Saturday,Nov 17 2007, 03:15:42 PM冷傲的面具

今天和獅獅 and 美眉喝茶。。他也去。。

擺了冷面。。他說我一直在微笑﹐可我的眼里只有悲哀。。。我裝著沒聽到

期限越來越靠近。。我只能收起心。。擺冷臉。。才能讓自己不再依賴他﹐不再留戀他。。

剛剛肚子痛。。頭暈。。被他看見了。。我不願告訴。。不想他以為。。裝病留他。。

鐵絲頭說"放手吧。。時間會治療。。你會再笑的"

放手。。真的快樂嗎?

空間太大的夜晚。。唯有忠心的vodka陪伴。。我才能。。安然的入睡。。。

-傷-

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Saturday,Jun 18 2005, 05:29:55 PMEmptiness....

Date: 19 June 2005               Time: 0120                            Location: Home

          Emptiness is such a scary things especially when the sense of having someone to be there 4u is so strong.............itz will scare u til u feelin like cryin, shoutin, yellin juz 2grab ppl attention...even juz 4a second of time...........

        A swap of ppl surroundin doesnt necessarily make u feel warm in heart...in stead sometime it makes da emptiness inside u shouted more loud....but sometime...when u are alone...emptiness was not present....funny ways how ppl are....

      Things change alot when years pass by.....u grown up...responsibility juz like a rolling snowball..itz become bigger n bigger.....ppl look up 2u...hv hope in u...more problems ahead of u....best frens weren't so close bcoz each has new partners that they spend most time with.....schoolwork,asgm all pilling upon u..

      Everyone has their own way to overcome everything thou.........some seek advice from elders,some juz need a person to leen on,some shouted out loud on top of moutain,some play games o some juz simply take some time off 2b alone n refresh...either way would be a right way for the right person....

     Emptiness could make a person thought about alot of things....past,present o future....think n makes things great...make the best out of u...so either way...emptiness wasnt such a scary thing..

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Wednesday,Apr 27 2005, 09:17:20 AMDate: 27 Apr 2005...

Date: 27 Apr 2005                              Time: 1710                   Location: Home

        Mom n dad not at home 4a week.....hv 2take care everything...lazy 2go out eat...so have 2cook 4myself n sis....suddenly feel like im becoming a hsewife for a week...wahahah  

        A pretty weird experience....cooking...not i nv cook b4...tis time is really cookin...soup,meat..gosh...itz not as easy as i tink it is...like last nite...try to fried fish...duno y...i juz cant fried out the taste like how mom do it...feel abit dissapointed...then make a veggie soup...luckily my sis didnt complaint bout my cookin....hahaha...

      Dear was sayin that he wanna stay wit me til fri so tat he can cook n take care of us(now u understand y i dun cook)...coz juz both if us gals at home...he woli bout our safety....but,i wanna be independent...hahaha!!!actually is he stil havin class n he need to start doin his asgm n prepare 4his exam..bside, i dun wanna he waste his air tic too...not worthy...so i shove him bac 2kk...hahaha..

      Stil....i wil try my best!!!improve my cookin!!! Gambate neh!!

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Tuesday,Apr 26 2005, 10:23:41 AMDate: 26 Apr 2005 ...

Date: 26 Apr 2005                          Time: 1816                          Locatio: Home

             Juz celebrate my 21st years old birthday on 24th apr....finally bcome an adult...haha..B.C, J.W.,Yen, Y.Y., Kelv, Hong, Bry n Dear celebrate wit me  on 23rd apr....went to planet hollywood...very very hapy....very very touch.....I'm so glad to c everyone so happy n "xing fu" .........hahaha....after hv dinner at planet hollywood....we went to MOMO cafe.....on midnite....they bring out a tiramisu cake....yum yum....gosh...so touch... For da 1st time, everyone bf show up....wow....gosh...itz like a big celebration....im really happy to c everyone...

             On 24th, went to genting wit  dear, sis n her bf..hahaha....went into casino 4da 1st time....gosh...alot alot of ppl in the casino.....juz play slot....didnt dare to play others....haha...money money money.....im really glad that dear would come here purposely to celebrate my b'day wit me...Jia you o ni  go bac must study hard o...then hope you would come bac here asap....dun tink i like the feeling without u by my side...

            Happy Belated B'day 2me~ ~!!!

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Sunday,Apr 17 2005, 05:58:49 PMDate: 18 Apr 2005 Time: 0147 Loc

Date: 18 Apr 2005              Time: 0147                              Location: Home

            Been off for awhile....miss on9 soooooooooooooooo much...ouch ouch....so sad ('.") my comp got broke off again....for the Nth time....sigh..sob sob...now surfing thru net using honey laptop...luckily got honey...

           Juz got bac2day(s'pose to be yesterday evenin) haha.....holiday...holiday...holiday 2months....gosh....whole 2months long holiday.....so happy..haha....exam juz end....hope marks wont sucks.....sigh...tis time...the subjects are so damn.....scary n woli.....sob sob...so scary...but well,enjoying holiday is pretty important too rite?haha...wekeke

         B'day comin soon...cant wait for da day to arrive..da day i turn to ADULT officially...21 year old!!! hehe....will celebrate wit my dearest pals n oso dear dear dear come purposely from sbh juz 2celebrate my b'day wit me.....so touch....love u muc muc dear  n HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to U, my dear...muakszss...................

        By the way,the only single in my gang...the old Birdie had finally got herself a lover...hahaha  congratulation pal..muakszzs.....so happy 4u....hope he treat u wit love n care.....really happy 4u...

        Juz got a new hair cut....honey keep on laughin when he saw me wit my new hair cut....sigh..sob sob...itz not really tat bad......at least i dun tink it is....but seems like nobody is sayin anyting nice nor bad bout my hair...everyone juz say CUTE.....SOB SOB.....

        Well...til nex time....log off now....

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