Friday,Dec 1 2006, 02:21:07 PMwhy i feel ppl hates me??

it really sucked today...whts my problem???????? i just lied about something~ i admit..but why cant she keep secrets and don be such a pain in da butt???????? i lied..i admit i lied..but why i lied?? u all wanna see he's face black like hell??? u guys wanna see he's expression like shit??? i don understand...why must he be so jealous HEAD!!!!!!! i just wanna do wht i like...but i cant bare to see ppl angry me...tats why i lied...i lied..i lied to him tat i went home..but i accually went gaming with other friends...but...why cant i?? i donwanna lose angry friends...tat why i do tat decision..i told him tat i can go out with him tomorrow...he said ok!!! it's fair isnt it??? but he;s the kind of person tat wont understand ur stituation...all he wan he gets...hey!!!!!! i donwan it like tat....  wan wht i prefer also..but at the same time..i wan  him as a fren..but.... he wont found out if SHE dint tell him rite???? i dono weather am i rigth or wrong blaming her!!! but why must she so much mouth??????????????????? from small..i hav to giv everything away just to hav friends..giv everything away just to care about others feelings...i'm sick of it....... from small i let others 1st~~ wht they wan..i just giv without saying anything... BUT!!!!!!!!!!! wht i get?????????? is NOTHING!!!!! she get loads of friends!!! how can she get so many friends wit tat canot keep secret mouth???????????? i wanna hav friends like her..but i don wan to be LIKE her!!!!

I REALLY HATE MY LIFE!!!

I HATE ME!!!!

I JUST HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!

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Friday,Dec 1 2006, 02:04:45 PMpretty isnt wat i wan~~

haaaaaiizzzzz.....another stupid idiot day again...why cant i hav a normal life leh??? i asked my best friend today...she say..pretty girl sure hav alot problems with boys...i don think i'm pretty...all i want is more friends..more true friends...so..if its wht she say...then i don think PRETTY is good...i rather being ugly..hideous or even worst...then i hav ppl who really wanna be friends with me with their true heart...all this while...girl friends getting jealouse, guys being stupid...all this just becous of the look...why?? why?? why??? why cant ...

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Wednesday,Nov 29 2006, 02:23:12 PMfeeling left out...why?

haiz...very lazy online lately...came back from work damn tired and hav to accompany family...plus everything at home i hav to do..i dono why am i working also...money...or fun??? if money can say lor..maybe to bored at home edi...but lately working isn't making me happy lor...why a...haiz...how to say?? dono why..feeling left out so much..maybe cos i working on morning shift so very less together wif them...but tat doesnt mean tat u can just treat me like an outsider rite?? they talk wif kitchen ppl no ppl say anything...i went to join...they ask me go ...

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Friday,Nov 3 2006, 05:12:00 PMfriendship???

true friendship??? wht this word means to u?? 4 some of us..is someone who be there for u and who u be there 4..but 4 some of us..friends are just someone to hav fun with..andonly when needed...do u know sometimes friends are better then ur soulmate?? inside every friendship there is this thing called love...not just the normal love tat everyone of us are talking about everyday..but is the kind of love tat u are willing to giv to someone who really has nothing to do in ur private life or in ur family...not everyone can do tat...try imagine tat u are ...

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Friday,Nov 3 2006, 04:48:56 PM笨蛋??

很多时候我因为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。我更因为我太爱自由，所以明明渴望爱情，却依然不知怎样让别人进入我的世界。 难道，我不能给你百分百的信心吗？你知道，我一直有多在乎你。 我珍惜这份安全感，却担心他的牺牲。所以每天的感觉还是孤独的。我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。这段日子你真的过的好吗？ 没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，也是苦的。 当时我尊重你的要求，所以我离开。但，这段日子你� ...

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