Friday,Sep 26 2008, 06:27:54 PMMy Poem...The Falling Days

As the days go by

I spend  my days

Like I have a spot light on me

Even though no one hears my sreams

I'm left alone, all alone

Yet I'm not alone at all

The days go by without me.

I look in the mirror

Seeing someone I don't know

A distored image of myself

Like watching water falling down the mirror

I'm reaching for myself

But the pain and suffering is coving me

Coving my every though, feeling and everything I am.

I come home to yelling and crying

 So I go in my room

And turn on the music

To blurr out that disturbing noice

But sometimes it doesn't quit work

The days go by without me.

My dad says stop doing that

Your doing something wrong agian

I want to change

But everything bad falls into my lap

And I can't seem to stop it

There is demons that has a hold of my arm

And its pulling me under.

I yell, scream and pull away for help

But everytime the demon's nasty hands start to slip

They dig their long claws in deeper into my flesh

And pulls me into the shadowy wrong

The days again go by without me.

I feel like quiting

I feel like I should just give up

Because of the pain is so unbearable

But then I start to turn away

From everyone I love.

A Light comes and a hand reaches towards me

I'm confused on why it reaches for me.

Why does it want me to reach too

When I do start to reach for it

Million of pesky thoughts start rambling in my mind.

What if that thing will hurt me too

What if I can't pull away from it either

I was scared, nervous and worried

But the days go by without me.

I can't go on like this

I just can't hold on

Don't know what to do

Reaching and pulling away

A pattern starts t develop

It's sp hard to do anything about it

Because I'm afraid

Of myself and others

I begin to feel guilty for pulling away when I reach

But again the days go by without me.

Someday I'll wake up from this nightmare

And realize what I could of done to change

Yet the days will keep coming and going and I'll never stop it.

But I can change today or whenever I'm ready.

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