I couldn't fall asleep last night.I went to bed at 2am.For the longest time,i would stay awake, looking at the ceiling.On occassion i would fall asleep,but then i would awake perhaps 30 minutes later and the same cycle of lying awake for unknown periods of time would ensue.It wasn't as though i just had a simple case of insomnia.I laid awake thinking about many things. Mostly just my life,my work,my dear and how i had turned out.Actually,i just focused on all the bad experiences in life and how it turned me into the person that i am today. 
                         

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 I gotta pray hard about my patience and my thoughts. I get upset so easily and I let the littlest things get me down.I really gotta work on that but I dont know where to start so i guess I will start with prayer. Thats the only thing that is gonna get me to where i need to go in this situation. I also gotta start working on my project,i gotta get myself success.Let's take a look there ( www.ladycrave.com )

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Why is it so hard just to switch off my mind,just to lead a normal life and just to forget everything that happened.And why is it so hard to come to terms with everything,to learn to love my life and to go back to how things used to be.Why is it so hard to pull myself together,to stop feeling sorry for my self
and to let go of my past and focus on my future.And why is it so fucking hard
to forget "You". I miss you, really...i am always waiting you to tell me that i should wait..