http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123 Fri, 01 Jan 2010 02:19 EST Fri, 01 Jan 2010 02:19 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1130073 Today is good.  Yesterday was better.  Ginny is ace.  Good friends are hard to find.  Old friends are worth hanging on to.  Happiness is a state of mind.  Love is refreshing.  Arguments are pointless.  Babies are adorable.  Work is endless.  Stockton is horrible.  Helping is healing.  Music is life.  Forgiveness is admirable.  Communication is the key.  Smiling is infectious.  Laughing is healthy.  Beauty is only skin deep.  Trust is essential.  Truth is conscience.  The End!! x o x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1130073 Fri, 22 Apr 2005 11:55 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1074233 I haven't been on for a while so i thought id say hello. Life is wierd at the mo - but not entirely bad. Only elements are good and bad. Am relieved though as i have actually started doing uni work!! (you'd think i should have been doing thatfor the past two years, but no...) I hope everyone else is ok, all my friends that is... my brother is once again a poo head. Have a nice day!!! :o) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1074233 Thu, 10 Mar 2005 06:17 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1033055 hello!! im bored. but found a cute guy when searching zorpia!! hehe mayb i'l talk to him some time. Leanne saya he's a poser - me thinks not. Barry is ace at the mo. The End. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1033055 Wed, 02 Feb 2005 05:19 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1026582 I apologise. I have been informed that it's been far too long since I updated my account, an so here I am - updating it!!! I had my birthday yesterday. Twas kinda cool in places. Sort of like a rollercoaster. Enjoyable but occasionally a bit scary! I started my new job, student mentor an its really cool. Discovered Hush - tis ACE!!! :oD And received a birthday prezzie I didn't even know I wanted. Cooio. Well that's about it for now. Mayb i'l talk at you again soon. x x x x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/1026582 Thu, 27 Jan 2005 08:30 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/823539 Tamsin was not in the lecture today - Leanne thinks she must either be dead or getting married!! They are the only possible options for her not being in the lecture!! I am thoughtful today, but not in a mood to ask questions of people. I sent Marco a text, he has yet to reply, however Leanne says he is either asleep or in a lecture - after all, he is also a student. I had a great time with Chloe, Stoke was just fab. I'm doing the Street Dance performance next week - should be good, i only wish that id gone to more than one practive so far!! Love everyone in the whole world lots today, I hope you all have a fabtastical day x x x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/823539 Fri, 03 Dec 2004 05:51 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/787171 Matthew has drawn on my face. I don't like it, and to make it worse, he's drawn over my face in GREEN!!!! (on a photo of course). How mean is he. I don't like that he did that, however i said that i would stop using the word h*te as much towards people and therefore i cannot express myself as strongly as usual. He's put stupid circles on where my eyes were, and he's made Toby a shadow!!! Matthew is mean today. I need Lady Lea to kick him into shape!! hahaha kickboxing queen is she ;oD Thats Lady Lea. x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/787171 Wed, 24 Nov 2004 08:23 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/702316 All alone in a busy place i sit. Awaiting the event that i decided upon, yet now am unsure about. I don't like needles, yet none of my friends at uni are aware of this. And so, i go forth, alone, to the torture chamber that is the Rocket Union, in order to help someone else, and attempt to overcome my fear. Although i wish someone was with me, i feel that it is probably best that i do this alone. The expectations of my naive friends are, hopefully, enough to make me accomplish this task. This may be the only time in my life that i will give blood. Yet, at least i will know that i have helped someone, if only once, i will still have helped. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/702316 Wed, 03 Nov 2004 07:44 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683573 Leanne My friend I annoy you!! I dont mind HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE Don't you think that the letters h and e look similar when they are capitals?! Hehehe i think so. Why do we make some letters capital and some letters lower case?!! Sorry Lea Lady Lea Love ya!!! x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683573 Thu, 28 Oct 2004 07:20 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683571 Qualia. What a silly word! What a silly thing. The idea of qualia bugs me. Almost as much as facial expressions - (hehe see last journal entry!!!) Anyways, what am i really seeing? Is the world through my eyes the same as the world through your eyes?! Or am i viewing the world in a different light? The concept is almost impossible to imagine, that i can exist in a place with people who are looking at the same things as me but are possibly interpreting the same thing as a different thing, and only label that thing as the same due to the fact that they have been conditioned over time to label something as one thing and another thing as something else. However what they see and what i see may be totally different!! Yet we both can call it the same thing. This is strange. If i see red do you see red? Or do you see what i would call green? And yet still call it red. The silliness of qualia. Am i annoying yet? do you know what, i dont really care - its my journal and im confused. ;0) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683571 Thu, 28 Oct 2004 07:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683044 Looks, that's another thing that bugs me! Facial expression. Why do we perceive the same facial expressions as one thing, and yet changing the circumstances and the situation makes the same facial expression seem totally different. Yet each and every person will interpret the same facial expression as the same thing in the same situation!! Crazy!! How can so many people think the samew thing at the same time, yet we all claim to be individual! How random is life. I have decided that these are important things and that attitude is not. Facial expressions are stupid, yet are sooooo important in analyswing a situation, however the fact that the situation alters the perception of the facial expression completely distroys my earlier comment! Madness!!! I am confused in life, but because i ask the questions noone else wants to think about, maybe i am enlightened. I would like to think that, however Leanne informs me that i am just annoying when i ask questions, not enlightened. :o( x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683044 Thu, 28 Oct 2004 04:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683041 Do you ever think that slugs are the most disgusting thing in the world? I do, we have some running around in the kitchen. Not nice. I think that people are also just poo, wel most of the time. Little things, and big things, yet not many things, and still lots of things. How random and confusing i make myself seem. Maybe i am! Iv been asking myself - and some of my housemates, why do we use the letters we do? Who invented our alphabet? Who thought of putting shapes to words? or numbers? Who invented numbers? These questions concern me. If someone had not organised the entire population of the world, what would life be like? If we weren't able to judge time, write anything down? We couldn't record history. What if the person who thought up our alphabet and numbers etc. was wrong!! And we find out that in years to come, all the technology that we think is so cool is just all based on the wrong principles, and science and physics in particular are just all a lot of rubbish!! What if the world is really made up of different types of jelly!!! what if.... what if..... x Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/683041 Thu, 28 Oct 2004 04:24 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/648671 Just thought id let all my friends know that you're all sooooooo coolio and i love you all. Lots of love, Huggle monster Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/648671 Thu, 14 Oct 2004 07:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/642554 It's been two weeks and two days and still i miss him. Boys stink - so why are they so addictive? yewt (thanx matthew). I never realised the reality of the statement "there's a fine line between love and hate" until now, but i understand the meaning at the moment. Perhaps this will alter in time, perhaps i will be enlightened to this realisation forever. I hate boys - well maybe just one. fuck him, why does he have the right to screw with my head? Why do i let him? I am weak - but the knowledge of this makes me strong. Confused and certainly not content i shall continue with my day now. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/642554 Mon, 11 Oct 2004 08:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/642541 rellllllllllllllllllllllllllllltiop Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/642541 Mon, 11 Oct 2004 08:24 EST http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/361433 Wow what a week! Iv been volunteering at a school - helping with admin work etc. I dont think iv worked such long hours since my work experience!!!  Im tired. Andy's moved to start his new job, i miss him loads. An i miss being at uni with all my friends there. Despite being at home for at least two weeks now, i have not yet managed to meet up with any of my friends.  POOH. Ginny is a sweetie, she makes me smile when im fed up. I miss my friends. I miss my friends. I miss my friends. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/Jenny123/journal/361433 Fri, 11 Jun 2004 10:25 EST