My life is going to be changed again....it isn't a bad thing at all,on the other hand, I'm really happy with it.

It has started from September 27th,2007.I felt so sick on my tummy ,vomitted and dizzled so I called Josh to pick me up at the office couldn't work anymore in that day.We were at home and started to discus about it the reason was my period had been missing for five days what is abnormal ,on top of that my dizziness and vomition weren't go away either SO we walked to QFC closed by to get some soup and ice cream because I had a crazy craving for it,he didn't wait any time ,bought the prenancy test as well.And that night I tested my urine.... Oh my gosh!! I'm PREGNANT. I started to cry and my hands shook,that is because I was confused about the situation but Josh kept saying it's okay for him and us just like he had the feeling about this prior we knew.

My morning sickness still bugging me everydays everytimes.It is really hard for me to keep hydated and keep foods down in my tummy so what, I faint at the warehouse and they had to take me to the ER,huh, what a experience!! never in my life to faint and go to the ER like this but I did.They gave me an IV and checked my blood to see if something wrong with my body.Josh is really nice to me he was in the fast track room with from 1 PM until 5.30PM he was so starving and only had a bar,it is no way I do not love him  since he loves me a lot.The nurse came in and informed they found I had the urinary tract infection so they gave me a treatment.We rushed home because it was Tyler's birthday and we wanted to have him at our place to celebrete his birthday.

I was so happy that day because we knew for sure that I'm pregnant by blood test at the hospital..

Josh & Yhing

" Keep Holding On" .... Avirl Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Josh & Yhing

Stick with you...... pussycat dolls!

I don't wanna go another day,
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
Seems like everybody's breaking up
Throwing their love away,
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

[Chorus:]
Nobody gonna love me better
I must stick with you forever.
Nobody gonna take me higher
I must stick with you.
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you, my baby.
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you.

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind.
See the way we ride in our private lives,
Ain't nobody getting in between.
I want you to know that you're the only one for me (one for me)
And I say

[Chorus]

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need (nothing else I can need)
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me.
I got you,
We'll be making love endlessly.
I'm with you (baby, I'm with you)
Baby, you're with me (Baby, you're with me)

So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts.
So don't you worry about
People hanging around,
They ain't bringing us down.
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say