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- About me:im a brokenne alwys, i am an idealist as any idealist cn b, it's tym 3 change 4 wat i am... i hate plastic.. pretenders... dat's probably bcoz im optimistic, i alwys luk at d positive syd of evryhting, im happy wid wat i hav & dnt have, othrs say dat im "KJ" bt hello!!! just mind your own self..
i strive 2 b d bst i can b, nt only 4 myself bt 4 those who belivs n my abilities, i may nt hav d bst of evrything n lyf such as money, car etc.... bt im hapy, perhaps bcoz im gud n mking d bst out of wat i hav, my family & my far away frends r there for Me, i wnt 2 inspire many 2 b a positive thinker lyk me coz its such a pity dat some people let evryday prblems control their lives.. lyf's too short 2 b wasted on such unecessary worries.
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i'm a person who don't usually go where d tide goes..i revel at being antithetic, i thrive on being contradictory.
Now i want to play an uncaring spirit... i realized dat i was bored now, dat i was n a place wer i supposed 2 b lyk everybody else, bt I didn't feel lyk it.. i couldn't relate 2 it.. i act natural. i feel natural.i'm in the peak. i'm tired relating 2 people who don't have the same intellectual capacity 2 me.. i felt like i was from outer space..what else? i am smart kono hehehhe, simple lng.. confident, ambitious & motivated. Lyf has dealt me some of its cruelest blow & i proved dat i cud stand on my own.i knw problems r irrevocable n lyf bt i'm d type of person hu easily panics. im so waek & affected masyado f may problema. - Language:Tagalog, English, Arabic
- Interests:Drag Racing, aphy, playing basketball & soccer addict, Billiards & PC
- Clubs & Organizations:Single For Christ
- I'm looking for:truE perSon.. Ung simple lang.. who caN tAlk & cry on in caSe of saddened time of my lyf.
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- Sexual Orientation:Straight
- Dating Status:In a Relationship
- Body Type:Average
- Eye Color:Brown
- Height:5'11
- Religion:Christian
- Smoking Habit:no
- Drinking Habit:social
- Interested in Meeting for:Friends, Serious Relationship
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- College/University:
- Associate's Degree Bicol University [ 1998 - 2002 ]
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Thursday,Dec 14 2006, 03:31:10 PMSomeday
Someday I will be able to forget you. Someday I’ll be able to laugh and take this all as a lesson I need to learn in love. I will allow myself to grieve and hurt as of the moment because I know there’s no other way to deal with these.But rest Assured that I will, from now on, give myself the respect I badly needed. It’s not that I didn’t gain respect when I was with you. It’s just that I forgot to give myself the worth I deserve and gave everything to you thinking that if I do, I might be able to change your heart and make you love me too. But things changed for me now. I need that self-respect a lot and now is the time to give it to myself. Now is the time to tell myself that my happiness is not attached to you or to anyone else. Yes, I will cry and I will feel trampled but I will never be defeated. I will bounce back… in my own time… one day at a time. I will soon forget you and I will soon be able to think about you without this heavy feeling I have inside. I will be able to text you and feel okay even if you don’t reply. I will be able to sit alone and not look at the entrance gate, hoping you would suddenly show up. I will bounce back. I’m not as weak as I thought I am. When you broke my heart I realized that I’m strong and I’m tough and in time I will be able to deal with this pain. These are big words from me as of now but they are not impossible. Maybe someone I deserve is out there, waiting for a chance for me to notice her. And I will find her. I swear I will. But this time I will be more careful. I’ve learned a lot of things from you and because of that I’m thankful… or maybe I will learn how to be thankful to you for everything. For every memory, for every smile, for every laughter, for every sadness, for every loneliness and for every pain you’ve put me through. I will be a much better person after this. Maybe this is just God’s way of making me feel the right way of loving. I’ve given much to you and left nothing for myself. But after this, I will know how to love without losing everything. Pride is the only thing I have left now and I will never ever let that be taken away… not by you, not by anyone who would come into my life after you.
Monday,Nov 27 2006, 10:52:22 AMBREAKAWAY kelly clarkson
Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I'd just stare out my window Dreaming of what could be And if I'd end up happy I would pray Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I'd pray I could break away I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly. I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky. Make a wish, take a chance, Make a change, and break away. Out of the darkness and into the sun. But I won't forget all the ones that I love. ...
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