well i am here....sitting......thinking.....and also feeling empty......i try to explain but she wouldn't listen......i am in pain...how can i stop it?????da only thing i know dat can stop it if she's here with me.....helping me to try and stop it together.....well i hope she sees this.....cuz i am dying in this horrible pain and i can't hold it anymore......help me please??????

maaaaaaaan......am i lazy....i came to class....well we're in english lab now.....and it's very very........well i am very very very tired and lazy....i tried to read what was given for us to read and summarize.....but.....my eyes kept closing.....i don't care....i'll try da summary again....finish it then go to sleep fo' sho'.........