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Jenniwitch's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:05 EDT Tue, 07 Oct 2008 07:05 EDT Zorpia.com A Calling http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1770224 A Calling *(ramblings) Current mood: lost I hear a calling....... it calls from somewhere that feels far away. I hear a voice it calls to me from somewhere. Where I can never tell. I turn and the voice and the feeling has disappeared, just to call and taunt me again in another direction. My dreams are filled with people and places so real to me. I know them and they know me, the real me from somewhere in the past. I know not of these people in my life as I know it now. Or do I????. But somewhere the reincarnated souls of the people of long ago, call to me. I get so discouraged cause I can feel them calling. My soul crys out to them, Please I need you here to fill in the missing pieces of this puzzle. The puzzle that is me. These pieces are missing scattered all over this world or maybe they are concentrated in one place. I do not know. But I hear something calling me...... pulling me toward them. but where are they?? My soul is hurt, bleeding feeling so alone in this world alone and abandoned. The Fates mess with my mind my emotions and my soul......forever trapped searching for the missing pieces. Knowing that I know these people are supposed to be part of my life and I can not find them. My soul is doomed to search over and over again until one day, the fog of dreams dissapates and there are the missing pieces and my journey is complete. Until then my soul is doomed to search and be found in the fog of dreams and the illusions of this life. i may have found one but the fog of time has clouded the souls and they are confused and are awakening slowly?! "Is it you?", it whispers and waits in anticipation for the answer it seeks. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1770224 Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:11 EDT Pisces & Cancer http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1725867 <div class="RTE"> <h5> <h5>I have  found my soul mate........... now to hold on to him!</h5> <h5></h5> <h5>Love Compatibility of Pisces with Cancer</h5> When you hook up with a Cancer, it's like being reunited with a long-lost friend. Crabs and Pisces are both water signs, and you have no problem sharing the same pond. Together, you are comfortable sharing your feelings and showing each other - as well as all your friends and family - how much you care for and love them. You are one of the most compatible couples of the zodiac, willing and eager to share your innermost selves with each other. You're made for each other, and you'll give each other the strength and courage needed to take on the world. </h5> <h5>Love Compatibility of Cancer with Pisces</h5> When Crabs and Fish meet, they understand each other almost immediately. In a way, you are zodiac cousins, living in the same watery world. You share a bond that isn't intellectual - it's based on a shared sensitivity, awareness and compassion. Your Pisces is tuned into your ever-changing moods and emotional needs. Meanwhile, you can sense when your fish is confused or in pain. You can often communicate with each other without even saying a word. Like two peas in a pod, you have what it takes to live together in the garden of eternal happiness. </div><img height="10" src="http://images.hi5.com/images/clear.gif" width="10" border="0" /> Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1725867 Mon, 10 Sep 2007 15:33 EDT Love & Sacrifice! http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1725861 <img hspace="0" src="http://s134.photobucket.com/albums/q97/amber-lilly/army/?action=view&current=thloveknowsnodistance.gif" align="baseline" border="0" /> LOVE KNOWS........... NO BARRIERS NO BOUNDARIES NO DISTANCE........ Love & Sacrifice! For my love I will wait 2 years. That is my promise. I promised I'd never leave him. He says he loves me so much, I believe him with all my heart. This love, I hope gives him the strength and the courage to do what he has to. After he can come and spend his days with me, like we have plannned, after he fulfills his obligation. Not that I want to see him go there, but I must sacrifice things that have become rountine and precious to me. This I must do, in order to hold the greatest gift I was ever given. His love was all I needed to live and no longer just exist. What am I to do? I  love him so. I have given my heart willingly and he will always have it no matter what. I hope that we will have a future and fulfill the dreams we have talked about. I will always have the memories we have made together thus far. I want to create many more with him. He is and always will be on my mind for the rest of my days. I hope we will be together for the rest of our days. I will love him for the rest of my days, like I promised him. That will never change for me. This is my promise to him and my sacrifice is 2 years of little contact. There has to be a way. For all is possible with Allah's help and guidence. For my future and my life is in Allah's hands and also with my all, my everything. I hope Allah blesses us. For I submit to His will. He brought us together for a reason. I do not question, I only obey what God has shown and told me. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1725861 Mon, 10 Sep 2007 15:27 EDT When.... http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1723380 When I look in your eyes the world goes away. When I look in your eyes, I see the love you have for me there. When I hear your voice, the world goes away. When I hear your voice, my heart starts to sing. When I think of you, the world goes away. When I think of you, I see a happy future for us. When I dream of you the world goes away. When I dream of you,  I know you are on my mind all the time. When I feel your sprirt, the world goes away. When I feel your spirit, I know that you complete me. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1723380 Sun, 02 Sep 2007 14:42 EDT Your Eyes (draft) http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1718979 When I look into your eyes I see so much............. I see the future..............I see someone who came into my life and turned it around. Your eyes make me forget the world around me.......they give me comfort......they show me love. There is so much reflected in your eyes so much I want to know. Your eyes are the first to see me and love me for who I am. Your eyes have shown me that I can be loved for me. Your eyes give me strength. There is so much about you I love so much. and your eyes are just one of those many things. When I tell you I love you and you are my all and my everything......... look deep into my eyes and see the love for you reflected there.   Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1718979 Mon, 20 Aug 2007 18:30 EDT Dreams come true. http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1718580 As I sit and stare at your picture I am taken back to a not so distant time...... When all we were just friends. Now you are more to me than that and even though our journey, our story is at the beginning .........we have come so far. Never did I expect that you would come to mean so much to me..... I look back on the day and smile...... The day I found out from a friend that you cared so much for me.... his words shocked me! But these words he told me you spoke made me so very happy, but they also scared me! I was so glad that you had the same feelings as I did. You were and still are my best friend, but now you are my everything, my all. Back then I was so scared to tell you I knew....... but afraid to stay silent. One wrong word, or action and I could lose you.... But I needed to hear it from you......needed to hear how you felt in your words from your heart. I do not want to lose you........you hold my future in your hands.........you are my future......my past..... and my present. All things to me............ But there is a distance that keeps us apart and all I want is to be by your side and no where else. Everyday my heart beats from that distant shore far from me....... I long to be there..........anywhere...... where you are is where I want to be. I will never give up no matter what obstacles appear and hinder us. For I know for the first time in my life that it is right...........a true love....... I have  something worth figting for............... and that is you. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenniwitch/journal/1718580 Sun, 19 Aug 2007 14:40 EDT