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Saturday,Nov 17 2007, 03:15:42 PM冷傲的面具

今天和獅獅 and 美眉喝茶。。他也去。。

擺了冷面。。他說我一直在微笑﹐可我的眼里只有悲哀。。。我裝著沒聽到

期限越來越靠近。。我只能收起心。。擺冷臉。。才能讓自己不再依賴他﹐不再留戀他。。

剛剛肚子痛。。頭暈。。被他看見了。。我不願告訴。。不想他以為。。裝病留他。。

鐵絲頭說"放手吧。。時間會治療。。你會再笑的"

放手。。真的快樂嗎?

空間太大的夜晚。。唯有忠心的vodka陪伴。。我才能。。安然的入睡。。。

-傷-

Saturday,Jun 18 2005, 05:29:55 PMEmptiness....

Date: 19 June 2005 Time: 0120 Location: Home

Emptiness is such a scary things especially when the sense of having someone to be there 4u is so strong.............itz will scare u til u feelin like cryin, shoutin, yellin juz 2grab ppl attention...even juz 4a second of time...........

A swap of ppl surroundin doesnt necessarily make u feel warm in heart...in stead sometime it makes da emptiness inside u shouted more loud....but sometime...when u are alone...emptiness was not present....funny ways how ppl are.... ...

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Wednesday,Apr 27 2005, 09:17:20 AMDate: 27 Apr 2005...

Date: 27 Apr 2005 Time: 1710 Location: Home

Mom n dad not at home 4a week.....hv 2take care everything...lazy 2go out eat...so have 2cook 4myself n sis....suddenly feel like im becoming a hsewife for a week...wahahah

A pretty weird experience....cooking...not i nv cook b4...tis time is really cookin...soup,meat..gosh...itz not as easy as i tink it is...like last nite...try to fried fish...duno y...i juz cant fried out the taste like how mom do it...feel abit dissapointed...then make a veggie soup...luckily my sis didnt complaint bout my ...

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Tuesday,Apr 26 2005, 10:23:41 AMDate: 26 Apr 2005 ...

Date: 26 Apr 2005 Time: 1816 Locatio: Home

Juz celebrate my 21st years old birthday on 24th apr....finally bcome an adult...haha..B.C, J.W.,Yen, Y.Y., Kelv, Hong, Bry n Dear celebrate wit me on 23rd apr....went to planet hollywood...very very hapy....very very touch.....I'm so glad to c everyone so happy n "xing fu" .........hahaha....after hv dinner at planet hollywood....we went to MOMO cafe.....on midnite....they bring out a tiramisu cake....yum yum....gosh...so touch... For da 1st time, everyone bf show up....wow....gosh...itz like a big celebration ...

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Sunday,Apr 17 2005, 05:58:49 PMDate: 18 Apr 2005 Time: 0147 Loc

Date: 18 Apr 2005 Time: 0147 Location: Home

Been off for awhile....miss on9 soooooooooooooooo much...ouch ouch....so sad ('.") my comp got broke off again....for the Nth time....sigh..sob sob...now surfing thru net using honey laptop...luckily got honey...

Juz got bac2day(s'pose to be yesterday evenin) haha.....holiday...holiday...holiday 2months....gosh....whole 2months long holiday.....so happy..haha....exam juz end....hope marks wont sucks.....sigh...tis time...the subjects are so damn.....scary n woli.....sob sob...so ...

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