Wednesday,Jul 5 2006, 07:35:29 AMA part of my collection

“So go my little love.”

Go my little love
There’s no hope for us
Go my little love
There’s no path for us
Go my little love
There’s no place for us
Go my little love
There’s no salvation for us
So go…
And take my soul with you

“Your name.”

Love, put a price tag on me please... Let me know how much I'm worth. No, no, please don't get up! Should I be grateful if you reach out to shake my hand and say hello, oh life? And could I be able to leave my umbrella at home when I go out and not have this black cloud following me?! Could I trade the reality for my dreams...? Could I say your name aloud? No, you will always live in my dreams and your name is only for us to know my love...

“Little Bee.”

Why you sting me
oh little bee
I’m no harm
can't you see
I wont steal
honey from you
I just want to see
the beauty of you
that's all from me
to you...

“Untold story Part II.”

I want to hold you in my arms again…(peace) I want to feel your breath on my skin…(remedy) I want to look into your eyes when they look back at me…(grace) I want to feel your warmth in my heart…(salvation) I want to feel your soul next to mine…

“Life’s a dream, death’s remembering.”

Am I dead or sleeping? If I’m dead that means I’m remembering and if I’m sleeping I’m dreaming. If I’m just remembering then I had some moments in my life I treasure and I’d give everything to go back to those moments and stay there forever. If I’m just dreaming I wish I could wake up and live some parts of my dream… The only purpose of a dream is to live it one day, to chase the dream and make it come true. Otherwise, it’s just an illusion and not a dream. I remember or had a dream that I had a girl… She was everything I had… All I had. Awesome memories, awesome dream. I loved her, I’m sure of it. That’s the only thing I’m sure of at this very moment. She loved me to, so she said. I was happy and even though I tried everything, my God I tried, it seemed like she never was. Maybe I never knew her? Maybe I never understood her? In one way or another, she’s gone.

“Untold story Part I.”

I shall miss the smell of the hair in her flowers. (Innocence) The smell of skin in her perfumes… (Vanilla) I shall miss the fingers of her touch. (Bliss) The lips of her smile. The words of her whispers. (Salvation) See my whispers in the wind. Hear my body in the dark abyss. (Lost paradise)

“She’s gone.”

New day is born (She's gone) Shower doesn't feel so great in the morning anymore (She's gone) Music, ahh... Songs sound different now (She's gone) Room, my head... Full of memories (She's gone) I wish I could see her once again (She's gone) I want to talk... Face to face (She's gone) I want to say that... (She’s gone) I... (She’s gone)

“Drop.”

If the world was a glass, mines empty. I don't want it filled to the top, just a drop would fill my life because that drop means a world to me...

“The one I love.”

One grain of sand does not form a desert
One tree does not form a forest
One black cloud does not form a storm
One drop does not form an ocean
One person does not form a group
One star does not form a constellation
Unless that One is you

“Await.”

The blue midsummer sky watched as the black cloud gathered consuming the sky form the beginning until the end of the horizon. Slowly whispering the curse of the upcoming mourning. Within the moments, whispers turned into horrifying laments which would diminish the hardest and coldest hearts. As the cold shadow covered the land bellow the sorrow showed its concluding effect… I felt the bitter tears on my face. Those were my tears those were my laments coming from the deepest corners of my soul. I’ll wait for the beams of warmth to stab through the black cloud drying up the bitter rain. I await.

Some philosophical stuff:

-Love makes you rise and fall, hate makes you hit the ground.-

-Our brain is like universe, we will never reach the limits of it.-

-Life's a dream, death's awakening.-

-When love turns to hate, agony awakes.-

"The waiting room"

People waiting, waiting for different things, all those different people waiting... Waiting to wait. Standing, sitting, talking, crying... dying, waiting. We all are waiting, waiting to wait. Sitting down on the seat, waiting. People around me waiting, we all wait. A lot of people came before me. A long wait, waiting to wait. I look out of the window. Car crash, police, ambulance, a crowd of people, all waiting. Some to see, some to get help, some for satisfaction, some to die... They all wait, waiting to wait. Hmm, the visiting hours are almost over and still so many people infront of me waiting. I won't make it today. I'll have to wait 'till tomorrow. Tomorrow I'll be waiting to wait. Life is a waiting room. So let's all wait.

"Past..." 

I had that spark in my eyes once, yes I remember it. Once I had a real smile on my face... Ahh, those were the days long lost somewhere in the past. It seems like past is all I have, cause you live there with me. So smile for me now cause there will be a piece of me in every smile you make.

"Oh Love, Oh Love"

Oh love, oh love
Burning bright
In the pale darkness
What mighty power
Can find your terrible...
Symetry?

"True You"

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