Journals
Sunday,Jul 15 2007, 06:28:57 AMmy night has been a livin hell !!!
My night has been a livin hell !!! an old friend of mine decided to stop by and see me... the bad thing s is that at one point in time i thought i loved him.. untill i found out he is a criminal and that he just got out of prison !!!!!!! he harrassed me all night tryin to get me to go with him !!! i was about to kick some ass !!! it would have gotten ugly too ! he is just so inconsiderate of the fact that forthe last year and a half he hasnot called me or even tried to get into touch w. me ... yet he shows up @ my job and tried to make it seem as if hes been here w/ me this whole time !!! i seroulsly went from bn physicialy SICK with old feelings to HELLILSH RAGE BURNING FROM EVERY LIMB OF MY BEING !!!!!!!!!!! and now that i let him know wher i stand... he probaly wont be hittin on me ne more and that would be a good thing !
Saturday,Jul 14 2007, 05:00:39 AMLife has and unexpected way of throin you a curve!
so my life had an unexpected twist in the last week !! my ex has tried to get in to contact w/ me !!! (not cool ) and i had a real bad sunburn... not to mention a large nail percing my back drivers side tire , cousing it to go flat in a matter of seconds !!! i have officialy learned how to change my tire on the side of a dirt road now !!! (that was an experience ) now my sunburn is still hurtin and my tire is fixed ( i ahd tobuy a genly used tire cuz im broke and could not afford a new one !!!) but it is in good condition !!! ne who ... i have not had very much fun this summer and all i have done is work ! if you call fantisizin about a 23 yr old hottie froma distiance havin fun ...let that b your take but i have gotten absoloutly nowher w/ him b/c he dosent want to get me or him in to trouble !!! so i have to wait a lill while longer!!! but i can manage ! (hes worth it ) but other than that i have done nothin but wrk, read, and doodle,,, minus the time i spend goin to cheer practice and sweatin my butt off in the heat !!! but for now i seem to be out of thngs to write about so cheerio and love yall long time!! <3 Kirsti