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Sunday,Feb 12 2006, 03:14:04 AMSecrets....
Hey there strangers, Welcome to My World! Now let me warn u first off hand.... This is My World so whatever happens in My World STAYS in MY World. Now that we have got that out of the way, let’s just throw a few things about me out into the open..... Okay, I am what u would call an Original, meaning "you will never find another Muther Flucker like me" and the sad part about that is that there are very few of us left in this world. See the one thing that makes your world so sad is all of the freaking posers out there. It's just sad, very sad. (GROW UP PPL- BE URSELF) You see in My World I am my own man, I don't follow fads I create them. OK Now I want to draw u in and create you an image of which is me. Now for you to completely understand and visualize the true spirit of SPOOKY I'm going to need you to completely clear your head, of everything.... just let ur thoughts, worry's, stresses and disappointments vanish into the thin air, you will not need those excruciating thought in the realm you are about to enter. (And for the weak souls, here is a little encouragement from the big book of SPOOKY'S Wisdom..... Do not stress over the minor details, or even the great ones for that matter, because in the end Life always finds a way to heal itself. Just never give up on hope, because once u lose your faith its just going to take you that much longer to correct your situation. So when you find urself in an awkward position, just lift ur head up high, take a deep breath and remind urself that life goes on and everything is going to be OK! Don't send urself to an early grave over some drama...) Ok by now your mind should be clear of all thoughts..... The only thing that should be going through ur head is emptiness as ur soul begins to dive into the realm of the unknown to try to understand the man that they call SPOOKY...............
SPOOKY, is a man that you can not understand no matter how hard you try, but I will try unravel some of the qualities that he possesses to try and further you understanding on how and why this man truly is an Original and hopefully help you better urself in ur own life... SPOOKY is unpredictable, you will never know what his next move is, and he is unreachable, when this man wants to get away u will never find him. This man is a strong believer of the old CODE..... This is, the only thing that a man truly owns is his WORD. (And this is the only thing a man can truly be judged by.) SPOOKY is a man of his WORD, if he says it then it shall be done. SPOOKY can not be controlled, there is only one person in this universe that can decide his fate and that is him. SPOOKY is the ruler of his realm and no being can ever dethrone him in his kingdom. SPOOKY is not a Tyrant, he is an advisor that tries to help lost souls find the right path back to there journey. SPOOKY can be the best friend that u could ever dream of or he can be the nightmare that u don’t wake up from, he is an honest man that would never screw anyone over, exclusive to any being that has a ongoing issue of screwing him over to begin with. SPOOKY is a strong believer of Karma, but just a friendly warning… SPOOKY’S Karma is inflicted a lot sooner than life’s process of eventually getting back to people. SPOOKY is a man full of love that at time comes on a little strong at times due to lack affection during childhood but………..
SPOOKY is not perfect and he is man enough to admit it. Every human being has flaws and this statement does not exclude SPOOKY from it. And one of his flaws does include that damn honesty quality… Now these next statements will shock and astound u at the same time… But before anything else is mentioned, the rule of My World must be announce and enforced by asking you to please restrain yourself from exploiting the information in any way! As My law stresses, what happens here STAYS here!!!! Now SPOOKY’S life wasn’t always fame and fortune, as a child he endured a life of pain, hatred and lack of affection. Not trying to get off of the subject, but due to these unavoidable incidents, you are about to hear a testimony that will hurt if you’ve know SPOOKY and will astound u if u don’t cause this is one thing that every other man will take to his grave…
SPOOKY is a great lover, in which he takes more pleasure in pleasing a woman than receiving the pleasure. SPOOKY dreams of one day having a wife, children and a real (normal) life, unlike the one he had to go through. Unfortunately there are some issues, SPOOKY can be a womanizer at times, he tends to fear rejection, also due to past experiences from abandonment by multiple mother figures; and life’s little trials and tribulations SPOOKY has lost most and or all faith in family beliefs and values. Now SPOOKY is not an asshole and truly cares deeply for every woman that he has every spent time with. But because of early sexual training and fear of rejection from abandonment issues he tends to hold his flings very close at the beginning and leaves them before either they get to secure or seem as if they’re going to leave him. Now, SPOOKY has been reported as an excellent catch, if only his partner could find a way to tame him. Unfortunately that is one challenge that has yet to be conquered and that is one man that won’t accept liberation by just any woman… Another one of SPOOKY’S flaws is that he has high standards that he usually associates with but because of change of location those standards are no longer available, so he tends to knit pick at everyone he is with that in the end causes him to lose interest in some relationships. SPOOKY has tried to correct this one of many issues, and continues to better himself in all aspects of his life. He believes that this info can provide u with an overlook into his mind, so that u can see him for the man that he is, can be, and will become. But before you wrongly judge him of current actions u must understand that this is normal behavior in the vicinity that he matured in. But the last thing that he is trying to do is make excuses for his action or behavior, he accepts his faults and continues to accurate the other unmentioned issues. Well now that you have endured the small quantity of info that barley even scratches the surface of the man they call SPOOKY, you should start to realize why this man will never be understood and could never be duplicated.
As you let this realm enter twine with your mind, body and soul you will begin to realize that you are not alone in this universe of scattered souls. So when u feel that u have absorbed the petite information that was provided on a man called SPOOKY prepare urself to be ripped from this realm of uncertainty and returned to My World of reality… …Now close your eyes and retain all of the declarations that where provided, now put these assertions in a safe place deep inside of your inner soul and slowly count back from 5…………………….4…………………..3……………………2……………………………1…………………………….
Welcome back stranger so how was the trip? Well now you’re back in My World and I’ve got to say, you know a lot more than u should… or do you? So let me ask a question “do you think that you have a partial understanding of the man named SPOOKY?” Well… If you don’t, don’t sweat it because you’re not the only one.
I’m sorry, I never properly introduced myself. My name is Mike Barnes AKA SPOOKY; I apologize for my intro if it has offended you in any way. Well if your still with me then you understood most of what I was saying and I didn’t scare you away, then maybe its time you stopped acting like someone else and start being your own person. I understand that young minds are easily influenced; celebrity gossip is so Hot… (Not) and everyone wants to be that rich person. Well friends, I'm sorry but that’s their life not yours. Get your heads out of the clouds and do something productive! There would be a lot less disputes in this world if people would stop trying to be something there not. This is one of the truest quotes that everyone should apply themselves to, “You ain't got to lie to kick it.” More than 3/4 of Americans these days would rather associate with some who is true to themselves and there friend; than hang with some poser that claims he has all that. I mean come on people, what is the point claiming to know whosoever, or that you own that house and club. All of this stupidity is enough to drive someone insane. Did you know that there are teens still getting killed over sneakers that another child had seen his idol wearing in a music video? What is the world coming to when we choose to kill our selves over celebrity paraphernalia? Like I said be you own person create your own designs and achieve you life trade and become someone make your own riches and have someone envy you. And don’t get sucked into the whole media frenzy and there lies. The way I feel about that whole situation is that if it doesn’t directly involve me then I want nothing to do with it. The only way that I have survived all of the trials that have been placed in my journey is by living one day at a time and to just forget about all of the minor details. When you believe that you can be anyone you want to be… stop thinking about it and go and prove it to a company and earn that money that you’re worth.
Well this has been a little guidance from the big book of SPOOKY’S Wisdom, I'm sorry that it sound more like I’m preaching but I just feel that we need to restore our land to when we used to hold our heads up hi and announce ourselves to the world whenever and wherever we went. Just remember, everyone has flaws no matter big or small so the one thing that you should never be ashamed of is yourself.
- Some Spiritual Wisdom from SPOOKY-