I wanted to let everybody know that I am off to Italy tomorrow :) Happy me! To climb on Alps near Venice.I will be back on 17th of July, then there is expect some new photos to my albums. Hope you all are fine...greetings...will be back soon :D:D

I woked up early in saturday morning. Everything was as usual but i felt more calm than ever. Others were still asleep, except Ozzy (my dog). I made a cup of coffee and few sandwiches, then went back to my room. I took all my letters i have been receiving and started to read them. I realised that i have already got a lot. I sent a sms to my dear friend. I felt very happy when i went outside to walk my dog. It is autumn and everywhere u can see colours. It made me feel even better. I went into the forest, to this place i usually go with my dog. There are trees all around u but if u look just right up u can see the sky. So i was standing right on that place like a weird person..hehe..And then the wind came and leaves started to fall on me...i still looked up into the sky...leaves landed on my face and head...i noticed that sun is already shining but it will rain soon. So it didn`t take long when it started to drizzle..and soon i could see a rainbow. I smiled in privasy and was thinking..`What is going on?Haven`t i noticed how beautiful the nature is before?Oh, yes i have...but what then..?`I guess i was just happy...with no reason...there sholdn`t be a reason everytime to be happy. I went back inside and find that i had received a sms. That was from my friend who said :`Side by side or miles apart, good friends are always close to the heart!`Then i felt really good. That sms was so needed. In the evening i went out to run even if it was raining..it was raining heavily and sun was about to set.....Thank u my friends for being!!
I hope u find a little sms from this journal also!!!Take care!!! ;)

I have thought a lot,

too many and what i have got,

regret,some tears

but mostly the knowing that life goes on,

we have to face our fears,

reject bad thoughts and step right on.

Life is a beauty,

no need to be guilty,

make your way,

find a place and stay.

Band your sadness,

let yourself fly,

feel inherent happiness,

try to spread your wings to raise up high.

No need to worry all the time,

it seems you now know it fine,

i see a little smile,

just hold on to it for a while.

I ask you as a friend,

with all my firmness of spirit,

with my body which usually dont bend,

please,just leave it...

I know exactly what you feel,

that it could not be real,

too much fights and wars,

takeing away our years.

Watching wounded people heaped-up,

while some are shouting `Keep it up`,

i rather boo at that,

we born into the world..for what?

Dear friend i ask you one more time,

wake up,cheer up,

we have only got our lifetime...

So make it work,

make it last,

dont be a dork,

move it fast.

But leave your anger,

far..far away,

cos our children,grandäs,

want to live today.