all this as I now know that there is more to life than just wanting to have or make all the money in the world.

I believe when God gives me a second chance to come to this world I would live my life a different way from how I have lived it. Now that God has called me, I have willed and given most of my property and assets to my immediate and extended family members as well as a few close friends. I want God to be merciful to me and accept my soul so, I have decided to give also to charity organizations, as I want this to be one of the last good deeds I do on earth. So far, I have distributed money to some charity organizations in the U.A.E, Algeria,Malaysia and some countries in Africa. Now that my health has deteriorated so badly, I cannot do this myself anymore.

I once asked members of my family to close one of my accounts and distribute the money which I have there to charity organization in Bulgaria and Pakistan, they refused and kept the money to themselves. Hence, I do not trust them anymore, as they seem not to be contended with what I have left for them.

The last of my money which no one knows of is the huge cash deposit of Eleven Million United States Dollars that I have with a Security Company abroad. I will want you to help me collect this deposit and dispatched it to charity organizations.

I have set aside 10% for you,your time and also any expenses that you might incured during this Great task.

God be with you.
Mr Peter Nelson

PLEASE SEND ALL RESPONSE TO MY PRIVATE EMAIL:
peternelson1950@gmail.com.......or
peternneslon1950@yahoo.com
God Bless.