Saturday,Mar 18 2006, 03:13:26 PMDEDICATED TO MA FAMILY N MY FOES

TO HURT MASLEF IS NOTHING COMPARED TO HOW PEOPLE HURT ME. THE WORLD HAS
HURT ME SO MUCH DAT WHEN I HURT MASELF I FEEL NOTHING. THINGS HAS TURNED
SO BITTER THAT I AM NOW NUMB.. I NOMORE FEEL MA HEART BEATING. THEY MADE A
RUIN OUT OF ME. I WAS BROKEN...NOW I AM SHATTERED. DREAM IS MY ONLY REALITY
DAT BRINGS ME FALSE HAPPINESS...BUT MOST OF THE TIME I AM FORCED TO STAY
AWAKE. PAIN IS MA DAILY REALITY N STRIVE IS MA DAILY ROUTINE. TEARS ARE MA
ETERNAL FLOW AS I AWAKE FROM MY SWEET COMATIC SLEEP. DARK ARE MY SWEET
DREAMS AND BRIGHT ARE MY PAINFUL REALITY. I AM CONSTANTLY BLAMED FOR THE
BEAST THEY MADE OUT OF ME AND I AM DOUBTED FOT WHAT THEY MADE ME DO. AM I
TO B BLAMED FOR BEING THIS BLOODY CONTRASTING REBEL???THEY MADE ME FEEL
GUILTY OF THE THINGS THEY FORCE ME TO DO. AM I THE APPROPRIATE PERSON TO
HAVE THIS FEELING??? I FEEL NOMORE HUMAN. A BEAST IS HOW I WAS CHANGED INTO!
I WAS FORCED TO ACCEPT THE BEAST THAT I HAD BECOME N THEN THEY BLAMED ME TO
B ONE!!!. CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY I'M TO BE BLAMED AND TORTURED FOR WHAT
THEY MADE OUT OF ME??? DEATH IS SWEET BUT THEY BRINGS IT TO ME SO SLOWLY
THAT I FEEL SUCH A TORTURE N INJUSTICE DONE TO ME THAT IT IS DRIVIN ME TO THE
SINFUL SUICIDE. DEAR GOD PLZ HELP ME B4 IT'S TOO LATE...!!!

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